It's My Life, I'm Taking A Stand

@itsmylife425

Stephanie. 31. Weehawken. Dawn. Guns. Drawn. So yeah I'm from Jersey. I'm on a journey to change my life. Mentally and physically.I am looking at my weight loss in two parts. My first challenge: 40 pounds, and then after that I am going to do smaller goals until I am happy and healthy. Here we go! Thanks for your support.

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Oh, you chose someone else for a job because you didn't want to disrupt the partnership?

Cool cool.

Anyways, I left my old company because growth is important to me. And so is being compensated for how hard I work.

I went to a bar for the first time since February 2020.

299 Days.

So after a month and a half of interview after interview and waiting period after waiting period...

I wasn't offered the job.

I am shocked. Disappointed. Angry. Hopeless. I was never more confident that I could do a job well. And, it was essentially communicated that it was my job to lose. And somehow, I did.

It should be confirmed tomorrow but apparently if you do your current job too well, it then blocks you from growth because while they say everyone is replaceable apparently that's just not true.

The few people who were aware of my candidacy might be angrier than I am.

I gave it my best. My best wasn't good enough.

Cool. I'll figure out something.

For now though, I am going to feel these feels.

It is what it is.

Tomorrow has the possibility of changing my career and life.

Final interview for a job at a new company.

And I only stress ate like 100 almonds today I'm feeling very proud.

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