start to dim? There’s a thousand haunting cruxes of circumstances hovering over you but no matter what, you glow bright. I was convinced I could unsee just how bright you gleam until I clumsily dropped my face after over indulging in liquid courage carelessly. From near your feet I’m left to look up and sure enough, that gorgeous glow keeps my eyes stuck. I’ve tried to satisfy my appetite with crumbs from your table, tried to keep the salt of your pre-claimed love pangs for another pouring over my flame. I’ve tried to bite the nerves on my lips numb so I could no longer feel your lingering kiss, impaired my hearing and vision with the laugh and adoring smile of your seed that lives but nothing has removed the stench of the desires of my heart. How did moments with you become some of my inner most longings? I remember walking the path I traveled so many times, not once straying but then you, my flower drew me away. You called to me, supernaturally, and with a certainty I long forgot I could ever have, I came to you blindly. I want out of these neck of the woods. I don’t know how to navigate here. Every time I think I see a way out, a shimmer of light from conversations so bright invade my peripheral. I pray daily for God to capture my thoughts, I don’t want to taint the soil where your seeds root. They have been budding long before I had ever came across you. If Christ has mercy and lends me his strength I can get by on denial and daydreaming.
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