L O S T ?

[goldshame-deactivated20220216]

speaking it into existence: I will have everything I desire by September🧿

[corporationkills]

bipolar disorder is just if you feel bad. it’s bad. if you feel really good. thats also bad

[aus-yeezus]

[serotnin]

“what’d you do today” oh, y'know, just isolated myself from everyone and slept bc existing in general is unbearable

[arabhoneey]

I hope you find someone who hates hurting your heart

[icebluebong]

i wanna be loved the way that i love

[hopeless-and-lesbian-deactivate]

honestly man i just want someone to want me. to text me. to use a simple situation as an excuse to touch me. i want someone to think about me when they go to sleep and to tell me exactly that. i want someone to flirt with me, to ask me out. to hold my hand. i want someone to call me in the middle of the day, if for no other reason, because they felt like it. i just want someone i want to want me back.

[myonlywayoutofhere]

““You gave me panic attacks and I thought it was love.””

—

Day 483 

(via myonlywayoutofhere)

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I loved you and you knew it and you didn’t love me but that didn’t stop you from taking me apart piece by piece until I was nothing”

-Day 494

[wishing-for-deathx]

“Maybe you are just a symptom of my illness. Maybe if I loved myself I would never have loved you.”

— But I do I do I do

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I want someone to love me and hold me like there is no one else that they will ever want.”

-Day 470

[celesteapollon]

i like to tell myself that i’ve moved on, but if you texted at 2 am, i’d still answer.

- did i really move on?

[celesteapollon]

i find myself reliving the memories i have of you and it hurts so much because i miss you and i wish we could go back to how things used to be but we’re far too different now.

so i’ll go about my day and you go about yours and we’ll just have to deal with the fact that we’re both just strangers in this world that know each other’s secrets.

[celesteapollon]

i think in another life, we could’ve made it. maybe we could’ve gotten that apartment in the city that i told you about and maybe we’d stay up late dancing around the kitchen barefoot in our pyjamas. but these are all just dangerous thoughts and mindless fantasies because in the end, we’re here and not there and you love her and not me.

in another life

[celesteapollon]

And I think what makes this even more sad is the fact that I’d be willing to forget everything if it meant you’d stay. Because I wanted it to be you. The entire universe knows I had my heart set on you.

- melancholic writings, things i never said

[recaption]

[twenyonepilots]

do you ever get sad attacks and it drains you and you’re just left sitting there like wow this is so uncalled for rude