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Everything is a sign in the universe when you're delusional

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I wish the thoughts in my head could automatically be written on Tumblr.

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Ang sakit ng singaw q huhu ewan pero mas ginaganahan aq kumain pag may singaw ako HAHAHA. Iba ung hagod ng pagkain sa bibig mo eh mas lalong nagiging malasa HAHAHAHA. Masarap na masakit HAHAHA. Naalala q tuloy ung isturi ni yani abt sa singaw at tawas HAHAHAH.

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I know that rejection is going to hurt me so much no matter what. I wonder how I will fee/reactl when I receive my biggest rejection because now, a small rejection hurts me so much and I take it personally hahha.

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Ribs will always be THAT song

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unti-unti ko nang nadidiscover yung attachment issue ko hahhaaha. partida, nakilala mo lang siya sa online randomly, na-attach ka na agad. nafelt bad lang ako kasi in-unfriend nya na lang ako bigla tapos sinabi nya pa sakin na maglalaro kami ulit bukas hahahah. maybe nagsinungaling rin aq sa kanya or akala nya girlie pop aq hahaah. idk. kailangan ko lang siguro to masulat para gumaan feeling ko. bigla akong nawalan ng gana mag valo hahaha. sabi nga 'what's not meant for you will disappoint you'. im such a weirdo. grown ass man btw. hanap ka ng pagkakaabalahan mo. haysssss, tama na nga.

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That was sad, actually. Parang ayoko muna magvalorant

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Feeling q lalaki tong batang ire

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Babae syaaaa huhu TYL. Sana di siya na disappoint na lalaki aq WHAHAHHAHAHA

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UPD: In-unfriend nya ko HAHAHA. She thought that I was a girl huhu.

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Feeling q lalaki tong batang ire

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Babae syaaaa huhu TYL. Sana di siya na disappoint na lalaki aq WHAHAHHAHAHA

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hindi na naman umaaayon lahat sa gusto ko

TANGINA NYONG LAHAT

NAKAKAPUTA KAYO KASAMA

MAKAGANTI LANG TALAGA AKO SA INYONG LAHAT TANGINA NYO

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Feeling q lalaki tong batang ire

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IG reels 🔛🔝

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You're boring as hell

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Am I performative or underperformed?

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KALARO

Iba pa rin talaga 'pag may kalaro ka—mas masaya. Laging nasa isip ko na gusto ko lang lagi mag-solo pero it hits different talaga 'pag may kalaro ka.

Idk why am i saying this haha. Na-attach lang siguro ako sa kalaro ko these past few days. Masaya naman siya kalaro. Minsan ayoko lang kasi nahihiya ako dahil malakas siya. Marami siyang naturong techniques sa 'kin.

Kaya rin gusto ko laging solo lang ako kasi nagiging dependent ako. Yung tipong nawawalan ka ng gana maglaro kasi hindi sila naglalaro.

Sana makahanap ako ng bagong kalaro hahahah.

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Runway & roleplay done. We don't need to do an interview and that's good. Final exam next and we're good to go. After that, enrollment for 1st semester, 4th yr. and thank you rhain bc our internship is now secured.

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Sobrang inggitero ko talaga. Pero sana someday, ako naman :).

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[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over