{ evelyn }

the sun watches what i do, but the moon knows all my secrets. <5.2.13> [writing.kpop.photography.bujo]

[anxietyproblem]

[itsedavis]

catching feelings; like an amature.

I wanted a long time, but you were here for a fun time, and that is how the heart becomes it’s own traitor. And what am I supposed to do with these feelings? Nothing; let them sit and simmer and slowly swallow me whole.

[anxietyproblem]

[dailywizardwheezes]

#hide everything that shines

[4damien]

Anyone can help!

(Real pen the last picture)

It is important for EVERYONE to know how to help ANYONE. Not everyone can give them selves their medicine under every circumstance. Be educated, help out.

In the last year, i have gotten about five new violent allergies from foods i used to be able to eat. Next time i eat a fruit, my throat could close. I may not be able to inject myself. My boyfriend and i played with my trainer pen for like 30 minutes. He knows how to inject it. I know how. This is important.

[freshest-tittymilk]

Blue to the sky

Orange to the thigh

[boatsxheauxs]

BOOST

[sky-bound-wayfarer-deactivated2]

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[novadust86]

this is something they should teach everyone in school IMO. till then please everyone reblog this. in extreme cases, the time needed to read the instructions can be fatal. please know this just in case 

[dont-wave-at-me]

@persassy-basson @samirah-the-valkyrie @hera-queen-of-the-gods @i-like-ice-sculptures @i-gotta-trident @godess-of-fireplaces @goddess-of-youthfulness @queen0ftheunderworld @queen-of-saltiness

[goddess-of-youthfulness]

((I know how to use this cause I have one irl

@pippip-cheerio @smartest-of-them-all @collector-of-lost-souls @everyone else

I’m to tired to function atm

[itsedavis]

Hi y’all! Just another update on my bullet journal. Not as good as some of the professionals, but I’m having a lot of fun making it!

[adirondackape-deactivated202012]

We all love summer. We should also be careful with our four legged friends.

[a-wanderluster]

I want a real love. The kind of love where you ring me just because you miss my voice, where I get to hold your hand when we are walking down the street, just to show everyone that you’re mine, where I can hold you so tight at night that I can feel your heart beat. I want the cliché kisses at the top of mountains & at red lights, but also the sleepy morning kisses when we both have bad breath. I want to explore the world with you by my side, but I also want to make grocery trips so fun that we forget the one thing we came for. I want to pick flowers for you, sing with you & share my food with you after you said you weren’t hungry. I want to take you home to meet my family, & I want to become a part of yours. I want to know the person you are with your friends, the person you used to be & the person you want to become. I want to sit down with you & work our problems out because we know we have something that is too good to lose. I want to know what you want your life to look like in 10 or 20 years & I want to support you & grow with you so that we can build that future together. I want a real love.

[niggazinmoscow]

Literally my thoughts when I saw that tweet. Living in the US, I have had moments when I had absolutely no money to spare ans 3 bucks for a coffee was a luxury I could not afford.

[baehwis-deactivated20190713]

wanna one as wannables on december 31st

jisung: the sadable. an actual mess. cries over the first chord of burn it up. the wannable that got too attached to wanna one and is now lost in life (has all of the wanna one albums in every version, his room is covered in wanna one posters, bought every product they endorsed, went to all three days of one the world in seoul). cries for the entire week after and doesnt know how to get over wanna one. cant move on (someone give this boy a hug)

sungwoon: the sentimentable. the wannable that writes a whole cheesy, borderline cringey speech about how much he loves wanna one and how proud he is of wanna one and what theyve achieved in 1 and a half years. listens to a mix of always, sandglass, ill remember, and pine tree on loop and stares into space dramatically.

minhyun: the moves on too quickly wannable. he was the casual fan. didnt stan wanna one enough to be entirely sad over the disbandment. multifandom and on the nonchalant side. still really disappointed in the disbandment (‘whyd they have to disband?!?!?!’) goes back to stanning other groups after a day or two

seongwoo: the memeable. the wannable who spam posts memes about wanna one. sad in the captions (‘oh my god im gonna miss wanna one so much’) while simultaneously also trying to be funny. cant believe december 31st is already here so to distract himself he makes more memes. cries at 12 am but is also laughing??? memes too hard for his own good, this vine

jaehwan: the in disbelief-able. he doesnt know what to do with this information so he just kinda reacts weirdly. screams it off. on the outside hes laughing and trying to have fun but on the inside: complete chaos. the epitome of that spongebob meme where everythings on fire and its captioned chaos. scream cries a lot (hes panicking)

daniel: the wannable thats happy. says that we spent our time together well and tells everyone not to cry. the wannable that reminisces the happy memories. a little bit sad but keeps it together well and holds it in. the wannable that weirdly happy and still smiling but everyone else really appreciates him bc hes trying his best to keep ppl happy. on twt he posts things like ‘thank you wanna one i enjoyed our precious time we’ve had together so much’. absolute sweetheart. playful until the end (rip we love him).

jihoon: the wannable who doesnt know how to react so just…. does everything. makes 10 gifsets, posts on wannable twt, tumblr, AND instagram. doesnt know how to express his feelings so he has an appreciation essay for each member and then ot11 overall. the one who paid for the $5k wanna one ads in times square. also sent each wanna one member $10k worth of presents. no one knows how he has so much money

woojin: the passionable. posts a whole 10,000 tweet thread abt how hes so glad wanna one isnt under swing anymore and how he hates swing and how swing is a shit company (it is) and that swing ruined wanna ones potential. also hates ymc and plots to take management of wanna one now (secretly wants brand new music to collect all of the boys including nuest and hotshot and combine them into a super group)

jinyoung: the protectorable. quiet the entire day, doesnt talk abt the disbandment, but when he sees a wannable being attacked by antis he jumps. wanna one antis?? he eats them. blocks and reports ppl that hate on wanna one (‘let them enjoy their last day together’) vvvv protective of wannables and wanna one (he loves them a lot) 

daehwi: the supportable. support team for the day (wannables stay strong!!!!) organizes the fandom projects and goes to literally every fan account to either tell them to stream energetic or to stay strong. helped make those fandom hashtags and lets wannables rant to him over dm. his ig story is filled with messages to cheer up everyone. actual sunshine and everyone loves him. really sad too and cries (his mutuals let him rant and everything too) the kid who has care packages ready for his fellow wannables

guanlin: the quietable. actually really quiet. on the outside he looks fine but on the inside hes highkey feelin a lil depressy. doesnt go onto wannable sns bc hes scared hes gonna get more sad. doesnt talk abt it at all. holds it in but its not good for him. the wannable that feels really empty and sad. daehwi has to come over w a care package and feed him ice cream until he finally talks abt his feelings. emotional turmoil.

[itsedavis]

Tag yourself, I was Jisung and Guanlin 😭❤️❤️

[parkwoojin]

170807 - 181231 thank you for everything, wanna one.

[itsedavis]

Hi y’all, I started a bullet journal and I’m a bit proud of it (:

[wtfzodiacsigns]

Stereotype vs. Reality

Aries: Stereotype- “Oh you got something to say? Try me! You wanna fight?” Reality- “Oh I hurt you? I didn’t mean to! But I did? lol oops!!”

Taurus: Stereotype- “You can run me over with a bulldozer, I’m not moving.”  Reality- “ I want pizza. Why tacos, I want pizza!! Can we get both than?”

Gemini: Stereotype- “Yeah I was feeling you yesterday, not anymore.”             Reality- “Do you like me? Am I wanted? Please don’t go!!”

Keep reading

[cyberhobi]

short summary of the situation in Sudan

[misandryaintreal]

Holy fucking shit

This is insane and shouldn’t be happening in 2019, is there any way I can help other than spreading this?

[cyberhobi]

Here’s the fundraiser: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10219351069635352&id=1469395273

There is an internet blackout plus the lack of media coverage makes it hard to get info on what’s happening! So pls share & donate if you can 💗

#IAmTheSudanRevolution

[itsedavis]

I can’t wait...

Y’all I just had the strongest feels hit me. I’m so fricking excited to live with the love of my life. Like waking up to his face, having late night Netflix marathons, messing around when cleaning the dishes, fighting over the bathroom in the morning, helping each other prepare for work, ya know?

And then him asking my dad for his permission for marriage, the happy tears every step down the aisle, the first kiss as a married couple and despite it being “the first night” doing absolutely nothing different because we’re both too comfortable with each other to be anxious.

Then imagine having a baby and waking up to both of their faces and imagine walking in and he’s playing with her pretending to be a noble steed or her knight in shining armor. Imagine hearing them call you mommy and realizing, wow, I never thought I’d make it this far but here I am at peace and staring in awe at them as they take their nap all cuddled up on the sofa. Like can y’all imagine?

I can’t wait to be that happy and I know it’ll be hard too. I’m stubborn and he’s protective but I always know I’m loved and we work to be stronger together and walk on Gods path relying on our love and trust. Though our nights are sleepless sometimes and we say things in anger, the love stays simply because we can’t live without each other, or rather, we don’t want to. Can you imagine? I’m just so excited for that.

[itsedavis]

what if...

what if the longer I’m with you, the more I can to hate myself. what if I say I’m happy but haven’t been for awhile. what if I’m deteriorating from the inside out, but you can’t understand that.

[thegoodvybe]