My name is Lix (you can also call me puppy or chibi) and bodily I’m 23 years old!
some things about me:
🌱i use any pronouns but primarily they/them
🌱my little age is mostly 0-3 (i’m pretty young)
🌱i’m in college so i drown in school work constantly!
My hobbies and interests include:
🧩 video games, reading, cooking, and cosplay
🧩 i’m also in quite a few fandoms and will often bounce between them however right now my primary interest is Bungou Stray Dogs so i apologize you’ll see a lot of it
Some things to keep in mind:
🍏if you want to be friends i do ask you to be 18+ because internet safety and all that jazz
🍏this is my sideblog, i do post and reblog crude adult humor to my main
🍏also my dms are always open! feel free to share anything you like!
As far as headcanons and other requests:
🍃 i’m in several fandoms however i’m focusing real hard on BSD right now so i’ll prioritize those posts but if you ask i’ll happily share whether or not i’m in a fandom and am willing to make posts for them (seriously just ask i don’t mind!)
🍃 i will happily write padded headcanons or requests if asked!
🍃 i’m pretty caught up on BSD, i can always do my own research and if i have any questions and i know who requested i’ll likely message you (if not no biggie i can work with what i have) just to make sure i’m getting what you want accurate
🍃 very rarely do i write angst in agere but it’s nit off limits so theres your warning >:3 /lh
OUGHH THE BROTHERS EVERRR. I love Techno being affectionate because he knows it’s what Tommy needs even though he wouldn’t really like giving affection normally. Tommy who’s so scared and untrustworthy of accepting affection because he just got away from Dream who completely ruined his sense of trust. Just. Oughhhh Tommy slowly learning to heal at Techno’s place hi I’m so normal about them
Hang on, that’s not the end. lol There’s four more pages
By the way this moment is referencing a previous age au comic where Hyde tried confessing to Ophelia.
THE END. But hug Tsu Tsu too, you meanies. He loves mama Mahi too jaflkkafs
THIS COMIC IS SUPER LONG OVERDUE AND MOST OF IT IS PRETTY OLD NOW TOO. BUT I’M POSTING IT ANYWAYS EVEN THOUGH ITS TECHNICALLY RELATED TO V-DAY. Also these pages were all done at completely different times afhhfklahlfs I low key wanted to redo them for so long but I don’t have the time but it was a shame to let these just sit there and rot in my files. I finally got off my sorry butt and finished the last 2 pages real fast.
But, regardless of the lateness. I hope you all enjoyed! ;w; I wanted to do this on my own but I was also asked about it and its what inspired the idea here and it killed me to let it sit there for so long. SO SORRY @thelucariosfish
I do miss updating my favorite au and haven’t made a long comic in quite some time. Although I won’t guarantee I’m making another any time soon. I did this in increments over the past couple months I was very stuck with it.
Also some “references” in here. Misono’s birthday is on February 14th and this was supposed to technically be about Valentines so that’s why he mentions it here. ^^ and there’s a slight reference to this drama CD with some of Team Melancholy, apparently Sakuya can recognize peoples tone and writing in letters. It’s almost scary lmao but it’s also funny.
Guys... Servamp has me in a choke hold, I've been slightly hyperfixated on it
So naturally when having a hyperfixation, I take it and make Agere moodboards
We have Little Mahiru and caregiver Kuro. Listen Mahiru could be a cg, but I believe Mahiru needs to let someone care for him for once. He'd probably regression around 4-7, being our sweet boy.
Meanwhile Kuro is just a tired Cg, kind of like truthless Recluse, but he isn't as strict. He'd definitely scold if Mahiru was doing something he wasn't supposed too, but Kuros main goal is to keep Mahiru happy and not stresses. Defiantly would play Minecraft with him.
Bonus- we have little Kuro!
Listen... I feel like all the vampires , ould be littles, or at the very least flips. They all have trauma and have to cope. Make it safer if his caregiver use to be Gear, before he left. Very sleepy little, I feel like he'd be baby like 2-4.
He needs someone to remind him to eat/drink stuff that isn't just chips and soda. He also would play animal crossing!
(I recommend watching Servamp + reading the manga, you'd have to search to find the untranslated version for the last 4 chapters. But trust me it's worth it)
its almost impossible to get dazai to eat normally but its so much worse when he's regressed. He regresses really young and its hard to talk and he cant communicate his needs properly. he can feel hunger but all he can do about it is cry, and he's even more selective about food than normal.
Usually he needs to be tricked into eating and anything he eats is considered a win, any nutrients is better than no nutrients
Little!Chuuya and Little!Kunikida moodboards for @ittybittyeuphoria
I don't know much about these characters but my ideas for them are that Chuuya is both a teen regressor and kitty Regressor. He loves the teenage dirt bag aesthetic when regressed and the texture of quilts. Kunikida likes to craft and snack when regressed. He also collects trinkets. Please let me know if this is not in character for them
Thumb: 10/10 he loves this more then the paci but Chuuya AND Kunikida says no cuz of germs or whatever 😒
Crabby’s pincer: meh a solid 4/10 mostly just used to get Chuuya’s attention and show he wants his pacifier. Also just too look cute
Hair: -9999999/10 absolutely hated it! Saw Kyoka doing it so he tried it and immediately spat his hair out then started crying because he couldn’t get all the fallen hair strands out his mouth and it tasted yucky. Sensory nightmare
Fishies fin: not as bad as crabby but only good in emergencies 5/10. Fishie gets soggy and gross afterwards
Sleeve: great except for the fact that it feels terrible on the skin. Wet sleeve is a big no no! 2/10
Chuuya’s sleeve: 100/10 yummy! smells like Chuuya and no soggy fabric on his body.
Little! Atsushi from Bungo Stray Dogs mood board for @fran-system !
I do not know this character personally, but from the art I saw of him I can see him being a very sleepy regressor. He also would probably love playing in the water and swimming. I feel like he would also be a very adventurous little and when he can't go out adventuring he ends up watching Octonauts or sleeping!
Little! Atsushi from Bungo Stray Dogs mood board for @fran-system !
I do not know this character personally, but from the art I saw of him I can see him being a very sleepy regressor. He also would probably love playing in the water and swimming. I feel like he would also be a very adventurous little and when he can't go out adventuring he ends up watching Octonauts or sleeping!
Little! Atsushi from Bungo Stray Dogs mood board for @fran-system !
I do not know this character personally, but from the art I saw of him I can see him being a very sleepy regressor. He also would probably love playing in the water and swimming. I feel like he would also be a very adventurous little and when he can't go out adventuring he ends up watching Octonauts or sleeping!
🖍 getting comics and diary-like books (dork diaries, tapper twins, wimpy kid) at the library and staying up late reading them
🌈 school yard games: catch, hide and seek, hopscotch - or playing with a skipping rope, balancing on low walls like a tightrope, playing football or dancing
🪩 pyjama parties!! wearing your favourite pj's, eating way too many snacks and pizza, staying up late giggling together and watching a movie, talking in bed for hours, pillow fights, and secretly taking a stuffie along just in case (turns out all the other kids also have their stuffies with them)
🐕 having a stack of your favourite cd's, putting them on in the morning and feeling like the main character of your favourite movie
🍿 asking your cg soo nicely for some money or a ride to the movies with your friends, being dropped off and putting all of your pocket money together for snacks and slushies
🎠 puzzle books on long car/train rides, playing your very first video games, sometimes reading your old kids books even though you're wayyy too old for them now
🥞 getting more and more independent: learning how to cook your very first meals (something easy like pasta or pancakes), taking the bus on your own, babysitting your younger sibling
After seeing your art of Reg!Pomni and CG!Ragatha I’ve been thinking about secret regressor! Jax whose CG used to be Ribbit until they abstracted… Jax who swore to himself that he wouldn’t regress again until he regresses accidentally around Pomni? I have many thoughts about this
Ragatha cant say no if there is a cute baby (or Pomni) involved
Leo I 100% agree RE Ilya crying a lot but I must have your agere thoughts on this pretty please 🥺
HI FRIEND i'm finally getting to this message after having it in my inbox for a while!!! i wanted to write something for it which is why i didn't answer for so long, but i figured now would be the perfect opportunity to write something because it's day 2 of @gloryhollanovjah's heated rivalry pride week and the theme is hurt/comfort!!!
soothe (agere!ilya ficlet)
warnings: non-sexual age regression, fake lactation, use of "papa"
when ilya gets sad, he gets sad, but his sadness is different than his depression. this type of sadness isn't the same as when he spirals and spends a few days in bed, when he struggles to keep himself clean and hydrated, barely eating anything. when he's depressed, he's a shell. he's hollow. he doesn't really cry, just stares blankly, jaw tense, the light gone from his eyes.
when he's sad, it's different. it doesn't last as long. when he's sad it's usually only for a few hours, and he'll feel okay once he sleeps it off. it's also not random, not something he just slips into for seemingly no real specific reason like his depression. his sadness comes when memories of his mother creep in, when he sees something that reminds him of her, smells something similar to her perfume, when thoughts of her enter his mind and won't leave.
it's wednesday evening. shane's settled on the couch, glasses on, head down as he reads over some documents for their hockey camp. summer is coming up and they've been doing the usual prep work, signing things off and making sure it's all in order. it's only 9pm but ilya has already gone to bed. he hadn't slept well the night before; he'd had a nightmare about his mother. he'd awoken at 3am near tears and shane had soothed him, held him, nursed him for a little while and stroked his hair.
shane had noticed something off about ilya for most of the day, and he'd pressed him on it but hadn't gotten much back in response. he'd just said he was tired, and "a little sad", but that he was alright. when he'd said goodnight about an hour ago, shane had held him close and softly asked if he needed anything from him, but ilya had shaken his head. "i'm not little right now, shane," he'd assured him, "i am okay, just tired."
but now he hears footsteps on the stairs, quiet and slow, and shane already knows it won't be his big strong husband who appears at the foot of those stairs.
"are you okay, baby?" shane asks gently as ilya steps into the low light.
he's wearing shane's hoodie and nothing else, thighs and legs exposed as he shuffles toward the couch. he's got the back of his hand against his right eye, rubbing gently, and his curls are wild and messy. he looks small, vulnerable.
"can't sleep," he replies, and shane knows immediately that he's little, can sense it in the quiet way he says the words.
"oh no, baby boy, i'm sorry," shane opens his arms, "come here."
ilya soundlessly takes the final few steps and settles onto the couch beside shane. he immediately cuddles into his side, nuzzling his face into shane's arm.
"are you hungry, ilyushka?" shane murmurs, rubbing his back gently. he feels ilya shake his head. "no? do you want your paci?" another head shake. "can you tell papa what you want?" he just shakes his head again, no words leaving his mouth.
shane's brow furrows, and he tilts his head to get a better look at the sleepy man - or boy - still burying his face into his bicep. it's only then that he sees the wet stain of tears on the sleeve of his t-shirt, and his eyes go wide.
"ilya," he breathes, immediately moving to wrap both arms around his baby and hold him close, hand going into his hair to thread through his untidy curls, "oh, angel, it's okay."
at the words, ilya finally let's out a long, drawn-out sob. he gasps against shane and shane pulls him in closer, grips him and squeezes him so tight. he feels the wetness of ilya's tears on the skin of his neck, hears the ragged breaths as he cries against him, small and heartbreaking.
"you're okay," shane is murmuring, rubbing ilya's back soothingly up and down, up and down, "i'm here, i've got you."
ilya mumbles something into his skin but it's incoherent, and shane's pretty sure he's just babbling nonsense through his tears. it doesn't sound like english or russian, just a string of wails and sobs that wrack through his entire body. shane closes his eyes and holds ilya as close as he can, pressing kisses to his forehead, his temples, the top of his head. he rocks them both on the couch, back and forth, back and forth.
"why did she leave me alone?" shane can finally make out some real words, and he feels a lump in his throat.
"she loved you so much, ilya," shane reassures him softly, hoping he doesn't start crying too, hoping he can stay strong and present and be exactly what ilya needs right now, "she loved you so much."
"i miss her, papa," his voice is muffled and strained, tears pouring down his cheeks.
"i know you do, baby. i know, it's okay, shhh," shane continues to rock them, holding tight, "but you're not alone, i promise. you're never gonna be alone. i'm here for you, always. you know that, don't you?"
a quiet sob, then-
"i know," he breathes shakily, "i know, papa."
"papa's always gonna be here for you when you need him," shane murmurs, pressing more kisses to wherever on ilya's face and head he can reach, "you're safe. you're so safe and loved, ilyushka."
ilya nods against him, taking deep breaths. he doesn't say anything else, just lets shane continue to pet and rock him as his sobs fade and his heavy breaths go soft. the tears eventually stop too, leaving nothing but a trail of warm stickiness on shane's skin and shirt. but he doesn't mind, not at a time like this.
"i'm hungry," ilya finally mumbles, voice strained and exhausted.
"c'mere," shane helps maneuver ilya so he's laying comfortably in shane's lap, long legs hanging off the end of the couch. shane tugs up his sticky t-shirt and ilya latches onto his nipple immediately, eyes closing.
shane watches him and swallows around the lump in his throat. ilya's skin is red and raw looking, face puffy and shiny. he suckles at shane's nipple so softly and sweetly, all the tension in his expression fading away as he nurses. shane brushes his curls out of his face, thumbs the warm apple of his cheek, watches him take what he needs.
after about ten minutes, ilya's eyes open to meet shane's. they both peer at each other and shane smiles, whispers, "you're safe, baby. you're so safe with me, always."
once ilya's done, shane takes him back to bed. he tucks him in and kisses his forehead, sits at his bedside and holds his hand.
"when are you coming to bed, papa?" ilya asks softly, a little broken. it makes shane melt.
"in a few minutes, baby boy. i'm just gonna go get ready for bed and then we'll cuddle, okay?"
the grin that lights up ilya's face is so beautiful, so earnest. he nods excitedly and sinks beneath the covers, nuzzling into his pillow, "go fast," he says, and shane chuckles.
"i'll do my best," shane leans down to press a kiss to ilya's forehead and heads to the bathroom. he does his night routine, admittedly a little faster and lazier than usual, and manages to get it done relatively quickly.
when he returns to the bedroom, he's met with snores. he stops in his tracks at the side of the bed and grins, shaking his head when he sees ilya fast asleep, relaxed against the pillow. he walks forward and strokes his cheek. he looks so peaceful like this, so safe. shane could probably go back downstairs and finish up his work, if he really wanted to.
instead, he crosses the room and climbs into bed on the other side, shutting off his bedside lamp and snuggling into his sleeping husband. it can wait. it can always wait.
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