Crybaby Cave

Age and pet regression - autistic - lesbian its/it

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Hi. Intro. I’m black and this is mostly and age/pet regression (im a middle age regressor, 7-12) and autism blog (mid-functioning) But I also talk a lot about being lesbian and a therian also. Despite using some transIDs, I don’t identify as radqueer, I’m Floraqueer/FLEUR. I don’t care about interaction so long as not xenosatanist, I just don’t 1000% agree with Radqueer. I’m also plural though it’s not very organized and mostly fuzzy. Might edit this post later.

While all my art is sfw, my text posts might not be lol. This blog is intended for those over 14, though I am a chronoMinor if you are MDNI

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FLEUR and Floraqueer flag things. Might make them blinkies later. F2U.

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I’ve been struggling with identity for a while because I don’t consider myself radqueer but I also don’t belong with most radinclus spaces. But recently I’ve found the label FLEUR which fits be perfectly and I love it so much

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"I don't support the radqueer ideology because they support taboo fiction, transids and paraphilias" ❌

"I don't support the radqueer ideology because their ideology is inherently built on accepting people of all contact stances and the community blurs the lines of consent, contact and harm so much that it hurts the people participating in it." ✅

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Tw: self harm mention!

I wish I had never found out self harm was bad. It had been my coping mechanism since I was in elementary and I genuinely loved it because I had no negative connotation with it. Then I got found out and had to attend therapy. I'm about 2 years clean now. But the urges didn't go away. Therapy didn't even help because I faced abuse in the psychiatric field. I want to relapse but then I will just be guilty, break my streak, and people will be disappointed. I want to go back to having no guilt, I wish I had a little more time. It also feels cruel that people even told, that people told me all the negative aspects. How could you take that away from me and ruin for me? I miss being innocent and happy about it. I should have been more secretive.

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society when a mentally ill person doesnt function like a regular person: 😨😨😟😟😱😱😱

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I know Serena’s eevee was made before the canon eevee tail gender difference BUT I'm still headcanoning her as transfem.

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Low-key I can't even hate on transRace much cause I'm low-key one of them (half-black but I only tell people that I'm fully black lol)

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How every Tumblr post looks now

I love kitties so much ^_^

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I KNOW that Luz knows about xenogenders and transIDs. Go on and add 10 more pins to that hat.

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When people think I'm gonna find their headcanon to be unrealistic but I genuinely headcanon Ash as a bigender gaybian

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This is such a non-issue but I dislike how every tumblr post now has a little custom banner at the bottom. It's cute. But also I prefer reblogging pure textposts. And it's ruining the vibe.

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I don't trust most “woman and nobinary only!” spaces because most of the time they're are going to exclude trans women and any “amab” nonbinary, not view trans men as men, and think of nonbinary people as “woman lite”.

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I love xenogenders, sucks I can't use them when I'm not speaking English though :(

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I didn't even like the TADC ending but the fandom reaction differences is so funny

Every other social media: Jax is not a girl. He is a boy. Blue is for boy. He's so forced rep he's not trans girl he's a boy boy boy it's impossible for him to be trans actually trans women aren't real

Tumblr: Jax is an emo girl. Pomni x Jax x Ribbit threesome poly lesbians. Insert epic fanart.

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Why are a lot of radinclus people just radnormal? “I’m radinclus but I hate transIDs!” “I'm radinclus but I think pet play and murrsuiters support beastiality!” I’m genuinely about to become unlabeled because what are you talking about? They keep moving the goal post on what is and isn't “good faith” lol

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Anyone else see people as their IDs, no questions? Like, you're transSpecies and use canine viviterms? Okay, love your fur today. You're transAge OtY? Literally my younger siblings now. TransWings? I'm sure they're very pretty.