Jelani. 🌊

West Indian trans nigga. Queer as fuck. 23. Music passionate, born and bred. Activist. Paris, FR.

[bookmania]

[monsieurcouture]

A Cold Wall F/W 2019 Menswear London Fashion Week

[dollpoetry]

I crave touch, yet I flinch every time someone is close enough.

I have become rather fearful I suppose.  (via dollpoetry)

[xerospaced]

My mood has dropped dramatically and I guess it’s good we’re not conversing just now coz I’m deffo splitting rn and I don’t wanna put this negative energy out there just to regret it.

It’s great when you start understanding your behaviours and feelings and are able to prevent yourself from acting out.

But it sucks that you still have to bear and deal with it. And feel like shit. And doubt everything.

And coz you know it’s not right you have to do it alone. Coz they’re nowhere near able to understand such intricacies of your mental state yet.

Can’t ask for reassurance coz there’s no way of explaining such things via text.

Guess I’ll just be here slowly sinking and wait for the come up.

[j--waves]

sup y’all i’m back, new hormones who dis ?

[laviedejas]

Something is not right….my mental health is off….and no one around me notices….

[jazminesullivan]

WHITNEY HOUSTON Waiting to Exhale dir. Forest Whitaker, 1995

[j--waves]

True beauty. Rest in peace.

[femalerappers]

[earth-and-skin]

Dreamy postpartum love 🌸 :: Repost from sweet mama @tajajanel

[j--waves]

Let the hurt begin.

[77ms]

[queenjsxo]

[shadesofblackness]

Anok Yai for British Vogue September 2018

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[burningmine-deactivated20230217]

When people tell me, “Trust your gut! Follow your intuition!” Like, bitch, I have anxiety. My “gut” is usually telling me that everyone hates me and that I’m going to die. I can’t trust what that motherfucker tells me.

[mjalti]

I used to think i was introverted bc I really liked being alone but it turns out I just like being at peace & I am very extroverted when I’m around people who bring me peace

[mooonjellies]

Marty the Adventurer