Iris

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[lastsecondsquirrel]

I am so so tired of having the compassion for everyone else that they don't have for me

You're having a bad day? Let me pause my whole life so I can help you with that. Let me give you that book that is so so special to me knowing I won't be getting it back. Let me play along with your cruel jokes, tend to your wounds and carry you across the finish line

I'm having a bad day and I must apologize for feeling feelings in your direction I guess I should have tried harder but I'll see you next time you need something

[irisyinsanity]

I sit by myself and decompress when I have a bad day, you throw shit and talk about how I ruined your life and I'm expected to take care of you but you don't do anything for me but make it worse and give me chores so I have a real reason to be upset.

[eldestchild1456]

Anyone else stay in their car for an extra 5 minutes because they know life resumes as soon as they step into the house ? Because same

[irisyinsanity]

Hiding in the bathroom right now, they will come out of the house and shout at me from the front door if I hide in my car.

[sleeplessv0id]

what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy

[irisyinsanity]

Sometimes I get straight up panic attacks during it and he has to stop, sit me up, and rub my back until I calm down.

[crispyliza]

Happy mother's day to all the eldest daughters btw

[xiaq]

“The anxiety is just in your head.”

Ah, yes. But I am also in my head. And we are trapped here together, see. Thus the quandary I face.

[nofuckingideawho]

in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear

[nofuckingideawho]

being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend