IXII

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The attached questionnaire is part of a research for the partial fulfillment of a Bachelor’s degree in Architecture and Urban Planning from the University of Benghazi to design an archaeological park in the ancient city of Tocra. Please fill it out to identify the requirements of international tourists when designing this park. Thank you!

Archaeological park design in the archaeological site of Tocra (Taucheira)

The following questionnaire is part of a research for the partial fulfillment of the requirements for the Degree of Bachelor of Architecture

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When you've been kicked down so many times you start to wonder what's the point.

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I just want to die by now honestly lol

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Don’t you understand!

No one suites you...

You’re the odd one..

They’re all perfect!

You’re the wrong one...

Don’t you understand!

No one wants you..

They want the good girl..

the perfect girl...

The girl who never gets scared!

They don’t want you !

Don’t you get it?

No one needs you...

No one misses your presence...

No one notices your disappearance...

No one needs you!

DON’T YOU GET IT?!

You’re just another puppet in a puppet show!

Another clown in this circus..

Another star in that sky..

Another flower in the ground..

Another cigarette that’s been thrown...

Another question in that game show..

Another joke thrown between friends...

Another lost child in the crowd..

Another tear that falls to the ground...

Another painful sting in the hand..

Another blood dripping on the floor...

Another scar on a patient...

Another pill being taken..

Another dream being dreamt...

Another nightmare all have felt..

You’re just another thing in an ocean of things..

You’re just a “thing”...

To everybody!

Now ...do you get it?

-yes I get it.. I get it in a brutal way.

No,, Just know that you’re something to someone & that someone is yourself!

-I guess... I’m something to someone.

-....

-I guess, I’m nothing now... cause I don’t know who “IXII" is to begin with...

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You see, you claim I'm misbehaving, claim I'm out of control, insane, a psychopath, claim that I have no limits, claim that I'm too open... Saying I'm a slut. Calling me crazy. Yes, I'm all that... Only because of how you treat me... God, all the trust issues you brought me!!! You scream at the most silliest things like they're life changing... You curse when there is no need to, you hit when you shouldn't even touch. You ignore when you should listen. you don't care when you should. Yes, you did all those things and more. It makes it funny when you wonder why my hands are bloody. Why I'm laying on the floor chocking. Why I'm a suicidal wreck. You made me a suicidal wreck. You tried to tame a little girl but you got yourself a monster. And this monster isn't leaving until it gets it's revenge.

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Hi, welcome. This is just a blog for a teenage girl who would love to help people who are suffering. I don't know how to help, but I hope if you find someone who relates to you you'll feel better. And that's what I'm doing right now. So, stay tuned for my blog 💙

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