InvisibleFlower

This blog is basically going to be a place for me to where I can educate and vent about self harm, bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder.

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Arturo lives in the blistering sun of Argentina. A naturally Arctic animal spends his days living in 140 degrees Fahrenheit (60 degrees Celsius) of nothing but heat.  If this upsets you as much as it upsets me, please consider signing the following petitions:

Please allow Arturo to have a better life in the Assiniboine Park Zoo in Canada Quickly issue a special import permit to Canada for Arturo the Polar bear. Free Arturo, Argentina’s only polar bear, from living hell!!! FREE ARTURO: The Polar Bear In Despair If you know of any more petitions I can add, please let me know and I’ll add them right away.  Let’s rescue this poor little guy together!

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This breaks my heart!! Ugh poor guy!

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The first photo is so heartbreaking. 

Poor baby :( 

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constantly.

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One of my customer service managers son was murdered back in November. I wasn't working there at the time and I've only been working with her for about six or seven weeks and she just is so serious and just looks generally unhappy. I really want to make her smile and laugh again. My goal is to be a little bit of laughter to her. I care about her and I want her to have some bit of enjoyment even if it's just at work. I want her to know that i care.

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I knew it was too good to last...i was feeling amazing the last few days but i feel like shit today. I really want to cut. I'm wearing a black jacket tonight so i could do it. But is it worth it. I really want to cry.

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Feeling great & CSM Sharon

I had such an amazing day today. I really forgot how it felt to feel great. I had so much fun at work today, laughing with my CSM Sharon. I even got the grouch CSM Deb to laugh a little. When i concentrate I make faces and todays face of choice was a blow fish at one point she was at the resister in front of me and i look up and she's giggling at me. A little later she was at the same register and i look up and she blows her cheeks out. And we laughed our asses off. Later as i was getting ready to leave i found her because i wanted to talk to her but i had my blow fish on and she does it and says she knew it would make me laugh. I made the decision to tell her today about my borderline personality disorder and my self harm. Why? So she understands if I shut down emotionally. She didn't say anything much just gave me a hug and said it will be alright. She's super.

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DEPRESSION BLOG

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I get way nervous going to work

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I wish my first suicide attempt worked

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Everytime I wake up, all I want to do is die. Cutting and suicide is all that ever corrupts my mind these days. I just want to disappear, I can’t do this anymore.

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