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Couples who smoke together, stay together.

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My lungs gasp for air as I scream your name because I have filled the room with smoke trying to forget your face.

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I hate myself for pouring so much love in you. I hate myself for not being able to be yours. I hate myself for getting mad at you. I hate myself for being emotional in front of you. And you are going to hate me soon.

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this is why i choose to be an emotionless bitch. i'm afraid of falling in love. love hurts. the more I love someone, the more it's gonna hurt me.

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my heart is an empty room. but no one can fill it in. not even them. not even him. not even you. i'm dead inside.

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he kissed my lips i taste your mouth.

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a candle loses nothing by lighting another candle.

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the ones who notice the storms in your eyes, the silence in your voice and the heaviness in your breath are the ones you need to let in.

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love doesn't suck. love doesn't fuck you over and stab you in the back, people do.

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he fills the space on my bed but not my heart he steals my kiss but not my feelings he kisses my body but not my soul he stays beside me but not in my world

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darimana datangnya rindu? denpasar-timika kah itu? atau raga kita yang terpisah waktu? dan mungkin peluk yang tak kunjung bertemu. 9:55 pm

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babe i smoke again a lot i'm so sorry you told me to stop i really wanna stop but i don't know how i couldn't reach ur lips i don't know how it tastes does it better than my cigarettes?

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do you still do an autopsy to conversation you had a year ago?

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petang pekat pukul sebelas entah lewat berapa, tak hirau penghujung November mata ini terjaga raga yang letih, peduli setan sekumpulan darah dagingnya tak jauh dariku hanya terpisah tembok lusuh tahunan, lapuk bertiga, si bungsu terlelap dalam mimpinya dua belas tahun, ia tak boleh terjaga di tengah, tak henti jemarinya beradu di layar entah makhluk mana yang menarik perhatiannya si sulung, terpecah belah isi kepalanya berkutat dengan tanggung jawabnya mengaspal jalan demi langkah adik adiknya sekaligus penjahit benang darah dan tulangnya yang demikian kusut teriakan disusul isak tangis terngiang di kepalanya berulang, menggema tak bergerak, tak getir ia mendengar semuanya namun wajahnya tak berubah air mukanya tenang layak purnama perak begitu dingin kalau dua lantai enam belas roda empat knalpot empat are ribuan lembar kesenangan dalam kantong tak mampu meredam teriakan itu atau volume empat puluh dari kotak berwarna empat puluh satu inci tak mampu meredam isak tangisnya dikepalaku maka aku tak tahu lagi apa yang mampu......

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purnama tak lagi perak kilauannya tenggelam bersama kepergianmu

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jadi seberapa kuasa Tuhanmu mengabulkan setiap untaian kata memohon dalam tidurmu? atau maukah ia sekadar mendengar tiap isak tangis yang mengantarmu terlelap?

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