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isaac malone. eighteen. senior. "i wasn't particularly afraid of death itself. as shakespeare said, die this year and you don't have to die the next."

[no-evan]

What did I ever do to deserve this?

M’not sure, I think I need some convincing. Chocolate cake seems to do the trick, or weed.

[isaacmalone]

What do you mean? Oh, just say yes or no, and shut up. Stop making me work for simple things.

[no-evan]

Gros, you actually have faith in me. That or you’re just spewing facts to make me feel better.

Oh, so we’re an actual thing? Not just some experiment.

[isaacmalone]

It's a bit of both actually. Which makes it worse.

I don't know, are we?

[no-evan]

Positive. Have you seen my family tree? I’m either going to end up bipolar or an alcoholic.

Then what am I to you Malone? 

[isaacmalone]

Well, if you're not bipolar now, you're not suddenly going to become bipolar. That's the good thing about mental illness. And if you're not bipolar you have less of a tendency towards alcoholism, so I think you'll be pretty okay.

Eh, less of a king, more of a boyfriend, really.

[matthewddarios-deactivated20170]

Oh, man, I feel you - their old shit is amazing. But I try not to make comparisons. Because, yeah, compared to Folie A Deux and From Under the Cork Tree, this is nothing, but by itself, it’s pretty damn good. Ya’ gotta’ give it some credit. 

[isaacmalone]

Yea, I get you. It's not that I think it's a bad album. It's that I think it's a bad album for them. It's like that last My Chemical Romance album, I just can't deal with it, because it's so comparatively mediocre. If it were someone else's album it'd be pretty great.

[matthewddarios-deactivated20170]

Every time I listen to Fall Out Boy, I get so hype. I want to listen to The Phoenix and maybe kill a man or two.

[isaacmalone]

Really? I think Save Rock And Roll, compared to their older albums is kinda shit. I mean, it's not bad, but you can't give me something like Folie A Deux and then that shit.

[no-evan]

Maybe, but I’m more twisted and crazy than you’ll ever be.

I know, it’s one of the perks me being your king.

[isaacmalone]

You don't know that.

Is it? Last time I checked we're from two different kingdoms, Joffrey. You're definitely not my king.

[no-evan]

You are too, but don’t worry you’re the good kind.

Forget it. Just hold me okay?

[isaacmalone]

If I'm an idiot you're an idiot too.

Okay. But you know you can ask me anything, right?

[rebel-cpolloni-blog]

That moment when you get the urge to smoke, but your cigarettes seem to have walked off the face of the earth. Does anyone wanna maybe share the love and lend Carter a cig?

[isaacmalone]

You never let yourself run out of cigarettes, man. That's some sort of hell.

[robyndoll]

Suck it up and get high with me! My “bad music” and all. Duh.

[isaacmalone]

Well, I guess I could do that to. What else do you like besides The Weeknd, there has to be a compromise somewhere.

[no-evan]

You’re an idiot, just stay here.

Isaac, did your?  Forget it it’s not important.

[isaacmalone]

I'm not an idiot.

No, what'd you want to ask?

[rocknrolldoctor]

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[no-evan]

You can’t make that type of promise.

[isaacmalone]

Yes, I can. Don't doubt me.

Unless you're telling me you have plans to take up meth and stop caring about other people. Or you're going to start drinking excessively and taking money from your siblings. Because that doesn't sound like you. And I'm pretty sure I'm not going to cheat on your or blatantly ignore you because I'm incapable of feelings. So, see? We won't become our parents.

[no-evan]

I’ve been building up this wall my whole life, to have you suddenly slip in it fucking terrifies me. I like being with you too, fighting with you, seeing your dimples and that dorky smile of yours which turns into a cocky grin. I just don’t get why, but I get that I need to stop questioning everything. Just accept it as it is.

I do trust you, that’s the thing. My mind even tells me I can trust you, it’s this panic inside of me that anyone who I let into my life will just be another carbon copy of those two assholes. I don’t want out, I just want you.

[isaacmalone]

I promise you, we'll never become our parents. Neither of us, no matter what.

[no-evan]

I-no! You just heard that. Okay so what if I did?

Isaac, you scare me. I’m always wondering when it will be that you’ll say you don’t want me anymore to be part of this sick life I have. To not want to be sucked into my world. You should just tell me, instead of making me have to go through this.

[isaacmalone]

Stop being defensive all the time, I'm not going to attack you or anything. You can say what you want with me. Listen, I'm about to say something I have never said to anyone, okay? So when I'm done don't just push it off like it's nothing, because it's not. I like you, I like being with you, and I like whatever it is we have. I like your siblings, and spending time with them, and having stupid arguments with you. And I don't see that changing in the foreseeable future, so stop worrying about things.

If you don't trust me with other things, trust me on that. It's okay, we're okay. I'm not making you go through anything. If you ever want out just tell me, okay?

[no-evan]

No, because I don’t want to be like one of those freaks that can’t go a day without their other half next to them. We all need space, but maybe I’m just getting used to seeing your face everyday.

I’m fine, Okay. Nothing ever bothers Evan Reeves. I’m fucking indestructible.

[isaacmalone]

Wait, wait a minute. Did you just call me your other half?

No, stop that. Tell me the truth.

[no-evan]

I was going to, but I thought you would have stopped by today. Guess I shouldn’t always count on that.

I’m fine. Everything is fine, fucking fine.

[isaacmalone]

Hey, stop that. I figured you wanted a day without me. If you want me to stop by every day, I'll stop by every day, okay?

Don't lie to me, Evan.

[no-evan]

Good to know you would, but she has this set. I’m always right Malone, that’s what you should know.

Not right now. You could’ve called…My siblings asked about you and where you were. Seems they’ve grown to like you, I told them not too because you’re a shithead, I didn’t use that language of course. Still it would’ve been nice with you there.

[isaacmalone]

Well, I didn't know you were doing anything. You should've called me. I mean, I'm pretty amazing, but I'm not psychic or anything, Evan.

You alright?