VIRAL

our two separate minds became one.

[hassenmarred]

Imagine muse A and B in a shouting match about something, something serious and life altering – quite possibly awful – and muse B just grabbing muse A’s shirt, screams something soul crushing in their face and just ends up sinking into and sobbing in muse A’s chest.

[intwiined-blog]

"Perhaps you should just leave, then."

“Forgive me if I offended you, but I was just saying that this area wasn’t safe for little girls.” 

[abncrmality]

continued from  ✘

[abncrmality]

 ✥ ║     ❝ … ❞

             From within the far reaches of her consciousness, he could sense the CRITICAL judgement of herself—it wasn’t as though their minds were separate after all. The virus and launch programs were always CONNECTED, and Rion would’ve liked to believe that they were still connected even after death. They had always been one—there was no way that they could ever be split in two. She was his other half, as he was hers.

            Though Rion’s memories were FADED and crumbled, he had always seen Lilia as a GODDESS—a divine being without any fault. Those dark circles under her eyes? He couldn’t even see them. When he looked at her, he would look at her as a WHOLE; from the top of her head to her toes. To him, she was the polar opposite of what he was: tainted, blood-stained, and CURSED from his birth to carry a harsh responsibility that he never even asked for to begin with.

            He may have not been the REAL Rion after all, but all that matter was that Lilia believed he was. The others could have jumped to their death for all he cared.

            Almost tentatively he steps forward and into her personal space, cupping her either side of her head in his CALLUSED hands. So many times had she ever done this act for him, and now it was her turn. Tilting her head back so they could meet eye to eye, Rion’s gaze was UNWAVERING and firm—he was going to make his point and she had to believe it.

            ❝ There’s no real need to CHANGE it anyway. You’re absolutely BEAUTIFUL just the way you are, Lilia. ❞

            Although his face had not changed since the beginning of the conversation, behind his eyes held the genuine WARMTH of a smile—one that would push and toil to worm its way onto his face, but to no avail. The pad of his thumb would graze across her cheek soothingly, as though to FORCE away that negativity out of her skin and away from her forever. 

[intwiined-blog]

Her expression became troubled when her head was in his hands. She wanted to cry when she felt the intensity of his belief and gaze. He was the only being ever to think of her in such a positive light. He was the only one to think of her as beautiful, and he was the only one who could make her feel this conflicted. Would she believe Rion or what her conscience told her? She wanted to believe him, she wanted to believe that she was flawless like a goddess, that she was worthy of being this close to the man who saved the world twice.

No matter how hard she tried to believe it, her negative musings would bubble up and out. She had no right to be this close to him. She wasn't pretty. She wasn't beautiful. His words were spoken out of pity. He didn't mean anything he said or thought. He was just pitying her, as soon as a girl who understood Rion and could help him with his addiction came along, he would leave her clinging to fragments of a past that couldn't be brought back. He was— no. Stop thinking of things like that. This confusion made her head hurt.

She wouldn't think for right now. Just place it all away, and concentrate on him. The rough padding of his warm thumb, how the roughness contrasted with the smooth skin of her cheek. It was far too relaxing. His warm blue eyes, they were too beautiful. And only she got to see them. She got to see this side of Rion. Pay attention to him and only him. She had to keep her mind on him in order to keep the negative thoughts away.

"Thank you, Rion... I don't deserve the compliment, but... Thank you. It means so much to me."

[intwiined-blog]

Whisper

“I hate you.”

[intwiined-blog]

whisper [ abncrmality ]

“Marry me...”

[rpstartersanskboxfillers]

Put "whisper" in my ask box and my muse will whisper one of these in your muse's ear:

1. “I love you.” 2. “I hate you.” 3. “I know you love me.” 4. “Don’t act like you love me when it’s so clear that you don’t.” 5. “Don’t make me threaten you.” 6. “Marry me.” 7. “You smell lovely.” 8. “I can be cruel if I have to.” 9. “I can’t wait to watch you burn.” 10. “You’re perfect.” 11. “You were a mistake.” 12. “I never loved you.” 13. “I loved you too much.” 14. “Look a parrot.” 15. “Kiss me.” 16. “Let’s get out of here.” 17. “It’s over.” 18. “Oh, its just beginning.” 19. “You can’t get rid of me that easily.” 20. “It’s now or never.”

[intwiined-blog]

Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What? You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."

[intwiined-blog]

"What the hell do y'think you’re doing?"

"Forgive me. You just looked to be disoriented and I simply wanted to give you assistance."

Her hand retracted away from the other woman before taking a step back. Leaving the woman space, that's what was best for right now. The piercing smell of brandy made it obvious that she was an alcoholic. A laugh could of escaped her lips. This stranger... she wasn't too different from Rion. The woman was also reluctant to let people assist her it seemed.

[intwiined-blog]

Send me a sentence for my muse's reaction

"Are you even listening to me?"

"Are you even listening to yourself?"

"Are you sure they won’t find out?”

"Are you sure this is legal?”

"Are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

"Are you threatening me?"

"Be mine."

"Can you be anymore obvious?"

"Do I know you?"

"Do you love me?"

"Do you remember this?"

"Do you trust me?"

"Don’t go."

"Don’t let me die"

"Don’t look at me like that."

"Don’t make me beg.”

"Don’t you dare come near me!"

"Don’t you dare."

"Explain yourself."

"For you, I would _____"

"Give it back."

"Give me another chance."

"Have you ever even done this before?"

"How drunk are you right now?"

"I already regret this."

"I am not wearing that.”

"I can’t believe you missed that."

"I can’t do this anymore."

"I can’t even look at you."

"I could kill you!"

"I dare you." or "I dare you to _____."

"I didn’t do it.""

"I didn’t know you could do that."

"I don’t want to look at you right now.”

"I guess this is goodbye.”

"I hate you."

"I have to go."

"I just want to cuddle."

"I know your secret.”

"I love you, but I really wish I didn’t.”

"I love you."

"I miss you so very much."

"I missed you."

"I need a drink."

"I need a hug."

"I never really loved you."

"I owe you."

"I think I broke it."

"I think I’m falling in love with you. "

"I think I’m forgetting something."

"I think it’s broken.”

"I trust you."

"I want to be yours."

"I want to try this thing I read in a book.”

"I want you. Naked. In my bed. Now."

"I’ll be there in five minutes.”



”This is really inappropriate.”

"I’m all for spicing thing’s up, but isn’t this a bit much?”

"I’m bad for you.”

"I’m dying."

"I’m going to be sick."

"I’m not speaking to you anymore."

"I’m pregnant and it’s yours."

"I’ve never heard that one before."

"If you stay quiet, no one will know.”

"Is that my shirt?"

"It was me"

"It’s so beautiful.”

"It’s time to choose.”

"Just five more minutes."

"Just go."

"Just leave me alone."

"Just let me die."

"Just relax."

"Just what did we do last night?"

"Kiss me you idiot."

"Kiss me."

"Like you even care."

"Little too late, don't you think?"

"Make me."

"Marry me?"

"My Parents don’t know"

"My parents know.""

"Never again."

"Nh, don’t be so rough!"

"No, that can’t be my baby."

"No! You can’t die on me now!"

"Obviously there is something between us."

"Of all the things i've heard, that hurt the most."

"Put it away.”

"Put your trousers on!"

"Put. The. Weapon. Down."

"Quiet, I am trying to think."

"Relax, I have a plan."

"Really?"

"Shut up and listen."

"Take responsibility."

"That isn’t mine."

"That looked easier on TV."

"That sounds painful."

"That was a bad plan."

"That’s mine!”

"That’s the cheesiest pickup line I’ve ever heard."

"They’re coming.”

"This seems familiar."

"This stays between us."

"Truth hurts, don’t it?"

"Unbelievable. I can't believe you right now."

"Very good, you had me fooled."

"Want to hear a secret?"

"We need to talk."

"We’re moving too fast.”

"Well that was unexpected."

"What are we doing here?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"What are you touching?"

"What are you?"

"What do you need?"

"What happened to you?"

"What have I done this time?"

"What if someone catches us?”

"What sort of noise was that?”

"What the hell do you think you’re doing?"

"What were you thinking?"

"Where are my clothes?"

"Where did you find this?"

"Where do you even find this sort of thing?”

"Where were you?"

"Who’d have guessed you could pull such a face?”

"Why are you wearing that?"

"Why yes, I am as think as you drunk I am."

"You could have died!”

"You could have killed someone!"

"You coward."

"You don’t need to be so gentle.”

"You drive me crazy!"

"You have ten minutes, so make it quick.”

"You lied to me!"

"You mean everything to me."

"You owe me."

"You. Come. Snuggle. NOW!"

"You’re all out of ____."

"You’re an idiot.”

"You’re bad for me.”

"You’re dead to me."

"You’re pregnant and It’s mine"

"You’re really good at this…”

"You’re so weird.""

"You’re under arrest."

[melancholycheer]

I love ships that include a savior and a broken person 

I love ships where the broken person enters the darkness and the savior loves them unconditionally despite the pain that puts them through

I love ships where the savior is their light to come home to

I love ships where the savior goes crazy trying to heal the broken one

I love ships where the savior can’t go a day without being reminded of and missing their lost other half

I love ships with angst and passion and desperate, raw need

I love ships where usually stoic, controlled characters lose their cool only when it comes to that one person 

I love ships where they are willing to give up their dreams for each other

I love ships with a reunion injected with emotion and an overflow of tears and embraces

I love ships where the savior heals the broken 

I love ships where the savior realizes the broken one healed them, too

I love ships where they compete with and inspire and complete each other

I love ships where they fix each other

I love ships where they bring out the best in each other

I love ships that are beautifully heartbreaking

I love ships that are founded on unconditional love

I love S O U L M A T E S

[intwiined-blog]

Stomach

Stomach:Do you feel confident in your body image?

"Which would you rather hear? The honest truth or a lie?"

The question proved to be invasive enough, and now the thoughts broke what little mental composure she had prepared for herself. Were humans ever really happy with what they appeared as? Some blamed it on a divine power, others on genetics. Who did she blame for the dark circles around her eyes, some days looking dark enough to be noticable through the little make up she did think of applying? She wouldn't place blame on Rion despite most of her nights being dedicated to keeping him away from the poison he continued to ingest, she wouldn't blame Dorothy as a deep part of her knew that it was foolish to even craft a self-aware machine and that the computer was not evil from birth, and she wouldn't blame her father despite him being the original cause of her hell. She believed that she was the reason why her appearence was the way it was.

Lilia felt that she could of done more to care for her appearence. Those six years, those sleepless nights; she could of repressed her feelings for the only person she had known to be a friend and kept her relationship purely platonic. She'd possibly look in the mirror more often, and possibly attempt to look pretty for the world. However, since her feelings weren't in check, her price was to look the way she did now.

"I guess so." A lie. "I have to love it. It's my body. No matter how much I try to change it, I still have to be Lilia Pascalle."

[intwiined-blog]

Ask me about my body. (¬‿¬)

Hair: What hair color looks best on you and what's your natural color?

Skin: Do you tan easily?

Eyes: What is your favorite show to watch?

Nose: What is your favorite perfume/candle fragrance?

Mouth: Do you want to kiss anyone right now?

Tongue: What was in your last meal?

Windpipe: Do you sing?

Neck: Do you wear necklaces?

Ears: How many piercings do you have (if any)?

Cheeks: Do you blush easily?

Wrists: Have you ever broken a bone?

Hands: Are you an artist/writer?

Fingers: Do you play an instrument?

Heart: Are you in love? If so, does the one you love know?

Lungs: Do you smoke cigarettes?

Chest: Are your maternal/parental instincts strong?

Stomach: Do you feel confident in your body image?

Back: Are you a virgin?

Hips: Do you like to dance?

Thighs: Has anyone ever called you fat or ugly?

Knees: Have you ever cheated on someone?

Ankles: Have you ever been arrested?

Feet: Favorite pair of shoes?

Brain: Anything you want to ask

[abncrmality]

✥║     ❝ What do you suggest I DO then? ‘Sorry, man, I’m            not a girl—but thanks anyway’? ❞

           He was aware that he had some…EFFEMINATE fea-            tures, but that was ridiculous in all angles.

[intwiined-blog]

"That didn't even sound apologetic. Be more... tender. Men can love one another just as a man and a woman love one another. Your rejection made you sound like a jerk."

She chuckled at the thought of him actually saying that to a person, as the man's confession was not a first for her to hear about.

"Say something like this: 'I apologize but I'm not interested in pursuing a relationship with you.'"

[abncrmality]

intwiined said: He likes you.

[abncrmality]

✥║     ❝ …Isn’t there a BETTER way to tell someone that though? ❞

[intwiined-blog]

"Ah. It's a to each his own type of situation, Rion. He might want to sing, but someone else might be straightforward. Thanking him and turning him down gently would be best if the feelings aren't returned."

[angelicbreadroll]

how your sign deals with issues

im gonna fucking murder the bitch that gave me these issues: SCORPIO, Aquarius, Aries, Leo

uh.. well i guess i should ask someone to deal with them for me: Taurus, cancer, VIRGO

im too cute to have issues lmao: LIBRA, Capricorn, Sagittarius

im gonna pretend i have no issues and then cry myself to sleep bc im so emotionally fucked up haha: GEMINI, Pisces