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@itsfrthebirds
Friday: 4 PM "Fawns died in winter. They died before they ever lived. They died in the snow, quiet and peaceful, frostbitten and rigid, without ever opening their eyes.
Not this one, though.ā
When I read that scene from the carās in reverse by @itsfrthebirds, I could not rest until I made my mental movie real! Everyone go read it, itās great š«¶
I love when Dennis Whitaker is miserable, what can I say??
Would it be worth the risk?
He didnāt know. He wasnāt sure if he wanted to know. And yet here they were, rapidly hurtling toward the point of decision, or toward a conclusion, or toward disasterā in some form or another, it would be an answer.
The thought was not comforting.
Chapter 18
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based on how many fanarts i have made so far for this fic, you could probably think i am losing my mind. But not as much as these two losers are losing their minds about eachother <3
Fanfic: The Car's in Reverse by third_crow ( @itsfrthebirds )
some fanart for the car's in reverse by @itsfrthebirds, i love this fic is so precious to me
first fanart for a fanfic and basically first time drawing dennis and robby lolz
art made: April 28, 2026
head empty. just robby and dennis, drenched to the bone, standing in the middle of a fancy hotel in Nebraska, only an hour after ALL THAT that happened in ch 15. if you know, you know
today was suppose to be my day off, to rest, but now here i am again. i just can't stay away from drawing more art for The Car's in reverse (by @itsfrthebirds )
robby, my man, chill, or you'll give this man a heart attack at the age of 27!!
i am not done with making fanart for The Car's in reverse (by @itsfrthebirds ) just yet!!! and because i have no self control i ended up making a short comic for a scene from chapter 19
sleep deprivation is doing wonders to my creativity i guess. the price i have to pay to draw well. and it only took me 1 hour and a half to pop this one out wow
guess where i got the idea from? yes. the fanfic The Car's in Reverse (by @itsfrthebirds ) of course. honestly that whole concept of Robby giving Dennis his necklace has me in a chokehold, i hope you know that
The extent of his curiosity was both massively insatiable and deeply embarrassing, and so here he was; a grown ass man on a website meant for millennials and wine moms. So, what are your love languages? Find out here! He was having a hard time taking this seriously. He wondered if this was how Whitaker felt as Santos drunkenly read off the questions. Frankly, he wished he was a little drunk right now, too.
another art for the car's in reverse (by @itsfrthebirds ) since this fic is the main thing i think about these days; this time a quick one for chapter 11 bc i can't stop thinking about Robby doing a Buzzfeed quiz
i fell into the pit(t) and found new sad characters to think about. i love how the fandom looked at Dennis, his anxious and sad looking face, the fact that he's a farm boy who majored in theology before switching to medicine and said: ''this boy has so much religious trauma and guilt plus masive family issues'' and then wrote whole fics about it
and then a week back, i found a really good fanfic (The car's in reverse by third_crow), that motivated my burned out brain and body to draw for fun again. According to krita it took me 8 hours to finish this and for the whole time i listened to one song and one song only (Noah Kahan - The View Between Villages which also inspired the fic in the first place!)
(unblured photo and the process of drawing under the cut)
Ok so turns out the reason I couldn't write was seasonal depression. Forget about this bitch every damn year and then i spend two months going "huh why do I hate all of my hobbies and passions and everything ive ever loved" and then halfway through February like clockwork I go oh yeah.
Anyway ill see u fuckers in March or something I guess hbfhsgsvd
quick poll (this is for my dispatch fic not for fms, pls dont hate me) - do we prefer a sickfic chapter from the pov of the sick character, or from the pov of the caretaker...
tell me why if u feel so inclined :0
idk how polls work this is my first time doing this
sick character pov
caretaker pov
its really funny to me that i've been writing for like... 20 years now. ish. and out of literally everything ive ever written, a chapter of a marvel fanfic is turning out to be the most technically challenging thing i have ever attempted in my entire life.
i don't even know if this is a complaint so much as an objective genuinely surprising realization. like. for context. i majored in comparative literature. i wrote a master's thesis. i have two degrees!! and THIS is the thing that's truly taking me out?? once when i was in undergrad i wrote a 35 page research paper on child psychology and media in THREE DAYS and it was still easier than this chapter. it's just everything i find HARD about creative writing all rolled up into one neat little scene (little... aka, at LEAST 10k words...)
anyway if i die writing this, know that my ghost will haunt ao3 forever. 'find me, somebody' more like 'find me, dead at my computer' amirite folks??
VILLAIN BOBERTTTTTTTTT!!! š£š£š„š„ I drew this for @itsfrthebirds Villain Robert AU fanfiction :D Name of the fic is "Devil Like Me" by the third_crow. Go check it out it is so delicious!
Are there any other fics you all think I should draw fanart for?
RAHHHHH yesssssss ugh he looks so GOOD IN THIS i wanna shake him between my teeth like a dog thrashing a chew toy
Idk if anyone who follows me is in the Dispatch fandom but I am and im writing what is essentially a hydra au lmao. Villain!Robert is fun to torture. Im like 3 chapters in so go read itš«µš«µš«µš«µ
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Summary:
When the front desk had triggered the lockdown and called to say Mecha Man was in the SDN lobby with the Astral Pulse in hand, turning himself in, this wasnāt exactly what she expected. Mecha Man was supposed to be menacing. He was supposed to be feared, intimidating, imposing, a force to be reckoned with both in and out of the suit. Someone you looked at and thought, damn. Now thatās a villain.
When Blazer got to the lobby, all she could think was, damn. Thatās just a kid.
The same thought returned to her now, watching the shallow rise and fall of Robertās chest as he slept in the too-big hospital bed. Around either wrist, thick restraints pinned his arms down to the metal frame of the cot. Under the blanket that was draped over his legs, she knew the same restraints were fixed at his ankles, too.
āFeels like overkill,ā she muttered, shaking her head again. Chase huffed a laugh, hunching further in on himself.
āItās not. Kidās a scrappy motherfucker, always has been,ā he said.
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Or, a villain Robert Robertson AU - featuring a hint of "brainwashed child soldier" and a whole lot of secrets.
some more sketches :D
RAHHHHHH UR SO GOOD AT ART (i cant wait to make these idiots hurt even more)
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG BUT I GOT MARRIED SO I HAVE AN EXCUSE
Summary:
āI had scoliosis,ā Peter whispered, not looking away from where theyād heard the metal snap. He had gone pale. Bucky was sure he was a few shades lighter, himself. āThatāsā¦ thatās what I was gonna say before."
āYeah?ā Bucky asked. He loosened his grip on Peterās shoulder, but didnāt take his hand away.
āMy back still hurts sometimes,ā Peter explained quietly. āBut that might be because of the swinging. Hard to find a strong enough chiropractor to crack it, you know? Maybeā¦ maybe two thousand tons of concrete would do it, though.ā Bucky leveled his gaze at the kid. Peter looked back at him, swallowing hard.
āLetās call that Plan B, okay?ā Bucky suggested.
āYeah, okay,ā Peter mumbled.
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Or, Peter gets caught in the collapse of a parking garage with a (mildly) concussed Bucky Barnes, and has a nice get-to-know-you sesh with our favorite super soldier while waiting for Tony to find a safe way get them out. Super chill, right? Everything's fine. Oh- and he's been impaled by two rods of rebar and can't move without risking bleeding out. That... complicates things.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Ok, so I didn't finish my next chapter of Find Me, Somebody today... but I DID finish a Spider-Man fic I started almost a year ago, which is a 22k word oneshot that's just my rendition of the absolute classic "Peter gets stuck under a collapsed building," except this time he's 19 years old, stuck in an underground parking garage with a mildlg concussed Bucky Barnes, waiting for Tony to get them out and having a nice get-to-know-you sesh with our beloved Winter Soldier. IronDad meets WinterSpider, ya know?
Oh, and Peter's been impaled by two rods of rebar and can't move the whole time or he'll risk bleeding out.
So that's a fun little point of tension.
Coming soon to an ao3 near you. Just gotta title and tag it...
