The Slow Wave Goodbye  (11/29/20 - v1.10)
Chapter 1
By Jackson1066
It was early fall in south Nashville. Â There was a nice breeze and I could smell a cook-out nearby. Burgers I think. Â I looked at Beth. Â She was beautiful. Â She looked back at me and smiled. Â My heart melted. Â Her hair fell loosely around her face and to her shoulders. Â The late afternoon sunlight reflected in her eyes and I could pick out colors from the foliage. Â Browns. Â Golds. Greens. Â She wore jeans and a loose fitting blouse. Â I loved that look on her. Â Â
I opened the basket in front of us and saw it held our favorites. Â Potato salad, Scotch eggs, sausage rolls, coleslaw, biscuits, fried chicken and our favorite Riesling. Â She was laughing at something I said. Â Whatever I said made me feel silly, but it always made me happy that she laughed anyways. I ate some chicken and held her hand. All of a sudden, she stopped laughing and quickly looked me in the eye. Â Her face turned serious and she reached towards me...
I felt something rub my cheek.  My eyes opened quickly, and I shook my head.  I was startled.  I thought to myself; I need to get more sleep.  My alarm had not gone off, so I slowly closed my eyes.  A minute later, again, something rubbed my cheek. I sat up, and a voice inside my head said, ‘Get up…’. Â
I looked at my clock and saw it was blinking ’12:00’. ’Oh shit!’ I thought.  The power must have gone off during the night.  I quickly glanced at my chronograph.  I was sure that I had overslept.  I was relieved to see the time was 5:16 am.  ‘Thank god!’ I thought.  I was supposed to get up at 515am to catch my flight.  I was flying to Chicago to close a deal I had been working on for over 6 months.
I got up, did a few pushups, and quickly made the bed. I walked to the closet and grabbed my packed suitcase. Â I placed the suitcase on the bed and then made my way to the kitchen to start the coffee maker. Â When I re-entered the bedroom I stopped and stared at the bed. Â I paused for several seconds, slouched and felt an emotional wave take over.
Beth was killed in a car accident two months ago. She was driving home from work when a car crossed traffic and hit her head-on. Â She was likely killed instantly. Â I found comfort in that. Â As the days passed, I discovered that I paused more and more often to stare at where she once slept. Â My chest knotted up. Â After a few more seconds, I shook off the feeling and made my way to the bathroom to take a quick shower. Â
I finished showering and got ready. Â I looked at my reflection and began to think about what I needed to do to close this deal. Â If I can close this business, it would change my life. Â I wished Beth were here to share this experience. Â She was always supportive, even during the toughest of times. I pictured her smile. Â That calmed me.
I finished in the bathroom, got dressed, grabbed my suitcase, and turned back to look once more at my bed.  I then remembered to set the correct time on my bedside clock.  I looked at the clock.  The clock said 546am.  I looked at my watch.  That was the correct time.  I was confused.  Did I dream the clock blinking ’12:00’? Â
I needed to get going. Â I shook my head, turned around, and headed to the kitchen. Â I grabbed my coffee and headed to the front door. I turned off the lights, closed and locked the front door, and walked to the car. Â I placed the suitcase in the trunk and got behind the wheel. Â I started the car, turned my head, and began to reverse.
A few seconds passed, and I heard a voice say, ‘You’ve got this….stay focused.  Believe in yourself…I want to help…I miss you’.
A calming feeling came over me. Â I stopped the car. Â I slowly turned to face forward, and through a window, I saw a light was on in the den. I then saw Beth standing in the window. She was smiling and waving slowly. My heart melted a bit. Â A few seconds later, the light went out, and she was gone. Â
I smiled and took a deep breath.  I enjoyed the calming sensation.  I thought, ‘Thanks, Beth…I needed that…until we meet again…I miss you...’.
END CHAPTER 1
Hopefully to be continued…
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