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I Affirm EVERYDAY nonstop and I BELIEVE.

And even when I don’t , I know that it is DONE !!

There’s nothing left to do but enjoy what you know deep down that you have !! 💋🫶🏽🧘‍♀️xx

I KNOW I have my dream life and desired reality . There’s NOTHING I need to do but remind myself that I know . Maybe reminding means affirming or tapes or visualisation , but I’m not trying to get anything because there is absolutely nothing to be gotten .

I have everything I want ⭐️🫶🏽👙🌴💌🎸💄🧘‍♀️🌿xx

#Manifestation #bethatbitch #radio

bandagedthoughtsblog

charmedreincarnation

smashing-peaches

why tf is tumblr so repetitive, most of the posts on here go something along the lines of 'I am a sweet delicate baby angel kitten sent from Diet Coke heaven with a glass fragile baby pink unicorn heart and im skinny and I need an old man to come and abuse me'

come on guys.

wsummerr

Summer's in the air, baby, heaven's in your eyes.

lizzapizza111-deactivated202604

babydoll-4444

cutecupcakeangel

Like I’m just a girl.

shaysplanet

Hi shay I just genuinely don't know what i am doing wrong on my shifting journey, I try asleep, awake methods, different times of day, but its always something, like ive gotten symptoms or felt super close before during my methods, but ever since i noticed that its like nothing is happening, like all of my attempts feel empty and i keep getting demotivated in the middle of my method, at the beggining of my journey i was doing 1 and a half hour long meditations with ease, now i just get so demotivated after like 30 minutes, i open my eyes and then spiral into a breakdown, and i do have a good mindset imo, i dont think that i can't shift its just that i always mess up in some way, during sleep methods its hard for me to fall asleep, and now during awake methods, which were my go to, i just don't feel connected or i do feel connected but then the doubts flow up and i dont know its like i lost my ability to ignore them and i know you said that patience is key when shifting awake but i just dint know what to do when i start doubting, and yeah i probably have a problem with monitoring but i don't know how to stop it like i read like 50 blongs on how i need to stop but i just don't know how because then i monitor wether ive let go enough

and im sorry if this sounds like a vent but im genuinely so frustrated with myself because i know i was able to get close before so i dont know what im doing now

so one, you’re doing nothing wrong! you’re experimenting and finding your groove. as for your opinion on your mindset, i’d have to disagree. someone who trusts themselves does not spiral after every attempt. what i believe is going on right now is you’re being faced with your old beliefs while trying to incorporate your new ones and they’re fighting for the dominant position. that’s what the spirals are. it’s just your ego showing you a mirror of your old self and it’s up to you to decide if you’ll persist or not. but in order to persist, you do have to acknowledge your old self and say it has no power over you anymore (even if you feel sad or frustrated or annoyed).

second, you’re not messing up honey! when the doubts begin to come up, start looking at them like they’re actually alerting you to how close you are! the ego doesn’t like change, it wants things to stay comfortable and safe and familiar. so it’ll throw doubts out to see what sticks. but when that happens it just means ego is FEELING a change which means you ARE doing something right! isn’t that so cool? when it comes to monitoring, try to check out my recent perspective (it has the pink hearts gif) because maybe you don’t need to stop monitoring completely, but just switch what you’re monitoring.

anywho, i hope this advice helps you in some way and remember, you got this. shifting is inevitable. and you don’t need certainty right now to keep going. the best progress can be made when we have no idea what the hell we’re doing.

riacain

bloodgutsangelcakes

my depop order came i can stop being suicidal now

shaysplanet

stop trying to “arrive” in your DR. feel where you are and flow.

post inspo!

we always discuss how we aren’t separate from our drs, how there’s no disconnect between us here and us there. and yet every single time, you go into an attempt trying to arrive. trying to wake up as if you haven’t already been there the entire time.

why?

because you’re not actually trying to shift. you’re trying to confirm.

you’re trying to feel it here, see it here, know it’s happening here because you don’t trust that it’s already happening without your supervision. you start simulating the arrival, so you can monitor every sensation and know you’re doing it “correctly”.

but that’s just resistance to the natural flow of shifting. it’s pressure. when you feel like you have to focus on arriving in order to receive, you interrupt yourself from actually shifting because you’re over monitoring. you take yourself out of the experience and replace it with you watching yourself experience. when you focus too hard all it means is you’re performing. taking it so seriously so that you don’t “miss” the moment. but nowhere in this situation are you actually coming to terms with the fact that you’re already in your dr.

you’re just containing it. shrinking it into little parameters in hopes you can control and validate the shift before you allow yourself to flow into it. thats not what allowing yourself to shift means.

allowing yourself to shift is acknowledging that you already exist in your dr. therefore trying to create an entire narrative that doesn’t come naturally to you makes no sense. let the imagery come to you. let the dr chase you. you don’t have to have intense focus. you can just daydream and let it be chaotic because that’s flow. flow is not correcting the scene. it’s not steering every detail. flow is letting the information remain unfinished. it’s letting the picture paint itself.

allow the experience to be what it is! don’t dampen it by focusing on if you’re there yet. the answer is always yes! you are there. now trust that and allow your dr to form around you, instead of trying to forcefully form your thoughts around it.