night changes
âMaybe we both shouldnât be so defensive. Maybe then we wonât be at each otherâs throats so much.â Drew suggested and shrugged. He wasnât sure how Jackson would react to that - part of him believed it would only piss him off further. Why would Jackson want to be less defensive around him? Him agreeing would be a surprise. He nodded, smiling a little. âI know Iâm an asshole most of the time but I never meant it to⊠hurt your feelings.â He spoke carefully, not wanting to annoy Jackson again. He couldnât help but let his smile get a little bigger. âI am. Not happy about the way I got you to confess to that but Iâm happy.â He bit his lip for a moment. âIâm desperate for you too, by the way. And not just for your money, before you think that.â He blushed at his confession. Normally, he would have played it off as that but right now, it seemed more appropriate to admit the truth - though Drew would deny that it was. âIâm not crying.â he repeated, more forcefully this time. He scoffed at his words but it came out somewhat broken. There was no point in denying it any more. âContrary to whatâs currently happening, Iâm not that fragile.â he said, pulling back a little to look at him. âSure, Iâd have been pissed but I would have understood if you didnât do it.â He lifted a hand, not quite sure what his intent was before he put it against Jacksonâs chest. âYou like to say youâre bad at this normal people stuff and that itâs not what youâre used to, or whatever butâŠâ He half shrugged. âYouâre not as bad as you think you are.â
âCouples of day.â he echoed, slowly nodding. Again, that wasnât ideal but Drew knew they couldnât do this forever, that was ridiculous. Looking at him, Drew guessed that Jackson wouldnât be too bothered by his departure. Heâd be fine with that. Probably. Drew shrugged, he was trying his best not to be upset with that. In hindsight, doing this was probably a mistake on his part but it was too late to back now. Heâd just have to remind himself of what heâd been told - there was no room for love, there was probably no room for another other emotions besides a handful. He could deal with that, heâd force himself to deal with that. âI donât want you to go slow on a compromise like that.â he said. âIâm not paying you to fuck me, itâs the other way around. So donât compromise for me. If slowâs not your thing, itâs not your thing.â He shrugged then added, âI like it rough anyway, so itâs fine.â He turned his head away from Jackson, a bitter expression on his face. He may have basically admitted to being jealous but that didnât mean he liked it being pointed out to him. Heâd never felt such intense jealousy before but heâd never been with anyone like Jackson before - this was different. âSo what?â he muttered. âIâm allowed to be, okay?â He took in a deep breath, leaning into his touch. âThereâs more than one pizza place. Theyâre probably better than that one.â He frowned at the mention of a discount, shaking his head. âGet your stupid discount if you want, he wonât be as good as me.â He muttered the last part, a little shocked at his own vanity. A shaky breath left his lips and he pressed against Jackson, his body heating up with desire. âArenât you lucky that Iâm eager to please you , huh?â Pulling Jacksonâs hands off of him, he pushed him back towards the chair. âIâll show you why you choose me and not him.â
Jackson matched his shrug. âI guess.â He said, glancing away. Was he that defensive? He just didnât want him second guessing him or coming for him. âI donât like fighting you. Iâll... try to be less defensive.â Jackson bit at his lip, finally looking back at Drew. âI hope you werenât, that wouldnât be very nice of you.â He teased, rolling his eyes. âNext time youâre an asshole Iâll just spank you.â And he meant it, heâd just give into his wants and pull him over a table or his knee. âExcept youâd probably like it so much youâd be a constant ass.â Drewâs smile only made Jackson feel a bit more embarrassed about his confession. âStop smiling so wide, youâre going to blind me.â He was glad that Drew was happy, but Jackson wasnât thrilled that he admitted it. âNot just for-â Jackson paused, a playful smirk on his lips as he admired the blush on Drewâs cheeks. âItâs my dick, eh?â He was trying to be more... fun, playful. He wasnât sure if he was succeeding or not, but he didnât want to think that there was any way, shape, or form, that Drew would ever develop feelings for him. âYouâre not crying, I get it.â Jackson eyed him, still not 100% believing him. âI know youâre not fragile, but I...â Pausing, he wasnât sure why he was trying to defend himself when it comes to caring. He wished Drew hadnât pulled away, he almost reached forward to pull him back. âI want to do whatâs best for you, though, always.â Was that so bad? âI-Iâm trying.â Looking down at Drewâs hand on his chest, he relaxed some.Â
Jackson didnât want Drew to already think about leaving, but it was his choice. âYou might need a new car, or a fancy new game system. Maybe a Masters program.â Heâd shell out the cash, most likely- trying not to get too ahead of himself. âOr we could fuck for free, if you like it so much.â Jackson joked, shaking his head, knowing Drew would never go for that. âSex for vacations. Still up for Italy next week, baby?â He was eager to take him abroad, especially after his excitement about it. âGood, Iâm glad you like how I fuck you. But I am an old man, I might need to slow down. Sometimes itâs good to go slow, fuck you deeper and harder.â He felt harder already, just thinking about it. âIâll fuck you however I want, better? Iâm sure youâll love it however I give it to you.â His hands wanted to explore him, Jacksonâs mind was buzzing with excitement. It was hard not to be around Drew, he was gorgeous and the last time they were together he had the best sex of his life. It would only get better once they learned more about what each other like. âYouâre more than welcome to be jealous. Itâs hot.â He admitted, reaching up he traced Drewâs cheek. âYou can make me pizza then, since you crave it so much. Weâre going to run out of shops until we find one purely run by women. Trust me, baby, no one is as good as you.â His jealously was making his chest thump in his chest, he was surprised by how much he genuinely enjoyed it. Jackson lost his breath for a moment, Drew pressed against him. âFuck.â He breathed, letting Drew lead him back on the chair. Sitting back, he loosened his tie and watched up at him. âIâve been waiting for this for a long time now, baby. Show daddy how much you want him.â He wanted to touch him, pull him down on him- but he let Drew do what he wanted. Parting his legs, he watched up at him, his eyes burning with desire.








