Jean

EDNOS. Currently struggling with the concept of staying alive. I do not promote, glorify, or romanticize eating disorders, self harm or any other mental illness.

[xanaxfarts]

Arches National Park, Utah photo: Elliot McGucken

[invisible-problems]

I want to tear you apart

But because I can’t, I’ll just tear myself apart instead

[invisible-problems]

History really does repeat itself lol

[catchymemes]

[dichotomoustessellations]

fire makes everything clean goes hard af

[invisible-problems]

I genuinely wish that that I could Spotless Mind myself of a couple of people things

[lonely-and--sad]

[crystalwaifu-deactivated2022122]

Biggest D you've ever had ?

Depression

[sadartistboy]

Dysphoria

[elli0t-b0nes-deactivated2024092]

disordered eating

[digitalbeachrave]

i’m barely even alive im just here clicking buttons

[invisible-problems]

Pretty sure I’m not supposed to admit it, but I think 2018-2019 was the last time I had a decent year.

Anyway, it’s the 2nd year of a fucking pandemic, I lost all of my friends and I’m trying to find the same high as when I would be driving with canyon beers, listening to Jungle Giants on my way to snowboard… that’s all.

[invisible-problems]

Moving on

Sounds simple, but has never been easy for me.

Listening to the rest of this album and it feels like I could have written it about the last few years.

A bit conceited to feel like someone else’s art is so relatable I could relabel it “My Life 2017-2020”

[sistertaxon]

having used tumblr as a teenager is a vaccination against using tiktok today

[sosuperawesome]

Lân Nguyen on Instagram

[mangacapsaicin]

ayuko akiyama’s mushikera-sama || 秋山亜由子の『虫けら様』

[invisible-problems]

deja vu

So when are you going to tell her?

That we did that too

She thinks it’s special, but it’s all reused

[invisible-problems]

Age is not equal to emotional maturity

[invisible-problems]

I’ve finally removed my Twitter after so many years of lurking.

It’s an odd thing to be an ~actual~ adult but still feel so much like an outcast. I’m actively working on removing myself from situations that I feel that I don’t belong in.

Anyway, I still feel like a loser and I doubt that’s going to change anytime soon 🙃

[ermelina]

[pochacco]