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Why is he calling them that 😟

Me o(>< )o

I'm latin american born male, currently 19 yo still living in my country of origin. I think I have a dumb relationship with gender. I still struggle with rooted gender roles deep within me, but feel these are dumb. I like to think of myself as a non-binary person given how comfortable it makes me feel to detach from how a person is supposed to act just because of their vaino, but it's hard to escape the ideas that my circle taught me as a child. I have done great work of ignoring almost all of those teachings, but I often find myself calling men slur when they don't act a certain way. This is also funny given that I myself am a slur, a bisexual non-binary person.

I don't find myself to be particularly feminine, nor masculine, but fluctuating between the stereotypes of these roles. I do sometimes worry I may skew more one way than the other and find myself getting mad at myself, ultimately always reaching a who gafs state ┐( ˘ ､ ˘ )┌

I am as obsessed as I can be with Pokémon (though probably not much, as I think people seem to like things more than I do) I like Cookie Run, but haven't played Kingdom for a while now, and don't feel like doing so any time soon (never really engaged with any other CR media besides Ovenbreak back when it was Line) I LOOOOVE BAD BADTZ-MARU ♡＼(✧▽✧)／♡ It's really SOOOO hard to find BBM things in my country haha, but I try and really want to have the biggest BBM collection in at least my city, if that's even measurable. I can count from memory 13 items, probably 14, and have a bunch of stickers, but i don't really think those count.

I'm generally knowledgeable in Nintendo media and other erm IPs(? like Ben 10, DC, Marvel IDK like common media and stuff. I'm also probably maybe kind of smartish in a nerd type way, but not much. I don't like to say I'm smart or dumb, pretty or ugly and shi because I don't feel in a position to make a fair judgement, I'm obviously biased and in no position to make thoughtful choice, but I said what I said because it sometimes feels like people don't have the general knowledge I do. However, I have noticed people know a lot about specific topics, whilst I seem to have little knowledge of a lot of things. What is it they say? ace of all trades, master of none? u know what I mean. (I know a bunch about Pokémon, but not enough as you see people discussing on the net, so even on that field I don't think I have enough knowledge) On the topic, I know and enjoy to read (yk just If u hadn't noticed) how to cook, crochet, knit, and draw, but don't think I do any enough to be good at them, besides drawing, but that should be an entire post itself. I have also taken a big liking to RPDR and of course like a couple of animes 🤓 I exercise because I want big pecs and a small waist, but I'm still working on it hahah

In regards to music my apple music wrapped showed: AKRIILA, Rauw Alejandro, EMJAY, Sa!koro, Bad Bunny, Lady Gaga, Bb Trickz, Nsqk, 3rajean and Pink Pantheress. I think I would say I like high energy electronic beats, reggaeton, like gsus sad music hahah and like melodic stuff. For example, besides the forementioned artists I listen to ANTOPIKO3, Arca, Ayesha Erotica, CRRDR, Depresión Sonora, El Malilla, Feid, Mitski, Natanael Cano, salsa, Six Sex, Yajaira la Beyaca and Yeyo to name a few.

Al meollo and shit

I dislike politics haha. Recently I heard a podcast about the situation we are facing and suddenly became interested in learning about it. I love learning, but had run from politics because I find them to be too conflictive for my liking. I see them as a fight with no end. Still I recognized I had a duty as everyone does to be educated about the matter, specially as I will be able to be a part of my first elections soon. So, responsibility, a desire to be a scholar and a new found interest in the topic made me investigate more about the current president of my country and the history of the place. I feel conflicted, but find it natural. I knew I couldn't possibly completely agree with someone or any party. Managing a country isn't easy work and stuff.

The left, to generalize, calls me, but it doesn't feel like the right choice for a country that is not ready to change the way it works, and these changes take time and effort that no leader can achieve in their time, at least not as far as I can image. The left feels like a utopic future, but the right feels like a mean, yet somewhat sustainable present.

This has made me think a lot. Especially because I have found myself justifying or accepting things I would perhaps not like to admit, and in the process was remained of how a friend of my mom said she consulted a priest who was able to see the future or something haha and he said that I was going to struggle because my opinions would be conflictive and I would not stand to be censored, or something of the sort. I thought that was funny, because I hate conflict, but time and again I find myself disagreeing with my parents, and as I grow I am more confident and find the courage to confront them. They are religious, homophobic, far right fanatics, you get the picture, and wouldn't you guess it I am a an agnostic (gsus rn I feel like such a dramatic little lib weeb closeted guy on the internet(＞＜；)) bisexual, left aligned dude. Despite what I said about standing my ground now, I am still not conflictive, but often feel angered at them because of how conflictive or maybe passionate they are about politics.

Anyways, having shared my thoughts I no longer feel as burdened or worried as I did. I think I still have much to learn about politics, and many other things, so I'll keep reading and learning (⌒_⌒;)

I'll hopefully remember and feel like reporting my thoughts on stuff here often.

C ya

POKEMON( ´ ▽ ` )/

I'm getting perhaps a little to excited with this hahah I will get serious with what I wanted to share today after this post.

I first started playing Pokémon in 2012, when I found my R4 had Pokémon Diamond. I don't remember much about those times besides first picking chimchar, finishing the game year later because I got stuck trying to find snowpoint city and a fight with a scary dude that had like a Cleffa and a double fight with I think ace trainers before Veilstone city who ACTUALLY had a Gyarados. Oh I also struggled to figure out I had to go to Mount Coronet and defeat the story before going for Volkner.

My favorite Pokémon is Gliscor. I love Golisopod, Grimmsnarl, Luxray and Toxicroak. I am sure they make up my team, but the last spot has remained open for a while. Big contendors include Decidueye, Dragalge, Gallade, Haxorus, Infernape, Orbeetle, Samurott, Scizor, Scolipede and Reuniclus.

If I were a type specialist I would pick the bug type, but with a catch, as I would use Gliscor as my ace. My team would have Gliscor, Golisopod, Orbeetle, Scizor, Scolipede and maybe Vikavolt.

My fav protagonist is Nate. I think he looks cool, as does Hugh.

I have played the following games in the following order: Diamond, Y, Alpha Zaphire, Moon, Platinum, HGSS, Ruby, Emerald, Crystal, White 2, White, LA, Violet, Shield and ZA

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Me o(>< )o

I'm latin american born male, currently 19 yo still living in my country of origin. I think I have a dumb relationship with gender. I still struggle with rooted gender roles deep within me, but feel these are dumb. I like to think of myself as a non-binary person given how comfortable it makes me feel to detach from how a person is supposed to act just because of their vaino, but it's hard to escape the ideas that my circle taught me as a child. I have done great work of ignoring almost all of those teachings, but I often find myself calling men slur when they don't act a certain way. This is also funny given that I myself am a slur, a bisexual non-binary person.

I don't find myself to be particularly feminine, nor masculine, but fluctuating between the stereotypes of these roles. I do sometimes worry I may skew more one way than the other and find myself getting mad at myself, ultimately always reaching a who gafs state ┐( ˘ ､ ˘ )┌

I am as obsessed as I can be with Pokémon (though probably not much, as I think people seem to like things more than I do) I like Cookie Run, but haven't played Kingdom for a while now, and don't feel like doing so any time soon (never really engaged with any other CR media besides Ovenbreak back when it was Line) I LOOOOVE BAD BADTZ-MARU ♡＼(✧▽✧)／♡ It's really SOOOO hard to find BBM things in my country haha, but I try and really want to have the biggest BBM collection in at least my city, if that's even measurable. I can count from memory 13 items, probably 14, and have a bunch of stickers, but i don't really think those count.

I'm generally knowledgeable in Nintendo media and other erm IPs(? like Ben 10, DC, Marvel IDK like common media and stuff. I'm also probably maybe kind of smartish in a nerd type way, but not much. I don't like to say I'm smart or dumb, pretty or ugly and shi because I don't feel in a position to make a fair judgement, I'm obviously biased and in no position to make thoughtful choice, but I said what I said because it sometimes feels like people don't have the general knowledge I do. However, I have noticed people know a lot about specific topics, whilst I seem to have little knowledge of a lot of things. What is it they say? ace of all trades, master of none? u know what I mean. (I know a bunch about Pokémon, but not enough as you see people discussing on the net, so even on that field I don't think I have enough knowledge) On the topic, I know and enjoy to read (yk just If u hadn't noticed) how to cook, crochet, knit, and draw, but don't think I do any enough to be good at them, besides drawing, but that should be an entire post itself. I have also taken a big liking to RPDR and of course like a couple of animes 🤓 I exercise because I want big pecs and a small waist, but I'm still working on it hahah

In regards to music my apple music wrapped showed: AKRIILA, Rauw Alejandro, EMJAY, Sa!koro, Bad Bunny, Lady Gaga, Bb Trickz, Nsqk, 3rajean and Pink Pantheress. I think I would say I like high energy electronic beats, reggaeton, like gsus sad music hahah and like melodic stuff. For example, besides the forementioned artists I listen to ANTOPIKO3, Arca, Ayesha Erotica, CRRDR, Depresión Sonora, El Malilla, Feid, Mitski, Natanael Cano, salsa, Six Sex, Yajaira la Beyaca and Yeyo to name a few.

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I also like dressing up. I find it fun, though lately I haven't felt very inspired, and feel frustrated over what I wear.

I feel all the effort I have put in dressing up has translated into a bit of an obsession because of the validation it has gotten me. I am not friendless, but, despite even being able meet people, am very socially awkward. I feel like I don't belong with people, and feeling accepted because I can more easily connect with people over them liking my fashion has helped me feel confident and strong enough to not fear people. Right now I don't feel very creative, I haven't really felt pretty or stuff lately, so that has gotten me down a bit. I find it particularly interesting as I had been feeling really well for the past year and specifically the last few months, and nothing much has really changed since the, besides perhaps this. I also see how my body is changing because of the exercise, but it doesn't exactly excite as much as it did before, tho that is not to say it doesn't make me happy.

I would also like to spoil haha that the attention situation goes deeper, as (and this is just my guess given my erm analysis😅 let's call it) I feel I wasn't cared for much as a child. I have engaged in other behaviors I'm not proud of, and have also reached the conclusion that I kept doing what I was doing because I was getting attention, and getting praised.

I love black, gray, periwinkle, indigo, and deep reds, but enjoy most colors, besides orange and yellow in most cases. 😅 Is my favorite emoji

Me o(>< )o

I'm latin american born male, currently 19 yo still living in my country of origin. I think I have a dumb relationship with gender. I still struggle with rooted gender roles deep within me, but feel these are dumb. I like to think of myself as a non-binary person given how comfortable it makes me feel to detach from how a person is supposed to act just because of their vaino, but it's hard to escape the ideas that my circle taught me as a child. I have done great work of ignoring almost all of those teachings, but I often find myself calling men slur when they don't act a certain way. This is also funny given that I myself am a slur, a bisexual non-binary person.

I don't find myself to be particularly feminine, nor masculine, but fluctuating between the stereotypes of these roles. I do sometimes worry I may skew more one way than the other and find myself getting mad at myself, ultimately always reaching a who gafs state ┐( ˘ ､ ˘ )┌

I am as obsessed as I can be with Pokémon (though probably not much, as I think people seem to like things more than I do) I like Cookie Run, but haven't played Kingdom for a while now, and don't feel like doing so any time soon (never really engaged with any other CR media besides Ovenbreak back when it was Line) I LOOOOVE BAD BADTZ-MARU ♡＼(✧▽✧)／♡ It's really SOOOO hard to find BBM things in my country haha, but I try and really want to have the biggest BBM collection in at least my city, if that's even measurable. I can count from memory 13 items, probably 14, and have a bunch of stickers, but i don't really think those count.

I'm generally knowledgeable in Nintendo media and other erm IPs(? like Ben 10, DC, Marvel IDK like common media and stuff. I'm also probably maybe kind of smartish in a nerd type way, but not much. I don't like to say I'm smart or dumb, pretty or ugly and shi because I don't feel in a position to make a fair judgement, I'm obviously biased and in no position to make thoughtful choice, but I said what I said because it sometimes feels like people don't have the general knowledge I do. However, I have noticed people know a lot about specific topics, whilst I seem to have little knowledge of a lot of things. What is it they say? ace of all trades, master of none? u know what I mean. (I know a bunch about Pokémon, but not enough as you see people discussing on the net, so even on that field I don't think I have enough knowledge) On the topic, I know and enjoy to read (yk just If u hadn't noticed) how to cook, crochet, knit, and draw, but don't think I do any enough to be good at them, besides drawing, but that should be an entire post itself. I have also taken a big liking to RPDR and of course like a couple of animes 🤓 I exercise because I want big pecs and a small waist, but I'm still working on it hahah

In regards to music my apple music wrapped showed: AKRIILA, Rauw Alejandro, EMJAY, Sa!koro, Bad Bunny, Lady Gaga, Bb Trickz, Nsqk, 3rajean and Pink Pantheress. I think I would say I like high energy electronic beats, reggaeton, like gsus sad music hahah and like melodic stuff. For example, besides the forementioned artists I listen to ANTOPIKO3, Arca, Ayesha Erotica, CRRDR, Depresión Sonora, El Malilla, Feid, Mitski, Natanael Cano, salsa, Six Sex, Yajaira la Beyaca and Yeyo to name a few.

MY blog MINE

Hi, hey, whatever. Welcome, I guess. This is my blog haha. I don't really know if this is the platform most suited for what I'm planning, but I at least feel like it's the one I feel comfortable doing so. I want to share my thoughts. I want a record of them: of how I feel day to day and how I grow.

I have known of Tumblr since I was probablyyy... around 8 or 9. So around 2014 o 2015. I estimate this date given how I remember stumbling onto the page, looking at Steven Universe art in hopes of finding a gemzona I identified with, which I kind of managed to do for I found a black pearl I liked, though I must admit I was not ultimately happy with it's appearance and lore.

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Poorly drawn Ralts line

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glitternade on the pride post we won yurinators

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hm

Can anyone link me to that audio in wich Pearl tells the story of how she found out Rose was dead, it goes sort of like this: "Rose is died" "NOOo0O!!". Yep... please...

#steven universe #rose quartz #pearl #su #tiktok