Finding beauty in my queer body

Ada, trans femme enby person age37 Will use this blog sharing pictures from my life, mostly artistic nude or kink related material and my experiences being on HRT

[adamoonchild]

Hi just wanted to wish you all a merry Jul here from Denmark, and hope you have people around you that appreciate and love who you are

Kisses and hugs Ada💜

[adamoonchild]

Just wanted to show of my new jacket and shoes that my chosen mother giftet me recently.

I’m on my way to he hospital to get blood test so my gender clinic can make sure my HRT treatment is going well. I feel really cute and so happy with my life💜

#transgender #transfemme #queer #chosen #HRT

[adamoonchild]

Love should be unconditional

If I had a child and even if I wasn’t doing anything wrong, but if my presence in their life caused them hurt, I would show them love and not be in their life if that was what they wished.

[adamoonchild]

Your parents did the best they could?

When getting raised, your parents sometimes don’t have the tools or understanding how not to hurt you when trying to raise you when you were growing up, I understand this and I’m even willing to give space for empathy for these parents.

The big question for me is then, are they willing to listen and learn because after getting informed about the pain they made you suffer, and if they still keep doing it and they are not willing to learn, I would 100% call what they are doing to be an action out of malice.

Also remember it is okay to decide that the hurt they caused, was so big that you never wish to see them again. 💜

[boy-gender]

To all the trans people who see this tonight, no matter what happens, we will survive. Trans people will still be here 4 years from now and 10 years from now and 100 years from now and tomorrow. We have always existed and we always will. The world cannot unlearn about us; we are too public, too loud, too beloved, too present. Ill be here tomorrow. Please stay here with me.

[anarcho-catboyism]

Idk what trans man needs to hear this but you're NOT evil or disgusting for being a man. You do NOT have to suffer for the sins of the patriarchy committed by cis dudes. Being a man doesn't invalidate the misogyny you experienced growing up or experience now. Being a man doesn't mean you deserve to be isolated. Being a man doesn't mean you're inherently predatory or scary. You didn't "choose" this, and finding your true self is NOT "betraying the community" because you happen to be a man and/or masculine rather than a woman and/or feminine. You ARE allowed to be upset when people "affirm" your gender by malgendering you.

You DO deserve a community that uplifts you. You DO deserve to experience trans joy. You DO deserve to have your voices heard and your struggles recognized. Wanting the bare minimum of solidarity is NOT "making everything about trans men".

[adamoonchild]

Free to love and get fit 😆🎉

On my way home after getting my blood tested at the hospital, I was tired and overwhelmed, but went to the local supermarket on my way home to buy some groceries, and then I discovered this training out fit, and I just had to have it 🙈😊🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

Now the long hard trip seems so much less hard and overwhelming 💜😁

[adamoonchild]

Just got my switch back after lending it out for a year, can't wait to game and have some fun.

I really love my Animal Crossing version of the switch, and definitely want to to play the game

[adamoonchild]

Went to the Nørrebro Pride demonstration 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ doing the pride walk🚶‍♀️🧚‍♀️ and also demonstrating against genocide✊🍉

Finally home after a looooong day and the ved is soft and calling me early this evening 😊💜🛏️

[adamoonchild]

A fast and easy today, on my way to my partner so we can go to the pride demonstration tomorrow 😊💜

Also 505 days on HRT 😆🎉

[adamoonchild]

I got the thought I wanted to start posting more average daily content with small thoughts or just the picture of the day, so her is my picture of the day, like this look, I feel cute but also a bit punk 💜🙈🤘

Also 504 days on HRT 😊🎉

[adamoonchild]

I’m Tired of being censored and erased.😔 Every time I post I go through a battle of what i can share online, I want to share my experiences as a queer and trans person and how very similar experiences with cis/straight people often is experienced differently just by me being not of the norm. But my mere existence is sexualized and post with me in it gets suppressed or taken down, even though similar post from cis/straight people get left up. I don’t want their post to be taken down, i just want to be treated as an equal, stop erasing my existence, i think there’s a reason why people think transgender people is a new thing, when we keep getting erased every where, in history, on the net or other places. The damage you create is large, not only now, but also for future queer people 💜😔

[adamoonchild]

Learning to float, now with minimum 50% more booty🙈🪢💜

Hi all, a small update with more of the shibari pictures I received before the summer, where I was lucky to work with the lovely rigger @nannamariawibholm (Instagram). In a class about inventing harnesses, where we were taught and guided by the skillful instructor @ceciferox (Instagram). They had a very open and safe teaching style but it was also very structured and organized. This was quite an experience for me to both learn and experience the amazing communication that went on between them and their model. I also really feel their teaching style made space for me to connect with my rigger in a very playful and open manner, and after the workshop we were both very excited for future shibari opportunities.😁

What I really love about this picture is its showing off my riggers skill how she was able to make it look like I’m almost weightless and floating not only in mind but also in reality, I really feel we built a good connection in shibari going through this workshop, and I look forward for when she gets time again to go on future rope adventures.🤞🙈💜

Sincerely Ada💜

[adamoonchild]

Partners, geeks and fabulous 💜🫂💜

Just wanted to share this super cute picture of me and one of my amazing partners, we have been together over 3 years I love them extremely much. We laugh, cry and in general appreciate the time wi have together, through the now 1,5 years on HRT, not only have they supported me with their love and care, but they are always here to celebrate and call me pretty and beautiful when I doubt my self, and they keep it up even when I’m sometimes thinking they only say that to be nice to me, they have so many ways to show me my beauty, so today i share a recent picture when we were walking to a Danish anime/geek convention together.

Thank you my sweetheart for being there for me, and I wish for all others to have someone in their life to be there for them in the way my partner is for me🤞💜

[adamoonchild]

Feeling pretty as a base line🤯😮💜 Just came out of the shower, took on some of my easy clothing nothing fancy or anything, looked in the mirror, and thought aww, how cute. This thought stopped me in my track, it’s such a foreign thought pattern it felt like a shock. To feel pretty or cute, is often a lot of work I have to do both mentally and physically to get to that point. I hurried to take a picture to remind my self that days like these will probably be more common the more my HRT helps me connect to my body and wen I look in the mirror I see me 😁🪞💜

[adamoonchild]

Learning to float🪢💜 Hi all, I just got time and energy to look through som shibari pictures I received before the summer, and now to write about thoughts and feelings experienced when I got to work with the lovely rigger @nannamariawibholm (Instagram). I modeled for her at a very exciting event about inventing a harness, I’ll try get the name and instructor later to share, it was a great experience and I learned a great deal from the class as well about feeling my body and communicating issues and how to have an open communication in the rope, but also have trust and confidence with my rigger. I had a great time and my rigger was so sweet and really present and when I was getting overwhelmed and the noises were a bit to much she was very safe and I got to lay on her leg and get hair cuddle while everyone was listening to class, it really grounded me and made me feel safe and taken care of. I will try post the rest of her pictures, but it does take a little time, since I like to write a bit to each picture what kind of experience or emotion I’m going through at the moment the picture was taken. In this picture I love seeing how floaty and calm I feel, but also remember that the harness was uncomfortable, so when my rigger still were able to make me feel safe enough to feel floaty is definitely a testament to her great ability 💜

[adamoonchild]

Back to geek🎉🦄 yesterday and Friday I was back at an anime/geek convention, after many years break from large events, I had such a lovely time, people were so welcoming, I really look forward to the next convention when it comes up and I plan on cosplaying Enid from the series Wednesday. And here’s a picture of me being femme at a convention for the first time I’m so happy 💜