you gotta die sometime

AO3 - hyperfixated_on_musicals main: @indignant-isaac (you'll get notifs from that account) main fandom: The Long Walk and Gully (a fandom of one 😭)

[buckypascal]

Tom Blyth as William H. Bonney - Billy The Kid 1.04 (Part 2)

[whumpypepsigal]

Billy the Kid s03e06: “Is he dead?”

+bonus:

[isaac-whumps]

The amount of whump/whump potential in Juror #2 is incredible. I need to see Justin Kemp shaking on the floor, sobbing, unable to breathe as he began for forgiveness.

Like holy shit I want him to go through an immense amount of mental pain (he already has but I need more)

[marshmellowtea]

he's beautiful i literally need to put him under extreme psychological stress. i need to put him in extreme physical pain. i need him curling up in someone's arms for the feelings of safety and comfort he hasn't received in ages

[isaac-whumps]

TW - Depictions of self harm and mention of suicide

Whumpril Day 16 - Side Effects

[isaac-whumps]

Put much more effort into Misaki lololol

[isaac-whumps]

Calvin's broken skateboard

Whumpril Day 15: First Aid Kit

[isaac-whumps]

Calvin's broken skateboard

Whumpril Day 15: First Aid Kit

[isaac-whumps]

Whumpril Day 5: Trigger

Finally inked this sketch so I can post it for Whumpril!

This drawing is based on a fanfic I wrote!

[isaac-whumps]

Content warning: Mental breakdown, vomit, grief, no comfort

https://archiveofourown.org/works/83038741

Whumpril Day 6 :3

Prompt: Carried

[isaac-whumps]

I wrote a paragraph that I'm so proud of :3

[isaac-whumps]

I want to write happy fics, believe me.

But they keep making me think, "I wish I had this" and that makes me sad.

Sure, writing whump also makes me sad but that's cos I can relate to it.

[isaac-whumps]

I wish words would just appear on the page (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)

I have the ideas (so many ideas...), the extensive research, and the interest. I just can't put words on the page (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

I just have to find the motivation because everything else is there and I'm the only one who is gonna write this story.

I get burnt out before even 1000 words (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

It feels like I either have to write the fic in one sitting or not at all. But that's like... not at all true. I need to take things at my own pace.

[promptcalender]

“You have to help me, they’re going to kill me!”

“Why should I? Last I heard you ratted on your boss. What, I’ll be next?”

“I didn’t do that! They’re just using it as an excuse so no one will help me!”

“Hm…”

“Come on, please! I’ll do anything!”

“Anything, you say?”

[Prompt Calender: April 4th, World Rat Day]

[isaac-whumps]

Okay imagine this but it's Starkovitch

I'm melting omfg

[isaac-whumps]

We're almost a third of the way through Whumpril so I'm gonna go back and finish off and post the other prompts by tomorrow night :3

[isaac-whumps]

Day 9 of Whumpril

This fic is about a suicide attempt and there is no comfort.

Content warnings:

- Uncontrollable shaking/tremors

- Suicide attempt

- Cutting (Neck and wrist)

Please take care of yourselves and only read if you're in the right headspace for heavy angst with no comfort <3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/82733036

This fic was created on a whim after something that happened last/tonight

And I wrote all 1100 words before burning out :3

[isaac-whumps]

I'm surprised that I'm mainly drawing for Whumpril rather than writing but regardless, it's been fun :3

Right now, I'm drawing Misaki from Killer Chat! I played their route for the first time last night and I love her so much <3

I'm refining my art skills by practicing and it's been awesome :3 I still have a long way to go but I'm improving and it's one of the few things I'm motivated to do without much external motivation!