I am a psychological and historical structure.

30, white dyke, they/he, tme. film studies phd student. gifs and stuff. / face tag. / letterboxd.

[isabelleadjani]

CHERIE CHUNG as Chu So-so LAST ROMANCE dir. Yonfan, 1988

[yossyislandd]

racism literally bleeds through the cracks of everything and if you dare to even barely point it out everyone will kill you

[yossyislandd]

racism runs so deeply in people that if you call it out you are calling out them, and instead of sitting down and examining their own racism they lash out at you for being sooo meansies to them. you don't even have to be talking about anyone's racist behavior in particular because it makes racists so uncomfortable they will come forward themselves and act like you're targeting them specifically. it's okay when they do it because they're doing it in the correct way, in the nice way! they don't mean it like that. in fact they're actually being progressive. you're the cruel one for acting like their racist behavior is racist. you're the problem if you're bothered by their comfort racism. you're the bitchy colored person who makes eeeverything about racism when it so clearly isn't. i'm fucking sick of this.

[closet-keys]

Nader is a young adult. He just turned 18 this year. He's had to sacrifice all of his dreams and comforts due to the escalating genocidal occupation of Gaza by the zionist project. His house was destroyed, his education was taken from him, and he has become the sole provider for his family of 8 through fundraising on tumblr. I want you to think about that weight. To be made responsible for the survival of your whole family as a teenager, and for this to depend on getting and maintaining the attention of people in the global north every day for years.

[closet-keys]

Israel has systematically worked to disable the population, and to destroy all means for disabled people to survive. Nader's father has experienced his health conditions become increasingly severe. He has stents in the main arteries of his heart due to blocked arteries. He was diagnosed with bladder cancer and needs surgery to remove a tumor. However, medical evacuation from Gaza is extremely expensive. Coordination costs can be over $12,000 per person, and Nader's father cannot make this journey alone.

[closet-keys]

Earlier today, Nader's father had to be brought to the Intensive Care Unit at their nearest hospital. He is now on life support. The systematic destruction of Gaza's healthcare system has left 94% of hospitals destroyed, and none of the remaining 36 are able to operate at full capacity. There are medicine and medical supply shortages. In this state, healthcare bills for this care are even more expensive. Please help Nader (@naderalanqar2007) to raise funds to save his father's life, and to support his family through this traumatic situation.

[alanqar-nader]

My father is suffering, and our lives are very difficult. I'm a borderline player, and about two weeks ago, my main blog was deleted, which has made our financial situation extremely difficult. For some time now, I've been trying to recover my blogs and create new ones, but Tumblr keeps deleting them or blocking messages from them. Please donate now. We haven't received any donations for about 14 days. We need a lot of money to pay my father's medical bills. I beg you, please donate.

[fadeintoyou1993]

i truly tried holding off making this for as long as possible bc i genuinely HATE making these & ik everyone is going thru it but unfortunately life is truly just passing the same $20 around to survive these days... anyway. if you don't know me i'm an audhd/ocd dyke w a bunch of health issues bc of chronic illnesses & syndromes and on top of not having fixed income bc of no accessible jobs where i live & paying for medications & helping my dad keep my physically disabled late stage alzheimer's grandma in a care home, i also have been going thru a whole saga on orthodontic issues since nov 2025. i need to get a procedure done that is very fucking expensive & i cannot afford it at ALL but it's really important that i get it done as soon as possible. SO with that said:

i'm open for comissions! (gifsets, layouts - icons, headers, sidebars, etc -, themes - fansite or personal blogs -, psds, tutorials, etc)

i have free giffing + coloring tutorial here (that has a link for cracked photoshop cc and a psd made by me) & i have a blending gif tutorial here for $5 (it also contains a psd). i also have a bunch of other gif tutorials on video on my youtube channel.

these are my resources. i have themes, icon packs, psds, actions for photoshop, etc for free.

this is my ko-fi shop where you can find themes & tutorials ranging from $3-$5.

if any of these help you at all, please consider helping me out? and if you don't need anything but would just like to help, i'll thank you forever. any amount, no matter how small, is extremely appreciated! thank you!

kf / pp.me

$114/550

[afro-elf]

I wish people would boycott the UAE for what their government did to Sudan.

people are boycotting the uae, specifically dubai since that's their tourism hub. it's actually quite easy for most people not to go to dubai or buy "emirati" gold, a lesser known boycott target for the uae for americans is uber, which you should boycott anyway because they are union crushers

[plumslices]

literally do it even if youre stupid <3

[number-one-toku-robot-lover]

Literally any show can be improved by adding more older women. Not many know this, but it’s true.

[hymnism]

[ouevreofmaite]

♱ Carmilla & Laura ♱ illustrated by me

[loveridden1999]

you got a fast car i want a ticket to anywhere maybe we make a deal maybe together we can get somewhere any place is better starting from zero got nothing to lose maybe we'll make something me myself i got nothing to prove you got a fast car i got a plan to get us outta here i been working at the convenience store managed to save just a little bit of money won't have to drive too far just 'cross the border and into the city you & i can both get job & finally see what it means to be living see my old man's got a problem he live with the bottle that's the way it is he says his body's too old for working his body's too young to look like his my mama went off & left him she wanted more from life than he could give i said somebody's got to take care of him so i quit school & that's what i did you got a fast car is it fast enough so we can fly away? we gotta make a decision leave tonight or live & die this way so i remember when we were driving, driving in your car speed so fast it felt like i was drunk city lights lay out before us & your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder & i i had a feeling that i belonged i i had a feeling i could be someone be someone be someone you got a fast car we go cruising, entertain ourselves you still ain't got a job & i work in the market as a checkout girl i know things will get better you'll find work and i'll get promoted we'll move out of the shelter buy a bigger house & live in the suburbs so i remember when we were driving, driving in your car speed so fast it felt like i was drunk city lights lay out before us & your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder & i i had a feeling that i belonged i i had a feeling i could be someone be someone be someone you got a fast car i got a job that pays all our bills you stay out drinking late at the bar see more of your friends than you do of your kids i'd always hoped for better thought maybe together you & me'd find it i got no plans, i ain't going nowhere take your fast car & keep on driving so i remember when we were driving, driving in your car speed so fast it felt like i was drunk city lights lay out before us & your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder & i i had a feeling that I belonged i i had a feeling I could be someone be someone be someone you got a fast car is it fast enough so you can fly away? you gotta make a decision leave tonight or live and die this way

[capacity2]

I just realized something… having feelings for someone is actually really gross and weird and disgusting and stupid ew it’s kinda fucked up tbh like u need to be put in a cage BEAST

[isabelleadjani]

i remember in high school one of my friends (who was absolutely not a film person, she would normally watch like run of the mill romcoms and blockbusters) went to see nymphomaniac in the cinema and then she decided it was her FAVOURITE movie and wouldn’t shut up about it — cut to me and bestie watching it and realizing that that friend hadn’t even seen the whole movie, she had just seen part one and never realized there was another part 🤡

[isabelleadjani]

a lars von trier film will be described as boundary-breaking and subversive and then it’s just misogynymaxxing: the movie every single time

[wifegideonnav]

gonna be honest i don’t know how many more ‘enter the 6 digit code we sent to your phone’s i got left in me

[isabelleadjani]

so i just finished watching the house that jack built and i’m going to break lars von trier’s pseudointellectual fucking face

[jbt7493]

has anyone noticed that sometimes you take incorrect or undesirable actions instead of the correct and desirable ones? what's up with that

[fadell-aldany]

FOR THOSE WHO CARE, THE TENTS AND CHILDREN ARE BEING HEAVILY BOMBED. THERE ARE AROUND 10 MARTYRS TODAY. WE ARE BEING EXTERMINATED, BUT IN EERIE SILENCE.

[fadell-aldany]

I'm trapped in a hospital bed, my body writhing in agony, while my younger siblings scream in terror outside. I hear the explosions and their cries over the phone, and I can do nothing to protect them. And what's worse, I've run out of my medications and painkillers. I hope you can stand by me and h@lp me bu.y them quickly so I can alleviate some of my pain and suffering. Please stand by me.

[fadell-aldany]

My health is very p00r, and I can barely write this reblog to tell you that I desperately need y0ur h@lp right now. Please h@lp me so I can b.uy my medication as soon as possible and raise the m0ney for my travel and surgery, Please h@lp me and stand by me.