Time to start somewhere
Mind Monster
do I really want to live? Why is this all happening to me? What did I do to deserve this? Why can’t they understand it from my point of view? I do everything right for everyone and I always end up getting hurt…It’s always my fault. . .
What happened to ME? . . .
Can anyone even hear me? Or am I just talking to MYSELF? . . .
Why does nobody care.
. . .
even when the words come out, no one is really listening. SO, what’s the point of me even trying? Right?
25 years.
that’s all?
People always SAY, “you’re so strong”. they admire how strong I am, They are proud of me and wish they were like me . . .
I don’t.
You may be wishing you were me but,
I wish I wasn’t me.
Because in my mind, I hate me.
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