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National Infertility Awareness Week is April 24 - April 30! For more information on NIAW and for tips on how to spread this cause, check out the Resolve webiste!
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Uncertainty
Last night my husband I talked at length about the possibilities of children vs being child free.
I have mixed feelings and I definitely can not make up my mind. When I think about not having children before I can agree I feel like it may be now or never.
Many children are brought into the world with out such thoughts... or debates.
I'm just not certain. Could I stop try and be happy? Many women are....
...because my dogs allergic
So, out of frustration of inquiring realtives. (Most recently my husband's grand mother) I've decided to give random and equally absurd answers to: when are you having kids/ why don't you have children? ::: depends on when you're ready ::: ::: because our dogs allergic ::: Feel free to use accordingly. J
Unsolicited Advice? $#!*@
Just a fair warning I got sweary in my rant. *** One of my Mom’s sisters recently told me, “After my weight loss I got pregant. You just need to lose a hundred pounds." Oh no… my dear friend... that isn’t a typo this bitch told me I needed to lose a hundred pounds. Out of respect for my mother I kept my explicit language to a sort of minimum. I didn’t begin to conversation about my infertility and I answer questions when asked. I don’t mind talking about it. However, I fucking mind some dumb unsolicited advice. I keep my answers short when I don’t feel like exploring it further. Or crying. And just an fyi she lost 50 pounds starving herwelf. She will gain it back. You can't live off crackers and water. I swear to Christ I could have stabbed her. Luckily for me prison orange isn’t my color & I know it’s not going to be like OITNB. It was as if she wanted me to feel worse. I have been trying to lose weight. It’s a struggle. Ugh, what a thunder cunt.
I would gladly trade places.
PCOS Facts
I have seen so much misinformation about PCOS going around lately, and I want to say something, but I don’t have the energy because life shenanigans. So, here are some PCOS facts I shared a while back from this post, along with some new ones from the September Awareness Post, and here is the link to the mass PCOS post with updated information.
People can have regular menstrual cycles, and still have PCOS.
Despite the name, not everyone with PCOS has polycystic ovaries.
As of now, there 10 different phenotypes associated with PCOS.
Cysts typically seen in PCOS are actually the result of a hormonal imbalance, not the cause of the syndrome.
The diagnostic criteria for PCOS states that an individual has PCOS if they have at least 2 of the following 3 criteria: a. Irregular or absent periods, b. blood tests or physical signs that show high androgens, c. Polycystic ovaries.
Elevated insulin or insulin resistance is not part of the diagnostic criteria for PCOS, but are seen in the majority of people with the syndrome. (It is estimated that 50-70% with PCOS have insulin resistance.)
Fish oil is beneficial for all aspects of PCOS, from improving moods to quality of skin and hair.
A number of studies demonstrate that modest weight loss of 5-10% of initial body weight improves metabolic, physiological and psychological aspects of PCOS.
PCOS affects 5% to 10%, making it the most common endocrine disorder in women of childbearing age.
People with PCOS are at 4 to 7 times higher risk of heart disease compared to people of the same age without the syndrome.
Due to higher levels of testosterone, those with PCOS can build muscle easier than those without.
A percentage of people with PCOS also have endometriosis.
The United States spends an estimated $4 billion annually to identify and manage PCOS.
Reminder: you've got an empty uterus
This Valentine's day a group of friends and I went to see Deadpool & have dinner. (Side bar: go see it. Omg it was everything I could have hoped for.) Anyway after the movie the six of us went to dinner and sat in a booth. Girls on one side & guys on another. I'm stuck between my two newly pregnant friends. I am truly happy for them, it's wounderful. Sincerely I am happy for them. However mentioning four times how you wish you could have a bloody mary makes my blood boil. I don't need a reminder why you can not drink. We fucking know. I am open about my infertility issues and I feel as if it's being thrown in my face. Was it on purpose? Probably not but it doesn't take the sting out of it. During the corse of dinner I had the pleasure of the two of them mention they have the same, "pregant women problems." I don't say anything because I don't want to bring them down off their cloud of conceiving. It may be jealousy that this all stems from I'm not certain - coming off of yet another miscarriage it feels like it could break me. I might be crazy though but it felt like I was getting constant reminder of my empty uters.
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.
William Shakespeare (via quotemadness)
That's why winged cupid is painted blind.
This is my fur baby Loki Winchester. He is a year old now so might might bigger but just as cute. He has helped me dealing with the pain of yet another miscarriage. He will sit like a good boy and let me hug and cry on him. I am thankful he's my "first born" child. I love that dog. Even if he has clear the room gas and takes up most of the bed.
...everyone's pregnant
Seriously, everyone but me. I’ve been trying for the past 8 years to convince. In the past few months I’ve had a two friends give birth and three friends announce their pregnancy.
Sometimes I feel like the jealously radiates off of me. I don’t want to feel the anger … but it happens. My closest friend joked that she wasn’t having babies any time soon… *bam* pregant. I just cried…
The hardest thing lately is hearing words of encouragement that aren’t actually encouraging. How do I explain a pain this deep?