its a goddamn blaze in the dark & you started it @ionlyeveraskedquestions - Tumblr Blog

“On your knees,” Ilya said softly, just to see what he would do. Expecting Hollander to tell him to fuck off, Ilya’s breath caught in his throat as he watched him sink fluidly to the floor. His gaze stayed on Ilya. Those eyes that were always so sharp were now hazy with desire as he leaned forward to nuzzle and mouth at the bulge in Ilya’s sweatpants.

#heated rivalry #shane hollander #ilya rozanov #hollanov

manhasetardis

"I know it's foolish but I just want things to be nice for him." - Big Eden

#heated rivalry #ilya rozanov #shane x ilya #shane hollander #hollanov

hrgifs

ilya forcibly grounding himself after dealing with his family

#ilya rozanov #heated rivalry

flodaya

✨a spark✨

#heated rivalry #ilya rozanov #shane hollander #hollanov

magicaldreamfox1

He will never be a good father. He is not good to my mother.

#heated rivalry #ilya rozanov

jayjay-thejet-plane

Messy lil hollanov doodle for yall~

(i need to adjust the pressure sensitivity in heavypaint methinks… been drawing in it all day and my hand hurts from using too much pressure😭)

#heated rivalry #hollanov

hearteyesilya

jacob dylan, the first real hudson believer

#hudson williams

lavenderprose

Shane is so happy to see Ilya in the hospital that you can actually see the fear in that man's eyes. He walks in the room and sees that Shane has, in his infirmity, allowed the words 'WHERE is the man I FUCK' to be written across his forehead and his eyeballs. Ilya walks in the room and Shane says "Heeeey! :D" and you can see the arithmetic going on in Ilya's terrified gaze as he calculates exactly how many seconds he can be in Shane's presence without him just dissolving into a mess because Ilya won't give him kisses. He backs out of the room whispering "Shhh" because Shane "Heart Eyes" Hollander is liable to tell everyone he encounters for the next six hours how many moles Ilya has on his stomach. He sits in his car afterward and Googles shit like 'Do nurses take Hippocratic oath' and 'What is doctor-patient confidentiality' and 'Shane Hollander thirst trap' but that one is just to calm himself down. He texts Shane the 🤫 emoji every hour on the hour for the next two and a half days. Shane responds with 😚 and Ilya spirals.

#heated rivalry #ilya rozanov #shane hollander #hollanov