[jaeskitty]

OKAY OKAY WHAT AM I HERE WITH?

A GOOD NEWS😭😭

I JUST GOT INTO ONE OF THE BEST UNIVERSITIES OF MY COUNTRY AS A COMPUTER AND SCIENCE ENGINEER STUDENT😭😭😭😭

I am so happy oh my godddddddd.

[smartrabbit]

especially with his sister in the public eye it feels important to say. the loss of a loved one is an incredibly private matter and i hope we can collectively give the people he was close with space to get through this however they see fit. i don't want to see zoom-ins on peoples' faces to analyze if they have been crying or any judgements on someone's person based on their decision to work or not work for a while

[mistarover]

in light of moonbin's passing- it's okay if you distract yourself. it's okay if for awhile you just pretend like it didn't or isn't happening. you're not a bad person if you laugh at something else after hearing the news or smile or feel other feelings.

at the same time if you feel like you're wallowing in grief, that's okay too. it's a complicated process. it's hard to understand. all i know is that he'll be missed a lot.

[jaeskitty]

Fandoms aren’t families. Chances are your mutuals have sent you or someone else in the fandom anon hate at some point. The only thing you have in common is a music group you all like.

Hi Anon,

I strongly disagree with this thought. It's possible to have different point of views so i understand your pov but for me,fandoms have always been like my family. I have never recieved any sort of anon hate from neither my moots nor from the fandoms that i belong to yet. Family isn't something that can just be bound by blood. Family is a group of people who love each other and care for one another. Kpop fandoms are like this to me. I understand what you're saying but that certainly does not match my thought process. Our Fandom has lost someone we loved with all our hearts. Let us mourn. Thank you.

[jayscenic]

someone in a discord I'm in said something along the same lines, and I wholeheartedly agree.

the saddest thing about this is that moonbin will just become another statistic. in a few months or years, people are going to forget this. then another celebrity goes through the same thing and the cycle repeats. changes need to be made NOW—not just for the safety of idols and performers and actors and celebrities, but for everyone.

mental health shouldn't be such a taboo topic.

[mingyusbinch]

REST IN PEACE, DEAR MOONBIN (1998-2023)

[jaeskitty]

This is a situation that i didn't imagine even in my scariest thoughts. Our Moonbinnie was a star and he became a star. What hurts me more is to think about how much burden he must have had in his heart to be able to do this. It's scary how much a smile can hide.I hope it doesn't hurt anymore. I hope he's safe now. To all my fellow Arohas,Please be strong and send prayers to our baby's family and colleagues. And let's be here for each other. We're a family mourning a family member. Let's send prayers for our little starboy<33

[jaeskitty]

Hi, I saw your recent post and just wanted to reach out. I'm not sure what the best thing to say would be but I'll do my best.

I've finished my studies 5-6 years ago, I had times of good grades, times of bad grades, made choices I regret yet either way, looking at it now, my grades really became pretty irrelevant really soon. A couple years into working, and all of that becomes really unimportant. I'm not saying it's not useful to get good results, but it really doesn't define you or your future.

To have a relative, or multiple ones speaking to you so disrespectfully is what concerns me more than your results. I fear that they are projecting supperficial values onto you and treating you in a way no one deserves to. At the end of the day, you have not done anything to hurt them, yet they hurt you. I hope you know that you are not the issue here and I hope you don't internalise their words as you don't desrve it.

Seeing your personal posts, I hope you can hold onto yourself until you can have some boundaries from these harsh words you don't deserve. Your family if the one being dissappointing, no you. And a GPA means fuckall in life.

I hope you will feel better soon, and I wish you strenght in dealing with all of this. I'm not sure if my thoughts are of any use to you, but I just hope I can give you some suppport.

Hey<33 i had tears in my eyes while reading this. I really needed this right now. I'm so glad that you reached out and i truly appreciate everything you've said. Thank you so much for this<33

I was feeling very lonely but reading this made me feel alot better. Really. Thank you so much. I realy hope someday i can make my parent's proud of me. I really do. I'll prove to them that i am not a disappointment.

[jaeskitty]

Hey guys, today was my Higher secondary exam result.

I got gpa 3.92 out of gpa 5.00

I am the very first person in my family who got such disappointing,disgusting grade from science background. Even tho my parents did not say a word against it. My dad and my second uncle were super supportive of me. They were like "what's gone is gone, focus on the future. Look for what opportunities you have with the grade that you've got. We're here. There's nothing to be sad about" but my grandmother called me and told me "I am so disappointed in you. None of my children did what you've done. You're not even worth being my son's child. My children were brilliant students and You're the eldest of you generation but you got 3.92? I am so ashamed. Very much ashamed. It's hurting me so much". Even the guy i never got along with since middle school, who does little to no studies at all got a GPA 4.80. I can't believe he's trying to give me mental support rn. Him being nice to me feels so fake even though i know it's probably genuine. My third and fourth uncles were so disappointed like even i am disappointed in myself. I feel like killing myself rn. I dont know what to do. I gave so much efforts to this exam. I barely ate,slept,watched anything on my laptop and i did not even write fanfics during this time.i totally invested myself in this but what did i get? A GPA 3.92? I am such a disgrace like grandma's right. My dad must be so unlucky to have me. He deserved a better daughter, a better kid. I can't even give him a good result but he gives me the world. I hate myself for being this useless and worthless. I really do. Now i know that no matter how much i try to do something, I'll never do good. I'll always fail. Loser.

[tthatlavenderhaze-deactivated20]

[jaeskitty]

I just changed my blog name from Neozhoen to Jaeskitty.. moots please dont get confused lol its yo Reese girl,she's back<333

[jaeskitty]

When are my tags gonna start working??????

[jaeskitty]

Wowww my tags aren't workinggg

[jaeskitty]

Heyy loviesssssss. I came back after what? 6 months? Or more. Pleasee feel free to drop in requests filled with your ideas bc i am lacking them rnn<333

Smut requests are opennnnn.

[jaeskitty]

Blog under reconstruction 😫😫

[jaeskitty]

FINALLY MY COLLEGE IS OVER <33333333333

[theamazingbard]

"this better not awaken anything in me" i say as if i haven't slammed the snooze button at least 15 times