[just-vent-fam]

People are always sooo surprised to hear that I’m depressed, like they didn’t contribute to my self hatred

[bpd-secrets]

That feeling when you know you told someone too much.

[mentalllyunstable]

[itsconsumingme-deactivated20210]

“The best way to give up self harming is to never start. Because once you start, you’ll never want to stop, the urge will always be there.”

—

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

i either think about you or think about death

[schwierigephase]

“My biggest fear is that eventually you will see me the way I see myself.”

— Anonymous (via missyourlaugh)

[nepenthe-e-deactivated20180811]

night routine: cry yourself to sleep

[ouc-h-deactivated20180811]

i don’t think i’ve ever been loved as hard as i love

[brenxtion-deactivated20180530]

and i don’t think i ever will

[d1ssimilis]

i basically assume that people don’t like me unless they explicitly tell me they like me and then periodically remind me

[rotten-borderline]

I find comfort in destructive behaviour because it’s what I’m used to

[666-rueful]

hhhMmmMmmM nice day to die

[cinnaluna]

brain: sad

me: wait what why? everything is fine right n-

brain: sad and gUILTY

[aliive-but-not-liiviing]

[lmaoooooooooood-deactivated2018]

[tittytron]

I don’t even procrastinate anymore I just straight up neglect 100% of my responsibilities

[wowthesaddestpersonalive]

How to tell it’s getting bad again

Physical pains (sore jaw, old injuries acting up)

tired tired tired tired

Can’t think/can’t stop thinking

Sleeping too much/not enough

Early waking

Can’t make eye contact

Picking or scratching at skin, nails, hair, etc

Forgetful

Sex repulsed or sex obsessed

Lonely in crowds

Unjustified assumptions (my friends all hate me)

Too much/too little food

Everything tastes bland?

Headcolds/the flu out of nowhere

Distancing yourself

Spending too much time in bed

Not showering/brushing teeth/brushing hair/taking care of your body

Not able to do laundry

Not turning in assignments

Forgetting about assignments

Zoning out

Defensive

Overly emotional/painfully numb

[rosyugh-deactivated20140108]