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Hello, my depressed A Little Life loving friends, a recording of the play with English subtitles I found for you all:

https://mega.nz/file/OG4SHSoC#f5QYM-CVQU8pQkOlt_DZouywzXCgltbuvKPd5WjFZeo

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i can’t remember who made this but i just found this in my photos and now i’m:((((

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HOMOPHOBIC

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vv quick & shitty wolfstar sketch

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todd and jeffery have the exact same relationship as gordie and his brother from stand by me argue with the wall

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if ur a dps or marauders fan i am begging u to watch young royals on netflix it’s gay and at boarding school and the chemistry is literally so good like pls

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have my dps memes i made lmao

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happy dps day!!!!

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HEROES BY DAVID BOWIE WAS RELEASED IN 1977 MEANING IT WAS RELEASED THE (academic) YEAR THE MARAUDERS GRADUATED AND I THINK THAT IS THE MOST HEARTBREAKING SHIT EVER BECAUSE THEY LIVED FOR RELATIVELY JUST A DAY BUT THEY WERE HEROES HELP.

I strike again w music stuff I suppose

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them in the tunnel scene. iykyk

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i’m not saying i’m a gay trans guy, but i am saying robert sean leonard

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I made an anderperry playlist bc im emotionally empty

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sure, you've carped the diem but have diemed the carpe?

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 12/12 Fandom: Dead Poets Society (1989) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Todd Anderson/Neil Perry, Todd Anderson & Neil Perry Characters: Todd Anderson, Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society), Gerard Pitts, Jeffrey Anderson (Dead Poets Society), Knox Overstreet, Steven Meeks, Charlie Dalton, Richard Cameron Additional Tags: Sad Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicide, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Mental Instability, Emotional Manipulation, Altered Mental States, Internalized Homophobia, Period-Typical Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, LGBTQ Characters, Todd Anderson/Neil Perry-centric, Neil Perry Needs a Hug, Todd Anderson Needs A Hug Summary:

Todd is overly anxious and tired of living in his brother's shadow. He's tired of trying to live up to him. When he is enrolled at Welton Academy and meets Neil, he finally feels seen. There's finally someone on the world who understands him. But they can't be together, and he knows it. But he has to, he has to find a way to, right?

-Or, I am a mentally ill queer projecting onto characters  

Content warnings(will not be at individual chapters): Suicide, suicide attempt/thoughts, self-harm, manipulation, mania, depression, panic/anxiety attacks, implied/referenced abuse, child abuse, toxic relationships(familial and romantic), internalized homophobia, homophobia, use of f-slur

 Title from: In the best case scenario we'd die at the same time- My Name Is Ian

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ok so I have an hc that Todd probably died of heartbreak a few months after Neil’s death.

Neil was the first person to show Todd love, and was the only consistent person in his life that really really loved him back. so.. I just think that it’s.. possible... ?

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I have a hc that all of the boys died really young, thus unable to truly "seize the day"

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Neil: do you ever just want to cry in your blanket because the laundry detergent smells so good?

Charlie: shut up man its 2 am go to sleep

Todd *sniffing into his blanket*: no hold up, he's got a point-

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Todd uses the same detergent as Neil, and after his death he can't switch bc it reminds him of him

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hi besties go listen to the tma playlist I made if you want

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tma fandom how we feeling after today

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Excuse me I cannot do this today