𝘾𝙊𝘽𝘼𝙇𝙏 𝙆𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏!

[ir0nheir]

i  don't  do  this  FOR  THE  RICHES , i'm  infect  my  condition  is  I'M  ALWAYS  IN  MY  HEAD.  these  words  ARE  MY  RELIGION , i'm  obsessed  it's  my  decision , IMMA  DO  THIS  TILL  I'M  DEAD.

#IR0NEIR.    is  a  private , mutuals  only  roleplay  blog  for  original  muse  JAMES  STARK / BLUE  KNIGHT , inspired  by  marvel  comics  &  mcu , with  a  HEAVY  INFLUENCE  OF  CANON  AND  ORIGINAL  LORE.  this  blog  will  contain  potentially  triggering  content , and  is  not  intended  for  anyone  under  21.  mun  is  31+.

RULES BELOW CUT.    PROMPTS.    HEADCANONS.    PROMO.    PINTEREST.    PLAYLIST.

AFFILIATED  WITH ... @chingonaclaws , @scarletxmagick , @vintertsarn.

QUEUE  STATUS.    ( coming soon. )THREAD  TRACKER.    ( coming soon. )

EXPLORING  THEMES  SUCH  AS ... living  up  to  expectations , charting  your  own  path  and  being  your  own  person , the  one  who  wants  to  do  more , young  love , embracing  your  culture , connecting  with  your  dad , people  you  love  coming  back  from  the  dead , the  effects  of  trauma , getting  back  up  when  you  get  knocked  down.

[ir0nheir]

me thinking about how adopting gloria starts jay down the path to eventual retirement. he wants her to have a normal life , & remembers what it was like to see his dad leave on missions ... scared he wasn't going to come home. that's not what he wants for gloria. he doesn't want her to worry for his safety , so i'm starting to think that jay is the one who of my muses who actually gets to retire young. he still helps with the avengers by making tech ... but his days in the field come to an end likely by the time she's 10.

[ir0nheir]

*/ TALKING ABOUT PLOTTING.

i'm pretty sure i've mentioned this before ... but i'm going to be prioritizing plotted threads going forward. i will still be doing memes & starter calls , but i am at the point in my writing journey , where i wanna focus more on world building. i wanna have plotting sessions , & talk with the people i'm writing with , seeing where we want the story to go , & move from there.

i wanna build a universe. i wanna work on connections jay has with the people in his life , & i wanna get detailed about it. i want history between our muses. it helps me keep up with threads because i know what direction to move the plot in.

going forward , i will have days when i work on asks & random stuff that wasn't really plotted out , & then i'll have days where i work on more plotted stuff. i will always welcome plotting. odds are that if i am around i have time to plot , so this is really only adding the requirement that we talk to each other about the plots.

[ir0nheir]

(pictured , personal photos of james starke & his mother.) GRACIELA ZARAGOZA. Arguably the most important woman in James' life , is someone that most in his life haven't even met. That's to due with the fact that she died when he was about 8 years old. (not really she's just missing but we'll talk about that later.) That woman in case you couldn't already guess , is his mother Grace. She was an engineer , working in various different avenues to fund her true passion , bionic limbs for veterans. She truly wanted to help people , & had met Tony at a convention they were both attending. She'd managed to catch his attention , & as you can guess ... an affair started. It didn't work out , they parted ways , only to find out afterwards that she was pregnant.

Wanting to do this on her own , she left Tony to live the life he had been living when they met , & had James & raised him on her own. She could afford a happy , comfortable life ... & she did exactly that for him. A horrible accident happening at work would keep her from coming home. The only thing left over being some photos he has of her , a video she recorded before the accident , & the memories he has left of her. Losing her when he was 8 , it's not always easy. He relies a bit on what family members have told him about her. He spends every one of her birthdays watching her favorite movies , & has dinner with Tony at her favorite restaurant. Like they would if she were there. Mother's day he splits between spending some of it with Pepper , & spending time at the cemetery where her tombstone is.

[ir0nheir]

@chingonaclaws. “You can yell at me later. Just let me help you.”’

Of course he wasn't going to yell at her. He'd never yell at her as long as he lived if it meant that he'd get to see her. Even if it was just in a friendly way. That's what this was. A friend helping another friend in crisis.

It had been his mom's birthday. He'd been so stressed about everything going on ... He'd managed to lock himself in his lab ... & work through the entire day. He didn't answer calls , or texts , he just worked through the day. Working allowed him time to think. To process things , & he hadn't realized what day it was until he saw missed calls , & unread text messages about the dinner they had planned. The one for his mom. The one that he forgot about.

Not knowing who to call , he called the first person that he knew would help if she knew it was his anxiety. Laura. He felt like absolute shit for texting her , & had been surprised & relieved that she was even in town. By the time she got to the tower ... JARVIS of course letting her in still ... She'd find him in his lab. The door open , & the suit he had been working on in pieces.

The reason he missed one of the most important days.

They were simple words. Just an attempt to let the man sitting before a heap of broken parts & pieces ... Until he broke. Tears fell , his voice breaking with sobs ... Even though no words came out. " I forgot it. " He wailed. Leaning forward slightly as his elbows rested on his knees.

[ir0nheir]

“Smash or …smash.” She kinks an eyebrow as a soft ‘SNIKT’ resounds from behind her back. Even if she hadn’t truly given him a choice. — cmon Laura as if he’d actually say pass.

SMASH OR PASS MEME. @chingonaclaws.

" Guess I'm goin with SMASH ... Ain't that right Mami? "

[ir0nheir]

@chingonaclaws. “Do us both a favor & stay the fuck away from me!”

She didn't mean that ... Did she? He couldn't tell , cause he could hardly breath. Those words had managed to stop him absolutely dead in his tracks. He wanted to step toward her. Close the gap between them & hold her close to him. But it was like he'd been stabbed in the heart with that boundary set firmly, Keeping him from moving an inch.

What he could do , was shake his head. A quiver of his lip before biting down on it , in his attempts to keep those tears that wetted his eyes from falling. Get it t'gether Stark! Don't you dare cry in front of her.

Not like she hadn't seen him cry before. She'd lived with them long enough , ── she knew just about everything there was to know about him. Looking back at her , his hand twitched in her direction , before he once again shook his head. Finally able to speak. Though who knew how long that would last.

" You don't mean that. " His voice shook , but he needed that to be true. He needed to think she didn't actually want this. " One accident , & you're just gonna run away. "

[scarletxmagick]

Erika smiled softly at Jay's words, her gaze warming as she watched him struggle to explain. She loved how his mind worked, how he could find comfort in something like math while the rest of them would be pulling their hair out. It was just… so him.

“I get it, Jay,” she said, leaning back a little, still holding his gaze. “We all have our ways of coping with the crazy stuff. I guess for you, numbers make the world feel a little more… controlled. Makes sense, considering everything you've been through.”

She chuckled at his joke, shaking her head slightly. “Only you would find math relaxing, even with breakfast. I’ll stick to coffee for that.”

There was a moment of silence before Erika’s expression softened. “But hey, you don’t have to carry anything on your shoulders alone. I know you’ve got your dad and the whole ‘Stark legacy’ thing weighing on you, but you’ve also got us. And… me.” She paused, the words slipping out more tenderly than she intended, but she didn’t regret them.

She reached out, giving his arm a gentle squeeze. “So, whether it’s math, missions, or just needing someone to listen, I’m here. Always.”

[ir0nheir]

He could see that she was just trying to help. Be supportive. He knew everything she was saying , never once thinking otherwise. Aside from a brief time when he was younger. Tony had a support system of his own when it came to raising James. Pepper being as close to a mom as his own mother had been.

Part of that for Pepper , had been making sure that Jay was as well prepared as he could be. He was coming into a new world ... & that brought it's own challenges. Therapy , & regular talk sessions between both her & his dad. It wasn't like the kid harbored away his worries or stresses.

" Does it really seem like I do that? " He paused , letting out a sigh , before getting up to go to the kitchen for a bottle of water. " I mean ... Sure I'm not like any normal person. But it's not like I'm obsessing over anything. I have friends , I have a life that isn't being a hero. " All things he worked hard to do. He didn't hide things from her , or shoulder everything on his own. Things had actually been relatively quiet. " What is it that you think I'm shouldering all on my own? "

[astrronomemes]

HURT / COMFORT : STARTERS

a collection of quotes, phrases, and sayings for when your muse needs a little TLC. change & alter as needed.

THE HURT:

“Nah, it’s not that bad. I’ve had worse.”

“I don’t think I can walk that far… or at all.”

“I’m fine. I don’t need your help.”

“Will you stay with me? Just until I fall asleep?”

“I’m sorry, I’m just—I’m just really tired.”

“I don’t need a break. I’m okay.”

“It was my fault. It was all my fault.”

“I think I need help.”

“So, I don’t think I’m dying, or anything, and it’s probably not that serious, but… I’m kinda bleeding. A lot.”

“Is the room spinning right now, or is that just me?”

“No, I’m okay, I just… I hit my head. Really hard. I’ll be okay, just give me a second.”

“I’m not sick! I’m fine!”

“No, I don’t think any of my bones are broken, or anything like that. Just bad bruises.”

“Yeah, but you should see the other guy.”

“I’m fine. This just happens sometimes. It’s normal for me.”

“I’ve got a headache.”

“Seriously, though, I’m fine! Stop making such a big deal out of it!”

“I’ve been taking care of myself for a long time. I don’t need your help, and I definitely don’t need your pity. Fuck off.”

“Please tell me I don’t look as bad as I feel.”

“I think I’m running a fever.”

“So, what’s the prognosis, Doc? Am I gonna live?”

“Stop fussing over me! I’m not a baby!”

“Can I stay with you tonight? I just… really don’t want to be alone right now.”

“No, I-I’m okay. It was just a nightmare. Go back to sleep.”

“I… can’t actually remember the last time I had something to eat.”

“You shouldn’t be here. You’ll get sick, too.”

THE COMFORT:

“Honey, have you been crying? What is it? What’s wrong?”

“I think you’d better take a break.”

“It’s not your fault, sweetheart. You did everything you could.”

“You don’t have to go through this alone. I’m right here for you if you’ll just let me in.”

“There’s nothing wrong with you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Don’t ever let yourself believe that there is.”

“You really don’t realize just how many people love you, do you?”

“If you’re not going to take care of yourself, at least let me do it for you!”

“I’m sorry. I know it hurts.”

“You’re not alone, baby. You never have been.”

“Let’s get you some food.”

“You’re dead on your feet, poor thing. Come on, you need some sleep.”

“Stay where you are. I’m coming to get you.”

“Tell me where it hurts.”

“How many times have I told you to be more careful?!”

“It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m right here, okay? I’m not gonna leave you. I’m never gonna leave you.”

“Oh, honey, you’re safe now. I promise. I’m not going to let anything happen to you.”

“Go ahead and take a shower. I’ll fix you something to eat.”

“What happened to you, baby?”

“I’ll kill that bastard. I’ll kill him for what he did to you.”

“You look like shit, man.”

“Whoa, whoa, take it easy! You got pretty banged up back there, and you don’t want to go making yourself worse.”

“I’m not trying to baby you. It’s called taking care of my friends.”

“Sweetheart, you’re burning up! Why didn’t you say anything? Why didn’t you tell anyone you were sick?”

[stabbyresources]

Send Smash or Pass + a name and my muse will say if they would smash or pass on that person.

[rubymemes]

𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 (a collection of prompts for muses who just love to flirt. Feel free to adjust phrasing and gendered terms as necessary) 

"Let me distract you."

"Let's misbehave."

"I can't stop thinking about you."

"Can I borrow a kiss? I promise I'll give it back."

"I'm putting you on my to-do list."

"I'd look good on you."

"Don't bite your lip, I want to do that."

"Do you have a name or can I just call you mine?"

"I seem to have lost my number, can I have yours?"

"You're even more beautiful than yesterday."

"Shouldn't you be in my bed?"

"Trouble never looked so goddamn fine."

"You're a bad idea, but I like bad ideas."

"Maybe we should just kiss to break the tension."

"If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun."

"You're a shy little thing, aren't you?"

"Let's flip coins. Head, I'm yours. Tails, you're mine."

"Smile is the second best thing you can do with your lips."

"Your lips would look so much better on mine."

"You know we should save some water, shower together."

"You like me because I'm a scoundrel."

"I'll do anything for a woman with a knife."

"The fastest way to shut me up is to kiss me."

"I just want you to be happy! And perhaps a little bit naked."

"I like my bed, but I'd rather be in yours."

"Are you cake? 'Cause I want a piece of that."

"Your shirt has to go, but you can stay."

"You owe me a drink because when I saw you I dropped mine."

"You must be tired, because you've been running through my mind all day."

"Maybe making out for a few minutes would help us figure things out."

"Stop saying things that make me want to kiss the hell out of you."

[lyricsxmusings]

Send ♡ to see what my muse thinks of yours

○○○○○ | ATTRACTION ○○○○○ | AFFECTION ○○○○○ | INTEREST ○○○○○ | LOYALTY ○○○○○ | TRUST

LOW | ●●●●● | HIGH

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR ORDINARY THINGS THAT FEEL INTIMATE *  inspired by this post. these don't have to be romantic - you can specify romantic or not when you send them. in essence, these are simply intimate, affectionate moments to share with someone you love and care about. adjust as necessary, send 'reverse' for the reversal of the prompt

[ lean ] sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder

[ shop ] sender and receiver go to the grocery store together

[ brush ] sender brushes receiver's hair

[ tie ] sender helps receiver with their tie, either by putting it on or adjusting it

[ necklace ] sender helps receiver with the clasp of their necklace from behind

[ zip up ] sender assists receiver with zipping up a piece of clothing

[ unzip ] sender assists receiver with unzipping a piece of clothing

[ shoelaces ] sender bends down to tie receiver's shoelaces

[ swipe ] sender notices a smudge of something on receiver's face and gently wipes it off

[ braid ] sender braids receiver's hair

[ jacket ] sender takes their jacket off and hangs it on receiver's shoulders

[ puddle ] sender hurries to stop receiver from stepping into a puddle

[ drinks ] sender brings receiver a drink from a bar/their kitchen

[ feed ] sender feeds receiver's pet/s for them

[ cook ] sender and receiver cook a meal together

[ feed ] sender allows receiver to try a bite of their dish, holding their fork out for receiver to taste

[ teach ] sender, an expert at something, takes time to teach receiver how it works and how they can get better at it, too

[ readjust ] sender comes up behind receiver and readjusts their stance (maybe holding a gun, holding a golf club, aiming for something, etc.) to help them

[ makeup ] sender fixes receiver's makeup for them

[ bathroom ] sender and receiver go to a public restroom together and have a normal conversation in between the stalls

[ aloud ] sender reads aloud to receiver

[ refill ] sender refills receiver's glass without asking

[ massage ] sender notices receiver looks tense, steps up behind them, and massages their shoulders

[ listen ] sender listens to receiver explain something they're passionate about

[ silence ] sender and receiver comfortably exist in silence together, both of them working or reading or focusing on something different

[ food ] sender brings food over to receiver's house

[ hum ] sender hums along to a song receiver is singing

[ see ] sender sees something that reminds them of receiver and texts them a picture of it

[ admire ] sender stares at receiver across a room, silently admiring and appreciating them from afar

[ win ] sender lets receiver beat them in a game

[ puzzle ] sender helps receiver solve/put together a puzzle

[ carry ] after receiver falls asleep in an inconvenient place, sender carries them to a bed and tucks them in

[ kneel ] sender finds receiver sick in the bathroom ("tossing their cookies"), and kneels beside them, holding their hair back and cleaning their face

[ clean ] sender helps bathe receiver

[ wash ] sender helps receiver wash their hair

[ patch ] sender carefully patches one of receiver's wounds

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐬 (𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬?) 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  various  dialogue  prompts  to  send  to  your  worst  enemy  (affectionate).  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ oh great, it's you again. ❜

❛ you? kill me? that's funny. ❜

❛ for being someone you hate, i'm sure on your mind a lot. ❜

❛ you're the last person i wanted to see, actually. ❜

❛ do us both a favor. stay away from me. ❜

❛ you really are an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ i'm the asshole? what does that make you then? ❜

❛ sometimes i think you must hate me. ❜

❛ i thought you said you never wanted to see me again. ❜

❛ if you want me to go, then you have to tell me to leave. ❜

❛ well, someone's cranky today. ❜

❛ well, someone needs to shut the fuck up. ❜

❛ just stay out of my way. ❜

❛ of all the idiots in the world, i'm stuck with you. ❜

❛ what is it you want this time? ❜

❛ sometimes i wonder if you're in love with me. ❜

❛ do you honestly think this is easy for me? ❜

❛ why would i ever want to be friends with you? ❜

❛ can we please just talk? ❜

❛ there is nothing for us to talk about. ❜

❛ you can yell at me later. just let me help you. ❜

❛ touch me, and you're dead. ❜

❛ oh, so now you care? ❜

❛ there is something deeply wrong with you. ❜

❛ i know i'm the last person you probably want to see, but... ❜

❛ you don't think we could be friends, do you? ❜

❛ i'm tired of fighting against you. ❜

❛ don't pretend you give a shit about me. ❜

❛ you're an idiot, but... i trust you. ❜

❛ oh, don't be cute. ❜

❛ wait, did you just say that i'm cute? ❜

❛ we're not good for each other. ❜

❛ if i say yes, will you shut up? ❜

❛ don't you have to be stupid somewhere else? ❜

❛ maybe we should kiss just to break the tension. ❜

❛ i'm sorry i can't turn off my feelings as easily as you. ❜

❛ maybe there's a universe out there where we're friends. ❜

❛ how can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time? ❜

❛ don't think this changes anything between us. ❜

❛ you look ridiculous in that outfit, by the way. ❜

❛ if you die, i'll kill you. ❜

❛ is that a challenge? ❜

❛ ah, so you're not heartless after all. ❜

❛ i don't think i've ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ you never cared about me, so why now? ❜

❛ why didn't you kill me when you had the chance? ❜

❛ i don't even remember why we started fighting. ❜

❛ i don't have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you're not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

[ir0nheir]

i'm going to be setting up an aesthetic/musing sideblog , as well as an usfw sideblog for jay. this blog will be shifting to only having rp related stuff on it. links will be coming shortly.

[ir0nheir]

@ir0nisms & @ir0ncocks are the names. feel free to follow if we are mutuals here.

[ir0nheir]

welp...i was gonna work on replies...but i'm so lost in all the mentions & stuff that i can't find my threads. guess i'm gonna be logging threads again instead of writing.

[ir0nheir]

i'm going to be setting up an aesthetic/musing sideblog , as well as an usfw sideblog for jay. this blog will be shifting to only having rp related stuff on it. links will be coming shortly.