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I hope they never forgive me when I die.

#tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #suicidal #sleep deprived

The euphoric urge to rip out your own teeth.

#tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #dysphoria #body dysmorphia

I thought I was getting better. But I realise that I'm not getting better I just substituted my SH addiction with things so much worse in the long run.

#sleep deprived #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #weed #mdma #alcohol #alcohlism #addiction

I love you so, please let me go. I know you will never see this but I hope you can one day forget about me. You trying to stay in contact hurts me. You forcing me to stay alive, by unknowingly gaslightning and shaming me, makes everything worse. I love you and I'm trying to stay clean for you. You are the only reason I'm alive but I don't need, and don't want one. You need to let go of me. I'm not able to stay away, but you have to stop ignoring the signs. I will always love you but not in the way you need it. Not in the way that you love me.

#sleep deprived #suicidal #selfharm #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #depression #i wanna die

I'm not dead yet. I did relapse so there's that.

#sleep deprived #tw selfhate #cvtting #tw self destructive behavior #cutting #selfharm

I want someone to care but when they do I don't know how to cope with it and then they leave me. I need someone to stay even when I push them away.

But I don't want to burden them.

#tw selfhate

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I'm thinking more and more about killing myself. I have collected pills and a bottle of Vodka. I will buy more in the following days. The only thing I think about is SH and I'm about to relaps soon. My friend group is falling apart and I can't take this anymore. I'm not sure if I should do it in the next week, or if I should maybe wait for the next time where I'm not home for a few days. My life is falling apart, I can't tell days apart anymore and my friends tell me that my parent abuse me, but it can't be that bad. I just don't want to do it anymore.

#sleep deprived #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #cvtting #self harm #suicidgedanken #suicidal #depression #overdose #death tw

I want someone to take me to a picnic and teach me how to kiss because I crave physical contact at the moment but everytime someone kisses me I get flashbacks to the times where didn't have a choice and I don't know how to cope.

#sleep deprived #tw selfhate #cvtting #tw self destructive behavior #tw sexualization of minors #self depricating #depression time #depression #selfharm

I nearly OD'ed today, I managed to stop before I took to much. I called a friend and we talked for a bit but now I feel worse for burdening them with that, knowing that they would worry about me. It wasn't even because of something serious and I'm scared that I just overreacted. I'm going to school again on Monday and I'm scared because I don't know anyone there this year.

#sleep deprived #trans #selfharm #overdose #suicidgedanken #suicidal #attempt #depression #anxiety #anxious #insomnia

How do you tell your best friend that you want him to tech you how to suck dick even tho yor ace, but you have a itty bitty crush on him.

Sooo, I officially relapsed (SH) and I don't think I want to get clean again.

#sleep deprived #trans #self harm #selfharm #suicidgedanken #suicidal #cutting #loneliness #sadness

When your friend tells you about how their life is shit and you can't help them, so you slowly relapse on your SH and ED behaviour and nobody notices so you don't know how to keep living and everything becomes blurry and you fell like you can't keep living even a day more.... I think I need help.

#sleep deprived #trans #selfharm #depression #cant sleep #i just #i wanna die #i wanna be thin #tw ed stuff

When, you help your venting friends but the moment you write about something you find stupid they completely ignore the chat✌🏻

#sleep deprived #trans #cutting #selfharm #depression time #self harm #self destruction

Is it normal to cut only for the scars?

#self harm

Is it normal to cut only for the scars?

#self harm

It's my Birthday and I just wish to die.

#sleep deprived #trans #self harm #selfharm #smoking #suicidgedanken #suicidal

It didn't work.

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