Kaydie .

Kinetic Consciousness & Mixed Media K.A.W.

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Drips, NYC 📍.

1.1.2026

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Grieving Around Leaches

The last year I realized I’ve been surrounded by leaches, liars and opportunists. The only pure thing in my life was my mom and my children. My mom passed away, revealing how much most of the people I trusted and loved truly hated me. They only faked the love because of the proximity to my mother. Her kindness was mystical, and they knew that the only way for them to harness that goodness, was to include and not isolate me because she loved me so much. Since she died, these said people (relatives & friends alike) have shown just how hateful, corrupt and even jealous people can be… unsolicited - no real reason to speak of. My mother’s brother manipulated my mother’s church into giving him almost $1000. While leaving my me and my mother’s other two daughters out in the cold. We didn’t get a single dime. He manipulated the use of a GoFundMe account, and placed it in my name, knowing that it would gain traction if others saw my name on it as opposed to his. He even went as far as to mention that the dress that I choose for my mother’s viewing was not “good enough” because according to him and his wife “people don’t ever get buried in patterned clothing ” (my mom’s favorite pattern was cheetah — animal prints). Side note: my mother was to be cremated, not buried…so she could have been in jeans and a t-shirt and it wouldn’t matter.

He also lied to my mother’s church about who and what the money would be used for, so they would give him the money in a hurry. I made many suggestions, as I was the ONLY family member that physically cared for, lived with and even supported my mother, either financially and/or emotionally.

She literally died in my arms, as my mom was living with me in New York for 6 months before her passing. No one (not even this uncle did anything to help, aside from sending a 12-pack of coconut water once to her home). Doctor's appointments, co-pay, medication, therapy, everything became my responsibility. And I got absolutely no help from my other siblings and neither did I receive help from my mother’s brother, I previously mentioned).

I am working through my grief, my loss and the rude awakening I’ve had to endure. Granted it’s so much easier said than done. But I say all that to say: be mindful of the people you allow in your life (even “family”). A lot of people don’t have your best interests at heart. And not only that, but they’ll never be satisfied with what they have. And you being happy with the smallest amount will be a trigger to those same hateful hearts. Trust yourself, and your intuition…

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Faerie-esque aesthetics.

Shop hair sticks: leonnenoire.Etsy.com

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Figure Drawings .

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The Solar Plexus Chakra governs the emotional body. This chakra is associated with confidence, will-power, decision-making abilities, personal power and purpose. Our Solar Plexus Chakra is activated when we assert ourselves into the world. It is located at the upper part of the belly (where the diaphragm rests), some would say around the navel area. It is the third from the bottom up (referring to the traditional system of the 7 Chakras). In Sanskrit it is called Manipura, which translates to “the jewel city” or “the city of jewels”. Hence, it’s association with the color gold (and yellow). When this chakra is balanced, you will naturally experience more clarity when making decisions and setting boundaries. You will also become more self-assured, disciplined and independent.

The Solar Plexus is associated with the element of fire, connecting this chakra to the sun, heat, energy and any source of power.

Asanas to help balance and activate the Solar Plexus Chakra includes (but are not limited to): king pigeon pose, king cobra pose (shown in the image), bridge pose, warrior 1 pose, reversed triangle pose or a bow pose.

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A balanced Sacral Chakra allows us to feel the world in and around us. It promotes personal expansion and the formation of one’s identity through relating to others and the world. This chakra is associated with the emotional body, sensuality and creativity. Therefore, the Sacral Chakra is motivated by the forces of pleasure, the enjoyment of life through the senses. Balancing the Sacral Chakra is also instrumental in developing flexibity, in life and one’s mindset. The colors associated with this Chakra are red and orange. Asana shown here for balancing the Sacral Chakra: Pigeon Pose. (Try other poses such as: low lunge, triangle pose, chair pose, straddle fold, goddess pose and cow face.)

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The Root Chakra relates to one’s connection with the atmosphere around them. When the Root Chakra is balanced, one is able to stay focused, disciplined and connected to the here-and-now. This is the first chakra, located at the base of the spine. The colors that resonates with this Chakra are black, brown and deep reds, such as mahogany. Asana for balancing the Root: Half Lotus🧘🏿‍♀️ (Also try: downward dog, dolphin pose, tree pose, mountain pose, triangle pose or garland pose)

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“Goddess Shiva” featuring Brittney.

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“The Girl with the Mermaid Rings” featuring Lola.

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Art, meet Face | Self Love.

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A R T . featuring Kaydie :) Art is selfexpression, without emotional barriers. Art is the ideas we envision, want, desire, then bring to life. Art is nature. Art is the creation of thought. Art is the manifestation of thought. Art is self. Art is being.

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project: K I L O, the U N I C O R N. model: Kilo stylist//mua: Kaydie

C. Feb 2018

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New Series (cont’d) Beans. 10.9.16

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New Series (cont’d) The Capturer. 10.7.16

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New Series Fanxi. 10.7.16

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Landscapes.
(10/2016) Last week, I spent a few evenings playing around with acrylic colors. My focal points were landscapes, mountains and the usuage of singular colors with a bit of shade-manipulation. These are the results.

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Concentration: PSYCHEDELIC Piece: No. 1