๐ฅปโโHER HOME หโ๐๐ญ๐. fall of 2024
starring ห ivy & yeonjun
warnings ห panic attack. please seek help if you're struggling.
genre ห comfort, ivyjun are very cute :(
priya says ห this was long long overdue and im so sorry for that TT shit was crazy but now im back now hehe <3 bad writing lol forgive me its been a LONG time, like im talking a year or two.. the only thing ive written are my college essays TT so please forgive me if there are any errors. also anon, i am so deeply sorry this request was over a year ago TT. find requests here!
priya says (2) ห you can request anything for ivy here!
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It was not supposed to end up like this. She swore to everyone that she was doing fine now. she was fine now. After years of anxiety meds, she was doing a lot better now. Then why was she crouched down under her desk trying to calm her beating heart?
It was beating so fast that Ivy thinks itโd pop right out any second now. She's been trying to calm down for the last half hour. She's tried every method in the book, every exercise her therapist had taught her, but nothing.ย
Sheโs going to be so disappointed in me, Ivy thinks and instantly regrets it as her heart picks up even more pace now, which she didnโt know was even possible. Suddenly, she feels claustrophobic and now she canโt breathe.
Great she thinks. She closes her eyes and with a hand on her chest, she tries again to calm down as she rests her head on the wall. Every one of her breaths feel shaky and short by the second as sheโs trying to breathe in and out, and she feels out of control now.
Thereโs nothing more left to try and she canโt find her phone to even call anyone for help now. She curses herself mentally that her stubborn self wanted to work at 3 in the morning where there was almost nobody in the building.ย
Small breaths jen, she says to herself but it seems like it falls on deaf ears. She canโt even hear herself anymore, she canโt feel her surroundings and she canโt focus on anything other than her heart running and nothing else.
She doesnโt hear the door open and the feeling of her husbandโs hand on her shaking body. She hears his voice faintly and she wants to respond but it feels as if sheโs forgotten how to speak. She wants to open her eyes and look at him but she canโt, she feels stuck. She wants to scream, she wants to shout, she wants to sob but nothing comes out of her.ย
Yeonjun was not expecting to find her beneath her table, shaking like a leaf with her eyes closed. He doesn't even know how he got to her side so fast, but there he was, slowly rubbing on her arm, trying to calm her down somehow. He knows how bad her panic attacks can get and he just wants to help her.
Look at me baby youโre okay he pleads with her, trying his best to make her look at him and to calm her down.
He keeps on repeating youโre okay baby, for a good few minutes and after what feels like an eternity to the both of them, she opens her eyes and as soon as he meets her eyes, he takes her hand and she lets him place it on his chest to help her try and mimic his breathing.ย
He quietly whispers affirmations to her as he feels her follow his breathing and Ivy feels like it's only now she can see him clearly. He was a blob of a person a few seconds ago and now that her breathing was almost back to normal, she could make out his features.
His furrowed eyebrows, the concern in his eyes, the feeling of his hand on hers. It overwhelmed her but in a good way. She doesnโt know where the water bottle suddenly came from but she gladly takes it from him as he hands it to her. After sipping on the water, a quiet soft almost inaudible โIโm okayโ comes out of her as she looks at him.ย
โOkay, Iโm gladโ she hears him reply and sees him flash her a soft small smile. She knows he probably was shit scared when he saw her like that and sheโs thankful that he doesnโt bring it up. They probably sit there for a few minutes, her hand in his as heโs drawing patterns on her palm. She giggles a few times, almost inaudible when his touch tickles her hand.ย
โLetโs go home?โ he asks after a few more seconds of silence and Ivy nods slowly at him, wanting to be back in their bed already, under the covers all warm, limbs tangled in comfort.
She mumbles a yes please, and lets him stand up first and tug her up. They don't mention the panic attack until theyโre in bed, which is where surprisingly a lot of deep conversation happen for them.ย
He doesnโt throw questions at her but rather, lets her talk as he listens to her, providing her with words of comfort wherever required.
Heโs been with her throughout her ups and downs, the beautiful and ugly parts of life and much more, she doesnโt find the words to say. He knows what to say, and what to do to calm her down and she feels like she has done some great deeds in her past life to be blessed with him and to be his, in this.ย
He's saved her in every way a person can be saved and he, to put it simply, was her home.ย
ok hi I love you so much omfg!! anyways I wanted to ask u for a new idea I know it will sound weird but I just wanted to say it anyways....can u do when ivy is having a REALLY bad panick attack and yeonjun comforting her.....I know I'm weird but pls do it if u have time
..... hi ๐โโ๏ธ im so sorry!!! this ask is like a year old and i was so busy with school but im back now TT ill post it later today so please bear with me <3
ask 2: idk if you even saw my request or no but I asked a month ago if u could do ivy having a really bad panic attack and yeonjun comforting her i would appreciate it so much. I'm so stressed out from school since I'm in high school and in my school we have to take extra 3 or more subjects so its so stressing and the assignments are too much and my mental health and anxiety are getting worse so I just wanted some comfort also ily sm omfg!!!!. also not forcing at all love you!!!
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH TOO!!! IM SO SORRY FOR TAKING THIS LONG TT ALSO TALK TO ME SWEETHEART ILL BE ONLINE NOW SO HIT ME UP IF YOU WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO <33
so I'm aware that I dropped out of the face of this app for a few months without any explanation so,, im so sorry for that TT but I do have to say that I don't think I'll be back, as in fully active till March end. but I will be popping in once a while on this app so if you want to drop by any comment or anything into my inbox, feel free to do so!! I know I have a few requests that I have to write for ivy and I promise I will get to it in a few TT im just really busy with school im so sorry!! its the home stretch guys I'll be back by April!! bye bye!!!
poison.ivy happy bday bbg ๐ฅน I love you so much and I hope you're happy always!! here's to more of our adventures and shenanigans in the years to come!! ๐ซ๐ซถ๐ป
what are your favourite oc relationships? (with other ocs or not)
if your oc could wear one item for the rest of their lives which one would it be?
if your oc could get rid of any one fashion trend now or ealier which would it be?
SEND THIS TO ANY TOP 10 CREATORS THAT YOU LOVE!
yayyy I love answering stuff like these ๐ฅบ
I think I love her smile and laughter the most cuz tell me it's not the cutest smile ever ๐ฅบ
generally, obv it's her husband ๐ฅบ but friends wise, I think everyone? but most recently, it's been rin ( @skz-rin ) hehe
I'd say her glasses (cuz she's practically blind without them) but since she broke them, its probably her fav oversized shirt she stole from yeonjun years ago that's still so comfy
skinny jeans!!!!! she hopes she can go back in time and burn those away!!
BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out ๐ฉท๐ซถ๐ป
OMGGG THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!!! RIGHT BACK AT YOU LOVE!!!
ME IN IVYS TAGLIST ??? ME IN IVYS TAGLIST!!!!!!! WHOOP WHOOP (pls add me in her taglist because I have terrible memory and everytime I see a post I think why didn't I know this was posted and how I shld be on the taglist but I'm not!! Plsplsplsplsplspls)
YEA YEA OFC (emg I always thought you were on the taglist but I had to triple check it and then I realised that I confused myself with the taglist of my main so im adding you to ivys rn im so sorry TT)
I know you don't know but I've been here lurking around your page. And I want say how proud of you I am, your posts are amazing. Remember drink water, eat well and sleep nicely
I read this when I needed to hear this the most so thank you soo much ๐ฅน๐ฅน I really really appreciate it <333 thank you soo much for this sweet message ๐ฅน๐ซ I hope you do the same too ๐ฅน
