Straightening up the Year.. Through Blogging.

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Day 34: Your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate

This is a high achievement day. Be aware that tempers may be short when working within time limits. Someone you may be trying to help today is a bit secretive. You can come up with new ideas and helpful suggestions for this person regardless of their secretiveness. Practice looking at yourself from another person's perspective. Give yourself more credit! Emotional seriousness and a feeling of time wasted are where your thinking is centered now. There is a tendency to be too strict with yourself. Ease up; you are slowly changing your ideas about your goals and your friends as well as the type of job for which you want to apply. Your priorities and hopes for the future are beginning to slowly develop. Your worst enemy could become your best friend.

Oh man. Well.. Achievement? Eh not so much. I was planning on doing homework tonight but I decided to just go for a relaxing night. Catch up on my 365 day, listen to Florence + The Machine, &watch the Top 10 Super Bowl Commercials of 2010(; But as for the things I italicized.. Very true. My mind has been nowhere but on thinking how much time I waste on doing everything but academic work & focusing on my diet. &Strangely enough, I did ask a friend to help me find a place to apply to today. As for that last line, I'm nervous for that. I hope it's nothing. There's something on my mind pertaining to a phone call with a best friend yesterday.. BUT, that's nothing. NO BEST FRIEND OF MINE.. will ever become my worst enemy ever again. 

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Day 33: Someone who really hurt you

Refer back to Day 25.

Out of all the people who have hurt me in the past.. Our downward spiral was probably the most impactive one. There are things I'll never admit to in person but thank god for Tumblr, my voice is speaking but it's hidden. The friendship we had is a memorable one. It was a close one that I know in the near future, I'll still refer to. It was different than most. It was definitely unhealthier than most but it was always worthwhile. Five years. If someone asked us during Senior year how we'd turned out, I doubt we would've predicted this but I know some people out there weren't shocked by the outcome. I have no idea if we'd ever have the maturity to put our differences, grudges, or prides down to ever come into contact again or to even simply encounter each other again without the feeling of disgust.. But if it makes up for anything, it's been so long now that the hatred I have for you has outgrown. Indifference is beginning to surface. Personally, I think indifference > hatred. Anyway, whatever happened then doesn't hurt anymore. The only thing that would bug me now, if ever, is if one day we cross paths on campus and we pass by each other without a gesture or a stare. Passing by someone who once mattered and now passing by that same person without being phased at all. Only we'd know how things ended up the way they did.. Go figure. 

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Day 32: Whether you’d rather marry someone who’s rich but ugly, or poor but attractive

I'd like to marry someone whose confident in both their wealth and physical appearance. Both qualities do matter. I'm not being shallow. I'm being human.. But, what'd impress me most would be the one who would be able to appreciate & enjoy life for all its entirety in a humble manner. Whether you can buy the whole world and hold it in the palm of your hand or if all you can afford on our first date is a box of pizza.. What matters is how you take a hold of life. If you can be rich and stay humble or if you happen to be poor but make sure to do everything you can to be someone better each day. 

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Day 31: A bit about your social life outside of Tumblr

I'd say social life is pretty amazing. Honestly, when it comes to my social life outside of tumblr, outside of school, outside of family time.. I tend to choose it more often when given the opportunity. Social time means CDJK time (photo above) ; BKD time ; jCUBED time ; kristin+gretchelle time ; swiss/claire time ; ANY friend time, really. &Yes.. even above family time, sometimes. Could you blame me? I'm an only child and the good times with my parents are always balanced out with the bad y'know? BUT, I'm learning. I've learned how to split tumblr time with family time with friend time and school time. &Best thing about my social life outside of tumblr is that it's all SOBER moments. The occasional alchy or smoke is alright but those real, sober, natural highs when I'm out for a sushi dinner or movie night are always highly preferable on my list<3 

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Day 30: 5 favorite girls names, 5 favorite boys names

Girls

Jade

Arlene

Dominque

Grace

Erin

Boys 

Jaden

Dominic 

Darryl

Cameron

Kristian

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Day 29: A date you’d love for someone to take you on

Typical.. But take me to a Secret Spot seeing city lights, a French restaurant/cafe, and a place that has live music playing. Preferably jazz(; Cheesy cheesy, I know but some cheesy-ness doesn't hurt sometimes.

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Day 28: Something that you makes you really angry

We were six. Now we're five.

SALK:DJFDAKLFJ. I'll admit, I feel our group is quite uneven these days. But lucky enough for you.. Anger has died down from the past year because you surely made it apparent that if you didn't need us, we didn't need you. 

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Day 27: A person you wished lived closer and why

KMG // Twinlove<3 : Because, distance always kept us slightly apart. I know we'll always be close but having her slightly closer would be easier sometimes. Even if she's just a few cities down.. Life keeps us so busy that if she lived closer it'll just be such a nice convenience(: 

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Day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to

New episodes of Glee come superbowl Sunday

Next BKD, jCubed, &CDJK get together<3 

Britney's new album coming out in February

Spring Breaaaak!

More 21 birthdays(; HAHA

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Day 25: A friend you have lost that you’re better off without/one you wish you had back

JRSM. 

Sometimes I question whether I'm better off without or if I mistakenly lost a friendship I inevitably wanted back.. But at the end of the day I always know. We're better off where we are. I'm stronger from where I stand and I can't picture anything about my future concerning you. High school's the past. You were a good part of my past. I've grown up enough to admit that you've made a big impact back then and regret is not my favorite style. So thanks for the past. &Good luck to you in the future. Pass regret, but don't forget.

With dreams and all, at the end of the day our old friendship is better off without instead of being something missed. Knowing how you used to be, I hardly believe this is something that'll come across your mind. &Strangely enough, that puts me more at ease.  

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Day 24: Your favorite 10 people right now and why

Curtains

Swisslove

Pare

Clefairy

jLeynes

jSabino

Selle

kuyaGel

BKD girls

BKD boys

I cheated on those last two.. but I can't choose amongst those four, so they're included as one(; MUAHAHA. Favorites, favorites. Especially right now. They haven't failed to be there. &Though it's a new busy year, they still make sure they're there for me<3

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Day 23: a month/year of your life when you were happiest and why

The most recent time.. December 2010<3 Photos speak a million. 

Seeing, being, and spending time with all my favorites in one month. It rarely happens because everyone's been caught up with life.. But everyone was present because of holidays. Loved it. I was so happy that day after day, December was so productive because I was out catching up on times with those that matter. Best month by far of 2010. 

Honorable Mention: 2008 <3 

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Day 22: How you judge intelligence

If you have a voice, speak your mind. If you have ears, listen to the mind of others. If you have opinions, share & open your mind to other concepts. I judge intelligence based on the creativity and complexity of how one thinks. I judge intelligence based on how strongly one's beliefs are. I judge intelligence based on someone who isn't scared to express what they know. Intelligence is both book & street smart. Know how to take care of yourself and know as much as you can about the world around you is what intelligence should be based on. 

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Day 21: Everything you wish for in a significant other

Communication. Trust. Humor. Good taste in movies & music. Knows how to keep his priorities straight. Keeps up a conversation-- serious or random. Knows how to be silly. Gets along with my family and the important people in my life. Speaks his mind. Knows how to combine and separate his time with me and his friends. 

In all honesty, I really have no idea what I wish for in a significant other. I'll never know till I find someone that simply makes me happy. I can't put specifics because I don't want to end up thinking up some kind of perfect guy and set out a checklist. No such thing as perfect. &No guy deserves to measure up to a checklist.. All the things I listed up are just general qualities that every girl expects for but you won't ever be able to wish for someone because no guy will have everything you want.. You just gotta appreciate them for who they try to be when you're with them. As long as they can take care of you, respect you, and make you happy.. be appreciative.

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Day 20: What you think makes someone beautiful

Confidence and Strength. 

If you know how to wear both hand in hand, everyone will see it. Everyone will see the confidence you wear on your sleeve and see that no matter how you look.. it'll definitely keep you beautiful if you believe it yourself. If you show your strength, it'll show everyone how attractive you are because you know how to hold yourself up even if other people may keep you down. Strength keeps your confidence in tact and confidence keeps your strength consistent. 

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Day 19: Your thoughts on your family

Family are the people you love, confide in, seek comfort from, open your heart to, spend so much time with, keep close, care for, expect to see the next day, cry to, laugh with, and keep you happy. HOWEVER, family are also the people you can't always stand, who have ways of hurting you, who tell you the truth whether it hurts or not, the ones you argue with, the ones you feel like running away from at times.. Family will always be the type of people you love and hate but in the end you know they'll always still be the people you hope to wake up to the following day. I keep my family close.. We've had too many good and bad times but there's been no way I ever tried picturing life without them. To me.. the idea of family keeps me physically, emotionally, and mentally stable. 

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Day 18: Why you made your blog, why you still have it?

itsjace.tumblr.com

Because too many people told me that tumblr was worth having. They said that if I had a lot to think, talk, photograph about that Tumblr would be worth keep record of it all. Plus, the time I needed it.. I needed an outlet that didn't consist of me writing with a pen because of how slow it'll probably take. Especially for how complicated I tend to write a simple feeling. I've still kept my tumblr because generally.. it's better than facebook. Tumblr keeps me up to date with my Pop Culture. Tumblr always teaches me relevant & irrelevant things that always keep me entertained. Tumblr keeps me in touch with certain friends. Tumblr is the best company when you're bored. Tumblr is my favorite distraction<3