Sad Girl Shit

Young and depressed. My dms are always open and I'm always here to listen and I wouldnt mind a friend.. This is a place for me to just get things off my chest, block dont report! Welcome to my issues, hope you stay a while.

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I used to think we were going to be like a fairy tale. But the things you did to me? 

That was out of a horror movie.

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I wonder how many times I can "accidentally" burn or bruise myself before people start noticing

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I wish I had a better reason for being this broken but instead I'm just constantly drunk and alone, trying to fix the broken pieces of me with drugs and alcohol that never works.

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I would rather be broken than break someone else...

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I don’t think I will ever be enough There is something broken inside of me, like I am just made of broken pieces someone couldn’t quite fit together in the way they were supposed to. Like I was shattered at some point and they gave up before they got it right. I don’t think this is how humans are supposed to feel and now I am just sad and alone and scared and I think this is how its always going to be..

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One of the worst feelings in this world is mourning the loss of someone who isn’t dead, just not there anymore. When you have to go through the grief over someone who is still alive, they just don’t want you.

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I don't think I will ever be enough There is something broken inside of me, like I am just made of broken pieces someone couldn’t quite fit together in the way they were supposed to. Like I was shattered at some point and they gave up before they got it right. I don't think this is how humans are supposed to feel and now I am just sad and alone and scared and I think this is how its always going to be..

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damn I wonder what it's like to be happy

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I would do anything and give anything not to feel like this anymore. I just want to feel something else.

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I’m so sad and nothing helps. It doesn’t matter who I talk to I still feel the heaviness in my chest. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy

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Im content with the fact that love wasnt meant for me and some people are too damaged for anything other than occasional attention when it suits others.

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“To have someone understand your mind is a different kind of intimacy.”

— Unknown (via syntacked)

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I just have to hope theres something after this, that theres something better than everything leading up to this point because theres no way that this pain and this heartache is all there is

It has to be worth it..

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Its tragic isnt it?

Feeling so alone in a world this full of people? 7.5 billion other souls on this planet and it feels like you are going through it all alone.

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I hate that I'm always so alone, especially on nights like this where my depression gets the best of me and suddenly I realize how alone I am. I dont have anyone to turn to when this happens, I don't have people who are actually there for me. No one ever knows what to do and I just feel like even more of a burden. I feel like a burden all the time and I dont know how to reach out to people when I feel like the world is coming down around me and it feels like the only thing that will make it stop is just to stop existing. I dont want to feel alone. I just want to be able to connect to other people without feeling like theres something wrong with me, like I'm broken.

My mental health has never been worse and I'm crying alone at 2am bc I don't have people there for me and I don't know how to change that.

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Tonight is one of those nights where my chest feels heavy and I cant stop crying and I really just want someone to talk to.

I'm so tired of feeling so alone..

[oaluz]