I Will Because You Said I Couldn't

Emily.26.English.I like girls, music and being by the beach. Instagram: emilycapps

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Today I ran from Colliers Wood to Windsor for my last long run before the London Marathon.

Couldn’t be prouder to be running for Cardiomyopathy UK again, in memory of my incredible Mum ❤️

I know times are hard now but if anyone has a pound or two to spare, you can sponsor me here -

Emily Apps

Thanks for taking the time to visit my sponsorship page. After losing my mum in 2018, I'm running my fourth London Marathon for Cardiomyopat

Thank you ❤️

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[anxietyproblem]

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When that turns into this.

[pizza-5-ever]

I’m being 100% honest when I say losing a parent changes you every year of your life.

[grief-observed]

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“Does it ever hit you in really big waves? Not like “damn I wish they could be here” and not necessarily at important times like graduation or moving or starting a new school/job, but randomly, completely out of the blue it hits you and it’s like you’re drowning and this overwhelming heavy, sad feeling seeps into your bones and you can’t catch your breath because all of the tears you can’t cry at the moment feel like they’re in your lungs. Is something wrong with me or is this a thing?”

— (via openbookbaitedhook)

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“When someone you love dies, and you’re not expecting it, you don’t lose her all at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time—the way the mail stops coming, and her scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in her closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of her that are gone. Just when the day comes—when there’s a particular missing part that overwhelms you with the feeling that she’s gone, forever—there comes another day, and another specifically missing part.”

— John Irving (via grief-observed)

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[lightningnoheart]

And I will close the door, but I will open up my heart

And everyone I love will know exactly who you are

'Cause this is not goodbye, it is just 'til we meet again

So much has changed since you've been away.

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When that turns into this.

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My best friend said yes to forever. Bloody bring it on.

[taylornation]

“I love you for giving me your eyes, for staying back and watching me shine.” 💛💛

Happy Mother’s Day weekend to all of the motherly figures who were on our side even when we were wrong. Join us on Twitter at 5 PM EDT to celebrate them!

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Lyrics couldn’t be more apt.

I miss you Mum ❤️💔

@taylorswift @taylornation

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Another day and another meeting where I sit with my camera and mic off so I can practice my balance boarding and blare @taylorswift @taylornation

WFH perks.

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@atticuspoetry

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First Touch is everything.