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"Hold my thoughts and calm me down."

[iraarcega]

Everything Stays

Let's go in the garden You'll find something waiting Right there where you left it Lying upside down

When you finally find it You'll see how it's faded The underside is lighter When you turn it around

Everything stays Right where you left it Everything stays But it still changes

Ever so slightly Daily and nightly In little ways When everything stays

[iraarcega]

Its fast how a stranger can become your world and then just become another stranger again.

[iraarcega]

I'm a bit confused Very anxious, I don't know why Sorry but "What were we?” I have been thinking about it Fell asleep wondering a lot of times For the motives are high and— You know that. Even I, I don't really understand but— When it's late and I am fighting sleepiness Know that, I am doing it because— You are worthy. Will you ever admit it to yourself? Never have I ever met someone that made me— Feel like I am also— worthy. No one but you. The depth of our friendship is different, so I'm asking you the— Same question, over and over again.

What. Were. We.

[iraarcega]

For every step you take further away, theres me whispering “wont you stay?”

[iraarcega]

너무 아프지만 이젠 널. 추억이라 부를게.

[iraarcega]

It was hard. Every single second of it. I coudnt take it but I had to. He broke my heart into tiny little pieces and threw it in the sky. Darling did they became the stars? Will you look at them and somehow ever wish me back? Because I'd love for us to come back, back to our happiest days. When I could just stare at your eyes and feel comfort and feel the sadness slipping away. You were my happy pill. Now that youre gone the only pills I have are anti-depressant. But they aren't enough. Every pill I take in makes me realize how fake the happiness it gives me and that with you it was the truest. Sweetie when how long will I still found over your finished feelings for me?