It's Fuckin Personal.

[neckkiss]

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[once-upon-a-mistress]

being in love is an absurd thing.

you look at someone

who is painfully average

in every way you can imagine,

and yet you see the world

sprinkling from their fingertips.

being in love is a disgusting thing.

you look at someone

who to the rest of the world

is nothing special,

but to you this person shines

brighter than the sun itself

whenever they tighten their grip

as you write love poems in their mouth,

drawing letter by letter with your tongue.

being in love is a horrifying thing.

you look at someone

who could leave you at any moment,

or confess they never loved you,

or a multitude of other possibilities,

and yet we sit back and allow it

and every time it consumes us

it regurgitates our hearts back out,

healing it’s burns with time,

but never the same again.

being in love is a painful thing.

you look at someone

while they look at you,

yet they fantasise about another

and your heart breaks,

but somehow you still love,

and while it is painful,

it is still beautiful.

a.m.m, 4:06am

[zoomine]

[love-diaries]

I hope you know that it hurts me every time you act like you don’t care.

(via love-diaries)

[shareaquote]

Before I fall in love again 1. I want us to be friends. Which means, I want to be able to eat my favourite cheese crust pizza with you, while having cheese all over my face and even in my hair, without feeling embarrassed or concerned about it. I want to be comfortable with you, I want to be okay about being messy, irritating, embarrassing, disgusting, petty while with you. Because I will be petty when I see my ex best friend post a happy picture and I will be messy during my finals and I will be embarrassing when I meet your parents for I suck at meeting parents. I want to be okay with being the way I am and the only way to be okay is to know that you’re okay with me being things other than beautiful, graceful and composed at all times. 2. I want to be able to have long and passionate conversations with you not just about existential things but also about what went wrong in the ending of that book and how kids are affected by media and how tomato basil combination always works. I want to have conversations where we may not always have the same views but our fundamental values always fall in place. I want to talk to you about the beauty of the stars but I also want to talk to you about the disgusting mentality behind certain societal norms. 3. I want to see how consistent your actions are with your words. I don’t want to fall for love letters or poems, for sweet Instagram captions or long birthday texts, I want to fall in love with you showing up on time and keeping your promises. 4. I want to take it slow. I want our story to work out in years, not months. I want to respect time and space this time. 5. I want to make sure I am not seeking love from you for the lack of love I have for myself. I want to make sure you aren’t a void I am filling in, you are not an alternative to the things I can’t give myself. I want to make sure you are not doing the same. 6. I want to work out with my insecurities and fears from the past. I don’t want to project them on you, I don’t want to subject you to the doubts, suspicion and anger I carry from the people I have known in the past. 7. Before I fall in love again, I want to make a mattress with you. Of understanding and respect and trust. So when we fall, it doesn’t hurt.

creatingnikki  (via shareaquote)

[0-3]

I’ll never really know how you feel and that bothers me a lot

[sunsetquotes]

One day, you realise that there are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way.

Iain Thomas; I Wrote This For You (via sunsetquotes)

[its-personallll]

Sometimes, when I'm standing in a high place, I hear a little voice in my head, daring me to jump. Not to see if I'll fly, but to see how fast I fall.

[its-personallll]

You were good. You were kind. You were everything I needed and everything I could ever want. And I ruined it. Like I ruin everything good and kind. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I ruined this beautiful thing we had. I'm so sorry.

[staypozitive]

[hplyrikz]

I can relate to this

[fearlings-deactivated20190809]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[bifl3xible]

Make the first move, tell people how you feel, stop being so scared of rejection, stop feeling so engulfed with thoughts that aren’t even yours, and stop wasting your fucking time.

what i needed to hear (via bifl3xible)

[magicalmeggie-blog]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[mitten]

? follow @devin.nyc on instagram ?

[offtheocean-deactivated20191127]

Date someone who meets you half way. Date someone who brings you a glass a water when they get themselves one. Date someone who makes sure you don’t spend money on ridiculous things. Date someone your ex hates and your mom loves. Date someone who’d rather spend a Friday night watching movies, than out with 50 people they barely even talk to. Date someone who sleeps on your chest and leaves a little puddle of drool. Don’t date someone who makes you leave oceans of tears.

At the end of the day it’s the little things. (via offtheocean)

[its-personallll]

What did I do wrong to make you stop talking to me? Was it something I said? Something I did perhaps? It's the pain of not knowing what went wrong that hurts more than the fact that we don't talk anymore.