We are fucktoys, not people.
Our orgasm is not irrelevant though and believing this can set us down a path where-in stealing simple pleasure becomes trivial and is therefore an easy lie to cover up. As objects of pleasure ourselves though, the pleasure is not ours to take. A hammer delivers a blow, but should not find itself embedded in a wall because that force is transferred or given to the nail. Most of the time this is how it must follow. But it’s a mistake to assume orgasm is forbidden completely. It’s just not ours to decide.
Our orgasms belong to our owners. Our Mistresses, and Masters, Mommies and Daddies accept them in trade for the servitude we crave. But cumming is as much a part of our training and corruption as the whip.
We are given a task, something that pushes our soft limits just far enough to make it more of a chore than it should be. We only want to pleasure our Owners and disappointing them is such a terrible feeling! it is equally as terrible a feeling for them as well! And the guilt is even worse when during or after the task was fumbled you find yourself being milked or rubbed to a small but not insignificant orgasm. You’re thankful but embarrassed to have made your cummies when you did’t earn it. But this is no consolation prize.
That guilt and that rush of dopamine are now tied directly to that task just on the border of your limits and next time you won’t hesitate or fumble. Next time, our weak and ruined little brain will already associate pleasure and obedience, and Master will get what he deserves!
In this way, we give ourselves over completely and become the fuckthings we deserve to be.
