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I’m sorry

I’m sorry for those I disappointed. I’m sorry for being a toxic person. All those who blocked, ignored and insulted me were right. I am not a good human being. From now on, I’ll wake up, go to work, do my job, come back home and go to sleep. No more social interactions. I suck at it anyway and I keep breaking bonds. You people are right to avoid me and stop talking to me. I do not deserve it.

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Perhaps my friends are simply waiting for me in another lifetime.

Perhaps I just wasn’t meant to have close companionship in this era; to have figures physically around whom I can laugh and share joy with, whom I can pour my soul to.

Perhaps some of us are meant to dine alone. But that doesn’t mean it has to be forever…

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Have you ever felt sad after being actually happy for a while and it's like you're drowning again? In the same ocean that you were trying to get away from.

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Kouhai Trading

Imagine the captains of each team sitting at a table with all the lights dimmed except one center light. The atmosphere is tense and they are all eyeing one another. Sawamura, Kuroo, Bokuto, Oikawa, Ushijima, Futakuchi, Terushima in one circlular table. The silence weighs heavy on all of them. Then, Kuroo breaks into a cheshire cat grin, and pulls out a card. “LEV” it says. “OKAY SAWAMURA I’LL TRADE LEV FOR HINATA!” (This is the start of the Kouhai Underground Trading Enterprises. Or as Bokuto likes to call it. KUTE. “It sounds like Cute,“ he says.)

Lol these are just some ridiculous headcanons I feel they’d do: -After Kuroo says “FOR HINATA” they all burst into argument. -“NO KUROO SUGA AND I RAISED HIM HE’S OUR CHILD.” -“SAWAMURA AKAASHI AND I PRACTICALLY ADOPTED HIM ALREADY.” -“HE GETS ALONG WITH KENMA AND I MORE THAN ANY OF YOU.” -“HE MAKES KOGANEGAWA MANAGEABLE AND AONE LIKES HIM THAT KID WOULD BE PERFECT IN DATEKO. AONE LIKES HIM GUYS. AONE.” -“CHIBI-CHAN IS CUTE AND INTERESTING AND CALLED ME THE GRAND KING, I WANNA STEAL HIM FROM TOBIO-CHAN!” -“Little chibi-chan is cool, he defended megane-chan. I like him.” “I do not want Hinata on my team.” -They all glare at Ushijima. -“Hinata wouldn’t go where Kageyama isn’t.” -“Fine… fair enough… Sawamura gimme your Libero. Kid has talent. Also Yakkun really likes him… I’ll give you Lev I mean he gets along with Chibi-chan.” -“No Kuroo… no one wants Lev.” -“HEY HEY HEY Can I take Kenmaaa? Akaashi loves it when he’s around. I’ll give you Konoha.” -“Konoha is a third year…” -“KENMA IS MINE BACK OFF BO!” -“ILL GIVE YOU ALL KOGANEGAWA FOR FREE PLEASE I BEG YOU SAKUNAMI IS SUFFERING.” -“N O O.” -“Hey Kuroo, you want Tanaka? Yamamoto gets along with him. I’d take Inuoka, kid’s super nice.” -“Yaku would freak with extra kids to take care of… I told you man he’ll only accept Sugawara or Libero Chibi. Also Inuoka is our son so no.” -“Suga… is off all bets and is a third year thank you. Noya would be so happy but we need a Libero sorry.” -“Gimme Chibi-chan I’ll give you Kyoutani.” -“That is so unfair man… Even I “knowl” that..“ -“Good one Bo.” -“Can I have your glasses manager???” -“No….” -“Kyoutani is free I promise you.” -“Only if his trainer (Iwaizumi) comes too.” -“NO IWA-CHAN AND HIS ARMS AND FACE AND ENTIRE SOUL ARE WITH ME OKAY.” -“I think Oikawa should come to Shiratorizawa.” -“….” -“….” -“….” -“….” -“….” -“….” -Oikawa flips the table and points his middle finger at Ushijima. -“Over Iwa-chan’s dead body.” -They all argue. -Suga, Iwaizumi, Akaashi and Yaku come in, sort everything out, and scold each one of them with long lectures about illegal trading and human rights and respecting kouhais. -In the end… no one was traded. (Even though Bokuto DID try to steal Hinata again.)

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you just don’t anymore like i don’t even matter

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Beautiful edit 😏 Source: norsekeyn Ig

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Explaining Why This Fictional Character Is Perfect To Someone Who Doesn’t Care

Why am I more in love with fictional characters than real people?

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80% of my insecurities were not insecurities until they were pointed out by a family member or a friend.

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And you just feel so alone. Because there's no one that cares for you, no one you can talk to, no one who listens to you. There's no one that understands you and how you feel and what you're going through and that just kills you. It makes you feel the deepest feeling of loneliness because even when you're surrounded by people, all you want to do is cry because the loneliness is killing you.

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National Best Friend Day

A friend loves you

They like to spend time with you

You have lots of fun

You joke around together

They listen to you talk about your interests

And they want to be a part of them

They teach you new skills

And they get you to try new things

Sometimes they may be annoying

But they’re your family

They set you free

They stick with you through it all

They fight for you and your happiness

You may be lonely right now

But someday you will find them

And someday your friend will find you

June 8th is National Best Friend Day!

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reminder that

- if you ever feel ugly, kyouka would softly remind you that you’re the prettiest/attractive person that she’s ever met, both inside out. - if you ever feel uncomfortable with your gender and sexuality, chuuya would still ask you out on a date and pop open an expensive bottle of wine. - if you ever feel anxious about shopping or buying things because the cashier is scary, yosano would order for you and scare the cashier just for the hell of it. - if you ever feel left out or lonely, ranpo would sit down next to you and start judging everyone on what they’re missing out on in their lives (surprise!! it’s you!!) and how much of a good person you are to be with. - if you got a bad grade, dazai wouldnt see you as stupid and still consider you bright and clever (and the light of his life) - if someone upsetted you, both the akutagawa siblings would offer their services of beating them up. - if you feel bad about yourself and self conscious, kunikida would rant on about how you meet most (if not all) of his ideals and admit you’re an adorable person. you’re valid, and there’s always going to be something that’ll lighten your day even just by a few words.