Waddup?

Hey, I'm Jackie. I'm eighteen, and I live in the pst time zone. I've been roleplaying for five year, and I have no life. sc_online_t(901797,"homie(s)","#b4b4b4"); Tumblr Users Online Counter

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I've been so busy with school, but I really need to write. I may take a hiatus from helping, as well as roleplaying in groups. Being as that may, I still can get on mobile. Would anyone like to 1x1? Para is much appreciated, but I can do gif chats. Just don't expect me to reply every hour, but I can still fit in at least 10 replies a day. Message me. I'm down for anything. I'll even play the guy. I'm despereate, ok.

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❥ Here is 90+ roleplayable and labelled gifs of the goddess known as Kalel Cullen. All of these gifs are small and are high quality. None of theses are mine. If you made them and want me to take them down, submit the gif hunt link and the gif you want taken down! If you use this, please like it- and if you’re an rph, please reblog this! Thanks! Shoutout to iansthighs or providing us with all these lovely gifs!

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My doctor, family, and friends come up to me and say: "You have to lose weight. If you want to be comfortable with yourself, that's what you have to do."

And listen, I get it. I really need to lose the weight. But who ever said I was uncomfortable? Sure it sucks when there is a shirt I like that I don't fit in, or my crush will never like me, but I don't feel physically or mentallyuncomfortable. And get this; I don't feel fat. What? Don't you feel how big you are?? Don't you constantly think about it?

Um, no? If I sit here and do my own thing with no one giving me shit, I don't feel fat. I feel normal, I feel okay. Of course if some asshole keeps pointing it out, it starts to get to me- but being on my own I don't feel out of the norm whatsoever. I don't feel sick, heavy, or any kind of that shit.

If I was given the option to remain the same and have NO ONE bully me over it, then I might as well stay. Society has a certain weight and height requirement though, in which if you don't weigh that amount, or youre not that tall, you aren't good enough. I mean sure it would be great to wear things that I can't right now: but when I think about it, I can wear those things? I just need to get them in my size? It's society putting me down which is why I can't wear them.

Yes, I know for health reasons it's not good to be 'fat' ( I feel like putting a label or term, no matter it is fat, obese or whatever, is horrible. like you are calling me a thing that I have in my body?? what??) But guess what, I have insurance. I have a doctor. I've had a blood test done in the past two years.. They took seven viles because even my dick doctor though that I'm some beached whale who must have 100 problems.

but woah get this: I have no health issues. I mean if I lost the weight, great. But with the blood test coming back and the physicals I've had, my life isn't in danger. Sure if I gain weight this can change but I've been at a steady weight- around thesame for about three years now. 

I don't know. I would be great to lose weight, but right now I'm okay. In the future I know I'll have to- but a lot of people including close family members and friends have been pressuring me to do it lately. I know, do it! Before it's too late! But with school and college applications I'm already stressed out enough.

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I know you don’t like to talk, but you gotta do it for her.

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No ones requesting things, so I"m going to queue some shoutouts and work on a gif hunt for Nathan Stewart-Jarrett. He's a hottie, and I seriously need people to start playing him.

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So, I'm officially on. Request some stuff? School went well. I have CSU English, Teacher assistant, AP Macroeconomics, Career Math, Anatomy & Physiology, and French 3-4. Can't wait to dissect that lamb brain, though. Ooh, also I'll probably be openning my roleplay, so keep an eye out.

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Brb crying because i got in the english class in which all of the students in the top percentile was put in. That and i get to dissect a lamb brain in a few weeks ayeeee

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my mood went from over 9000 to literally -400. my dad is such a dick, god.

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Hi, Jackie! Would you mind giving us an opinion, please? Thank you so much!

It’s not a problem, boo thang. Your url is a little long. Maybe there is something you can change it to? Keeping it short makes it easier to remember. If you want people to remember your roleplay, you gotta keep it simple! Other than that, your icon and header look great. Your theme looks pretty nice, no complaints in that deparment. Your plot is pretty common, to be honest. And considering that summer has come to an end, I feel like camp roleplays are out of date. 

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do you have any good backgrounds for a nature type rp like something or trees thats ( if possible ) pre edited? or where do ya'll get your bgs for themes?

I usually just use google or deviantart! If those don’t work for you, just remessage me and I can make a msterlist of background for you.

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I'm baack. School tomorrow, sadly. But hey, I'm on for now. Anyone need some help?

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[anon from the other night] well what i though was, possibly you could create a story where there's a girl who's ollivanders apprentice and, for awhile now, she's been wanting some wood from the whomping willow for its magical properties, and when she goes to the tree to get it, she meets snape???? marauders time?

I've actually thought of doing an Ollivanders apprentice one before. I suppose I can, but I might update slowly. But hey, I'll get it done. I'm not sure what I'll title it, so if you could message me off anon I could give you my fanfic account.

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ugh im so tired but tomorrow (technically today) is the last day for summer vacation, and I'm dreading going back. like i don't want to waste the day?? brb crying.

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After an hour of working on my roleplay, and six hours on AP Bio homework, I'm back. Does anyone need some help?

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If i send you a fanfic prompt for hp, would you consider writing it? If you like it, i mean...

Possibly! Is this Jill?I think it’s Jill.

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as a skinny person, you are catered to and you don’t even realize it. did you ask for that? no and i understand that. but you will never cry your eyes out in a dressing room because even the largest size doesn’t fit. you will never deal with rejection from a guy solely because of your weight. you are socially accepted. is any kind of body shaming disgusting? yes. but please don’t act like you’d rather be fat.