Armie

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[jada-poetry]

I'm never getting out of this house, am I?

There is blood on my hands and a knife in your side - I didn't do it. I couldn't have. Over and over, I yell into the obsidian void. My wailing falls on deaf ears; they know who the real monster is. It stares them in the eyes, feigning meekness. I am a coward pretending to be your savior.

Your blood will pool around you until there is nothing more that gravity can take from you. I will gaze out at the sight in front of me, knowing my trembling hands will do nothing to aid you.

I am never getting out of this house,

and you have no savior.

JAC 13/06/26

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I lie in wait for you. Something I find myself doing more and more as our relationship grows. I am surrounded by my thoughts- which are completely and utterly laced with only memories of you. Somehow, there is no me without you.

That is a disastrous fate; you breathing, living as if I am not engulfed in ruins.

As if you are not who ruined me.

JAC 11/06/26

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Your grief will ruin you; if you don't break the cycle, there will be nothing left.

I have tried to run against the tidal waves of time, but I am nothing if not a terrible swimmer.

I am nothing.

Time won't save you.

All we have is time.

There is nothing without you.

JAC 06/06/2026

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My heart yearns for something out of reach. I claw at the winds, hoping it might bring me closer to you.

I fail - it is in my nature to do so, but it doesn't kill the sting any less. Must the heavens burden me so. I am but a mere mortal on this plane of existence. Aching for you - praying you hear my sorrowful sobs and take pity on my soul.

That will never happens though. Yet, I still never make peace with it. My lungs fill with your scent only briefly.

- Make me your fool so I may relinquish all desires and aid you in mindless and trivial affairs.

JAC 31/05/2026

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A glorious feeling bubbles inside of me today and I wish it to never end.

[jada-poetry]

I dislike to say it, but I find it hard to go days without the presence of you in the walls of my subconscious. Why do you roam the places you shouldn't? You've force-fed me lies and I believed them. Something about you brings me inevitable joy, and I don't like it. To feel such dependence for you. To loath, yourself for caring for another; do you not see the problem? I can not breathe without you, though you are not my air I simply do not function the same without you. What have a become?.. What will become of me?

To sink or to swim- I find neither to be appealing as the waters are not safe for those who trot.

jada armani

18/03/2021

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Darling, I've traveled a lifetime to be within your presence. Trust me when I say nothing could come between me and the quarrel it to just to be here, in this moment with you.

Face to face with the absolute love of my damn life. Your lips kissed every naked truth my body could hold, and I releasing the being you have created.

[jada-poetry]

Terrible twos or terrible blues

I'm not sure what has gotten me so nostalgic for blogging again, but I hope at least this time it pays off.

Like maybe i'll actual write the book i've been putting off or- or even better get a fucking life

Is it such a crime 21/04/2026

[jada-poetry]

A Dream That I shall Never Wake From

never has a love so strong ripped my heart out where it lay. but you Melynda take the cake. I have wept every tear I could, but nothing of this world could truly reunite our friendship. With much love I bid you a great farewell. To meet again in another time is something I hope to experience again. This road we will have to venture to separately. You know I've always disliked goodbyes.. so maybe we could call it a long pause. We shall pick up where we left off- hopefully sooner rather than later.

goodnight Mack

8:07pm

19 September. 2022

Jada A.C

[jada-poetry]

Most days I hate the thought of life, but there are these beautiful moments when I run out of air laughing or the melody in the song sings to my heart and my soul remembers why I chose such a beautiful life to live. Yes, most days I hate existence but only in the present tense of such.

Life is so much more than survival so much more than the hatred I fester for it. Because after I inhale the breath post-laugh I realize how most days I am living for the thousands of moments like this.

- I wipe my tears and inhale deep, hoping to the Gods I experience such a time again.

7/21/24

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<3

[jada-poetry]

Most days I hate the thought of life, but there are these beautiful moments when I run out of air laughing or the melody in the song sings to my heart and my soul remembers why I chose such a beautiful life to live. Yes, most days I hate existence but only in the present tense of such.

Life is so much more than survival so much more than the hatred I fester for it. Because after I inhale the breath post-laugh I realize how most days I am living for the thousands of moments like this.

- I wipe my tears and inhale deep, hoping to the Gods I experience such a time again.

7/21/24

[jada-poetry]

I feel free, no longer am I under your preyful eye. When I breathe I don't feel like I have to breathe shallowly or walk on top of eggshells. I am proud of myself, but trust not; there is still a coward hiding behind the words I speak. Brainless courage has brought me this far.

fear the doe for you know not what power lies behind the fragile mask.

2021/04/25

Jada Armani

[jada-poetry]

I dislike to say it, but I find it hard to go days without the presence of you in the walls of my subconscious. Why do you roam the places you shouldn't? You've force-fed me lies and I believed them. Something about you brings me inevitable joy, and I don't like it. To feel such dependence for you. To loath, yourself for caring for another; do you not see the problem? I can not breathe without you, though you are not my air I simply do not function the same without you. What have I become?.. What will become of me?

To sink or to swim- I find neither to be appealing as the waters are not safe for those who do not tread lightly.

jada armani

18/03/2021

Updated: 07/06/2026

[jada-poetry]

I devoted my loving and caring energy towards you. When you felt out of place, and couldn't bring yourself to carry on another day. I was there to help and guide you through it all. You hurt the child loving you inside of me. I wont slip from this day forth you can bet it. You've ruined me.

2020 18, 5

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Scratch being mad.. I'm furious to put it simply I'm engulfed with anger. You never listen and i try.

I try to explain the pain and turmoil you'll be putting both of us into by doing this. "Nun of this will ever work out in your favor; what aren't you comprehending."

Life comes with her ups and downs, but you just seem to over complicate everything.

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"I remember daddy told me fairytales don't come true, you gotta make it happen it all depends on you."

~ I'm almost there.

[jada-poetry]

I'd like to be the first one to say " I'm sorry, sorry for the way you took my sweet kind nature and turned it into something it should have never been."

I've spent a portion of my life recovering from things I did not bring upon myself; I am sorry to the poor wilted souls I left with my venom for I was still lost upon our meeting with time. You never truly will be able to see the beautiful flower I've grown into.

~ Wilt or be wilted; you may only choose one fore in this game the truth lies in the recovery of a stolen tear shed from the eyes of those who watch.