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Rick listened to Jaime talk about his rough upbringing. Heâd worked several cases that had turned into domestic abuse charges from instances just like his and deep down he felt bad for him. âI figured that you were male. Iâm so sorry that you had to go through that. Unfortunately my apologizing probably doesnât make a difference but itâs still true.â Rick felt bad because he didnât mean to bring up painful memories for the other. He was just trying to make small talk, not expecting it to go like this.Â
âNo you didnât drag me into anything. Iâm the one who asked the question..â He turned down the county road that lead back to pavement and onto the highway. âI know what itâs like to come out as different and not be fully accepted. My parents raised me in the church and there came a time when I had feelings for my best friend Shane back when we were in highschool. I wasnât just attracted to him though, I also liked girls too.â Back then there hadnât been any real terms in his town. You were either gay or straight. The internet hadnât been a big thing so he couldnât very well research it.Â
âI told my mom about it and she sent me to a high intensity church camp. I was told to never bring it up again. My dad wouldnât talk to me for months after that.â That part really didnât change until after he married Lori and then Carl was born. âYou know what though, one of the only good things about the world being the way it is now..race, sexuality, religion. None of that matters now as far as how people look at you.â He was trying to bring in some silver lighting. He didnât know if it was working or not but at least he tried.Â
âSorry if that makes me sound like a preachy asshole.âÂ
He manages a smile before shaking his head. âNo, actually it is a lot of relief to be honest. Good to know that someone sympathizes and Iâm sorry that times were rough enough that sexualities like being bi or pan were not well known. Honestly, Iâm just glad to have found a community where I feel like given the appropriate amount of time, Iâll find myself. Itâs not been an easy process and trust me; as used to skirts and such as I am; not my favorite things. You tried running in them? Honestly, Iâm surprised I havenât gotten bitten from that alone. Just...pants feel weird and...You know itâs a whole thing.âÂ
âIâm sorry you had to deal with the religion aspect of it though because thatâs never fun and camps like that...all they do is teach kids to hate themselves because it certainly doesnât change who someone is. They just get better at hiding it.âÂ
He gazes out the window a moment. âWell, hereâs to hoping that things are easier on that front though that it takes this to make it so is a little sad.â Realizing that this was probably more morose than strictly necessary, he adds on, âThough to be fair; itâll be nice to make some new traditions with the group going forward.âÂ
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Looking up he sees that Jaime was in the room with him. âDid you bring me in here?â He asks him, lifting his shirt up to see the bandaged over spot where the wound was. At least it was stitched up so he wouldnât have to worry about bleeding out. Now it was just seeing if it was going to get infected or not. Thereâs no telling what that dick headâs blade had on it when it slashed across Darylâs skin. Daryl can hear the emotion in the otherâs voice. He leans back down on the bed there. âYou got me in here all on ya own?â He was surprised, not that he didnât think Jaime was capable, but Daryl was bigger than than he was and when someone was passed out like he had; the body turned into dead weight and could be a bitch to carry.Â
He lets him look over the bandage. âThanks for gettin me at the gate..did ya tell anyone else that Iâm in here?â He knew that if Carol or Aaron found out that he was here they would freak out. Theyâd find out eventually anyway, but the longer he could delay panic the better. Especially with everything that the group had been through recently. The thought of anyone of them getting killed over a rouge pack of survivors would be enough to cause chaos throughout the communities. Daryl didnât want to be responsible for that.Â
The archer sees that Jaime was shaking pretty bad and that his emotions seemed to be getting to him. âHey..Iâm okay..â He wasnât really all that great at comforting others openly, especially when it came to matters dealing with him. âItâs gonna take a lot more than some asshole with a blade to take me out..âÂ
âAdrenaline helps with a lot of things even someone as stocky as you,â Jaime replies quietly, âbut yeah, I got you here. Definitely wasnât leaving you outside.â His voice is still wavering even though he knows how stubborn the Dixon men can be. âThe others are aware but not aware of how bad it is yet so you have a day or two to avoid everyone traipsing in here concerned about you.â Jaime had suggested it and it had been agreed upon to keep it as a need to know basis.Â
âOh, before I forget,â he reaches and gets some pills and water, âHere, youâre on antibiotics to make sure nothing on that blade is going to make this moot point.â He gently sets them down beside the bed. âSo...I offered to play nurse for the time being and keep an eye on you until we know for sure. Know Iâm not as pretty as Carol but I donât think I do too badly.â Itâs an attempt at a joke because heâs sure if he doesnât use humor that heâs probably going to burst into tears which neither of them wants mostly because he knows itâll make Daryl uncomfortable and Jaime himself doesnât want to be that overly emotional.Â
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She shakes her head. âNo, just that Iâm going to be away for a few days helping Georgie with things.â This wasnât the first time that Jaime had babysitter for her, but thankfully Hershel Jr. was a little bit older now so he was easier to manage. âYouâre really doing me a big favor and Iâm so thankful for that.â Maggie gathered up her things and before she leaves she stopped and kisses him on the cheek. It had taken a long time for Maggie to be comfortable with the idea of seeing someone else, and she would always love Glenn, but she knew deep down that he would want her to be happy. His death was almost seven years ago now..
âCan I talk to you about some things when I get back?âÂ
Jaime finds himself smiling. âItâs nothing I canât handle,â comes his immediate assurance, âAnd of course, Iâm all ears for whatever you want to talk about.â To be honest, he had a definite soft-spot for the family heâd found along the way so he was more than willing to look after the members of the community if he needed to. Theyâd given him a home and a purpose.Â
And sometimes when things all went to shit, that was all the universe evened out as a score in some things. Seeing the boy, he smiles. âHey there, little man. âS gonna be you and me for a bit. And I do remember promising to teach you a few things about hunting if youâre still willing.âÂ
He gives Maggie another warm smile. âGo on and enjoy yourself, really. Hershel will be safe. Promise.âÂ
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Yes deep down Merle was angry with Jaime. He felt betrayed in some ways but he knew that right now he couldnât comment on it. He wanted to lay into him. Having feelings for another man was something that would have gotten you killed in his family, forget being disowned and being able to act like some sort of special little snow flake. You didnât dare open your mind or your mouth up to that sort of thinking. As Jaime gets into the car, Merle had his hand on the steering wheel, his knuckles were white and heâs got a hard line set on his jaw. He pulled out and hauled ass down the road wanting to get as far away as quick as possible. If the Governor found out that they just left like that he would track the two of them down and kill them. Merle has been apart of situations where that was the exact thing that happened.Â
âLook this is the way things gotta be. We aint gonna talk about you bein a dude or bein a tranny or a cross dresser or likin to take dick up your ass or whatever. You didnât tell me that information so I can only assume that youâve lied to me about other things. What I do know is that you have two eyes and from what Iâve seen youâre not bad at shootin or trackin.â He was uncomfortable talking about how his feelings were hurt because he was in love with Jaime and now itâs all turned upside down. He couldnât allow himself to be vulnerable like that.Â
âHereâs the map that blondie gave me back in Woodbury.â He tosses it to him. Andrea said that the last place Daryl was seen was some sort of farm off the highway. She had circled it for him. âWhere do I need to turn?âÂ
His jaw tightens a moment. This wasnât the time for this and he knows it especially in a closed vehicle, especially now when he had no where else to go but he had enough of the name-calling and the attitudes from his family back when they were alive. Heâd heard it all his life. He did not want to hear it from Merle. âDonât,â he grits out, âDonât you dare use those words, Merle Dixon. You do not get to be that sort of prick.â His tone is sharp, full of rebuke. âI donât care what your father told you about what a man can and canât do but you are not about to insult me. This is why I donât tell people because you all get so bent out of shape about stupid things that donât concern you personally like who someone is attracted to. And I wouldnât dress like a girl if I hadnât had to do it since I was six and my father decided to be more of a jerk than you can manage. So if you donât approve thatâs fine but keep your homophobic nonsense to yourself because I donât want to hear it.âÂ
His eyes focus on the map and he realizes his shaking slightly because it was never meant to be something for the other to get angry about but it was why he didnât say anything because it tended to get him put in danger. And end of civilization or the world or whatever and Jaime still wanted to survive it.Â
And maybe, just maybe the more red in his auburn hair put him in an contrary mood more often than not when someone pointed out things like this about him. Blue-gray eyes go stormy and he tries to tell himself to relax that upbringing could be a hard thing to wrestle with but it made him angry, bitter, and tired. People were exhausting and add in one he actually found appealing who clearly did not approve...well, he decides that at this point, if Merle finds his brother, Jaime is just going to find somewhere else to go because that was sounding like the best idea.Â
No matter how much it hurt.Â
âTake the next right,â he says with a quiet sigh deciding if he wasnât going to get a satisfactory response, he might as well just do as heâs told.Â
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Merle shakes his head. This was a lot, but he couldnât process it right now not with so much on the line for him. He wasnât great at explaining how he felt about anything. For him he usually just blurted out the first thing that came to his mind. This was one of those times. âLook I thought you had a pair of tits and a kitty between your legs. Turns out I was wrong. Seems to me like you have a bone instead. Thatâs not gonna affect how helpful ya are lookin for my brotherâŚand I want you there to watch my back.â That was the closest thing that Jaime was going to get to acceptance right now anyway.Â
âI wanna leave as soon as possible. Got my shit together in a jeep outback down a path. Nobody is runnin that route right now. Meet me there in ten minutes.â Merle shows him where to go and then heads that way. It will be less suspicious if they head out separately rather than together. He didnât want to run the risk of them being caught.Â
The response was fair, Jaime decides. At least the man hadnât decked him in the face. Pulling the door closed, he makes quick work of getting properly dressed and grabbing his bag. He tended to live like he was a few minutes away from leaving and even Woodbury couldnât relax him enough for that.Â
He knows that doing this; that going out alone with Merle as his only ally is definitely not a smart move considering the circumstances Jaime chooses him regardless. It as stupid and sentimental but this was important to him, Merle was important to him. Despite all the shit he was sure was about to come, he knows that heâd do a lot to stay in the otherâs orbit.Â
Jaime is just wise enough not to say that to the man. Definitely not.Â
So he makes himself ready and slips out making sure to keep a low profile as he heads for where the other is. He doesnât want them caught either because he knows exactly how that will end and he isnât quite desiring of being another head in a tank. Not at all. He carefully slips his bag into the back before slipping into the vehicle. âIf it makes you feel any better, which I know it doesnât; I do have your back despite...things I have yet to mention.â He sighs softly. âIt never felt right to be like, âoh by the way, Iâm a dude Iâve just gotten too used to dressing and being thought of as a girlâ. It definitely wasnât meant...â He shakes his head, âAnyway, letâs get out of here and find your brother and hope that the group he might be with isnât run by a sociopath.âÂ
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Rick was glad that the other decided to come with him. He knew that being cooped up behind walls was enough to drive someone to boredom. At least if you were out looking for supplies you could see new things and youâre helping the group all at the same time. âCome on, thereâs a town that I found on the map that we havenât picked through yet. Itâs one of those off the beaten path types of places. Itâs called Blackstone, used to be connected to a military base but itâs a small town.â He says as they load up the truck and get in.Â
âWeâre looking for anything useful but weâre running low on medical supplies and water. Also with winter right around the corner I figure we should be on the look out for warmer clothes and matches if we can find any.â They drive through the gates and head down the road. This was the type of run that was going to take the majority of the day and well into the night.Â
As they drive Rick smiles. âYou know, I remember back when the world wasnât full of walkers and people were doing normal things like working and having families. Now would be the time of year when I was working hard trying to see if I was going to get a Christmas bonus through the department. Carl was little and really into superhero stuff. I would have been trying to talk Lori into getting a real treeâŚâ He hadnât thought about that in a long time and the only reason it crossed his mind now was because of the temperature dropping.Â
âDid you have any family traditions?â He knew that it didnât matter now sometimes Rick still liked to talk about the way things were and reminisce on the memories of days gone by.Â
He pays careful attention to the list of things that would be needed because he had grown up detail-oriented. In a military family you did not miss the little things. So he makes a mental note for himself though is sure heâll remember. He had almost forgotten that winter was coming and that there was definitely going to be things needed for that to go as smoothly as it could.Â
At the question, Jaime smiles sadly. âHonestly, no. My family was lost when this mess started and things have...always been hard at home. Dad and brothers were in the military, mom died when I was five.â He gazes out the window a moment considering, âI came out as gay to my father when I was six. Thought that was a smart idea...I was an idiot and I wish I could have told that boy to keep his mouth shut but I hadnât known better. Thought my dad was a hero, you know. Until that day...â He swallows, âI know youâve noticed the getup, donât know if youâve been told but...Iâm male. I just...got used to feminine clothing since my father introduced me after the next reassignment as his daughter.â
He knows that he shouldnât talk this much especially not on a topic this generally morose but it was the truth. âSorry...donât mean to drag you into my mess like this...âÂ
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Daryl had no clue that he had been brought into the infirmary or that Jaime was the one looking after him. His body wasnât in the best of shape to begin with but really whoâs was anymore? The wound on his side was a stab wound, one that had happened in the heat of battle. Daryl had been checking traps and doing a supply run when he ran into a small group of guys that tried to jump him. He managed to take out four of the five with arrows but then there was one that caught him off guard and managed to slice through him pretty deep. Luckily he missed enough to important stuff to where Daryl wouldnât die from bleeding out but if it wasnât treated soon and properly then the wound could turn into a nasty infection. The son of a bitch that slashed him was dead now. Adrenaline had gotten the archer as far as the gates so at least he wasnât just out in the middle of nowhere as walker food.Â
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It takes him about an hour to come around. He opened his eyes slowly and looked about. His mouth was super dry and he could feel the pain on his side. Daryl tried to sit up and groans. âSon of a bitch.â He growled lowly. âHello?â His voice is rough. âAnyone there?â Daryl leans back on the bed. He knows that heâs in the doctorâs office. He recognized the room.Â
âDonât you dare move anymore, Daryl Dixon,â Jaime warns as he rises and comes into eyesight, âTook way too long to get you stitched up properly.â He tries and falls to keep the emotion out of his voice as his adrenaline had long since worn off leaving him absolutely terrified that despite better attempts heâd get an infection and taken by a fever.Â
Jaime knows heâs one of their toughest but there were no guarantees with the sickness that each of them carried that turned them no matter how they died. That was the worst discovery; that no matter what; death would bring them back and it would not be pretty. So he had been here at his bedside leaving only to go to the bathroom when heâd been sure that staying any longer wasnât feasible. He lightly checks the bandages to be sure that nothing had been pulled and as a focus that wasnât the fact that his voice was shaking and his hands were shaking and he was blinking entirely too quickly for comfort.Â
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"Hey Jaime. Are you up for going on a run with me? You're the only one without patrol duty today so I didn't know if you would want to or not?" - From Rick
The offer has his attention immediately and he gives the other man his undivided attention. Rick was someone Jaime respected and he was very grateful that the man let him into his group. He hadnât had to and it was...very appreciated. âYeah, count me in,â he answers immediately. Runs were always safer in groups or pairs because then at least there was someone to watch anotherâs back and to make sure that nothing was missed.Â
Going alone was risky and only done when there was no other choice or if there was too much to do but it never seemed to yield anything could. And sometimes it was a nice change of pace to get out and stretch oneâs legs. âWe looking for anything in particular or just what we can find?â
"Hey would you mind watching my son for a little while? I have a few things that need my undivided attention." Maggie asks Jaime with a soft smile.
The question has him blinking a moment before heâd smile and nod. âOf course, would not mind at all.â Heâd found himself gravitating in his way to being good with kids. Maybe it was just the parts of him that had wished his own upbringing had been better as a whole.Â
The fact that even now, even with the looming issues, life found ways of correcting itself, of balance was truly something impressive. There was no way of saying how they would fair in coming years but humans were a hearty race and theyâd survived some doozies. Perhaps theyâd survive this as well. âAnything in particular I should know about before you head off?âÂ
Beth didn't like to be vulnerable, not anymore. At one point when this all started and then it was revealed that people she cared about weren't sick, they were dead she had wanted to opt out and spare herself the pain. Then over time she grew stronger into the person she was now. Today was difficult though, the blonde let a memory get to her and she was having problems hiding her true emotions from the rest of the group.
Jaime could see that there was trouble brewing. Heâd watched enough people in his life to tell when someone was hurting. But he waits until thereâs no one around before he slowly approaches. âHey,â he murmurs trying not to spook the other, âYou alright? Look a little worn around the edges.âÂ
He wasnât sure if sheâd talk to him but he would offer nonetheless. What else could people do then be kind to each other? He doesnât see the point in cruelty or just letting things go. Everyone was in a bad place and sometimes the best a person could do was offer what they could.Â
And Jaime had never been one to ignore someone hurting. He doubted it was a lesson heâd ever learn. âI know...I may not be as familiar to you as some but I do listen really well if you want to talk.âÂ
Daryl came stumbling into the gates of Alexandria. He's shaking and bleeding from his left side. He barley makes it in before falling into the gravel and dirt below, all he sees in the distance is someone running towards him and then everything goes black.
Heâd noticed the figure from a distance and watched, almost horrified, to realize it was Daryl. And the man was injured. Badly. He scrambles from the wall and gets out of the gate before bolting and dropping down beside the other. âShit,â he whispers, âWhat the hell happened?â He knows he wonât get an actual answer as the other was unconscious and itâs more a rhetorical one regardless.Â
He carefully moves the shirt to make sure it wasnât what he feared and heâs glad that it seems to be a weapon wound and not a bite. There would not be much to be done were it a bite other than putting him out of his misery and that wasnât something that the auburn haired male really wanted to do.Â
He carefully hoists him up and makes his way for the opened gate to get him inside and towards their small doctorâs office. Itâs slow going and the early morning means thereâs no one to really help him and it means that he ends up on his own between the shifts. So he carefully settles Daryl onto a bed and gently draws the shirt off of him to get a better look at the injury. Itâs a clean wound and he can only hope it doesnât mean that trouble is coming in their direction because thatâs the kind of nonsense no one wants and carefully works on cleaning and bandaging the wound. âYouâd better stay with me, Daryl Dixon,â he huffs, âI do not want to tell the others you got your fool self killed.âÂ
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Merle stood there shocked for a moment as he sees Jaime in front of him wearing only boxers. He always thought that by the way the other dressed and sounded that they were a girl, but clearly that was not the case. Now he had to deal with his feelings towards it later. Right now there were more pressing matters at hand. Besides..the Dixon men were always told to shove their emotions down way deep and that expressing them was made for sissy boys and pussies. He normally would just spout off the first thing that came to mind but the shock of this kinda made him take a step back.Â
He shakes his head and looked away. âI found evidence that my brotherâs aliveâŚIâm gonna go look for em. Donât want the Governor knowin about it but I want you to come with me..â Merle didnât know if he would ever be coming back and didnât want to go without Jaime. âI know itâs a lot ta ask but I donât see myself bein welcomed back with open arms once he figures out Iâm gone..â He tightened his jaw as he waited for a response.Â
Jaime swallows and knows that this is a lot for the other to take in and they definitely need to talk about it. But certainly not here. Hearing the news, he knows exactly what Merle means; the Governor wonât be pleased with this and will probably not even allow it as he knows that Merleâs loyalty is to family and that despite the injury; heâs a very powerful ally.Â
But he doesnât belong here in Woodbury with his sibling elsewhere. And Jaime hasnât felt like heâs belonged anywhere so itâs not like heâll miss anything. âIf you...still feel that way despite what youâre now learning, of course Iâll go with you. There isnât anything here for me.â He wouldnât add on that heâd follow the man damn near anywhere because that was only going to make matters more complicated instead of less. And of course it all hinged on how he saw things and Jaime isnât sure how he sees things.Â
âWhen where you wanting to leave?â Heâs sure it is soon. Merle had always been one foot out of this place and Jaime hadnât blamed him. The Governor was...a piece of work and honestly the less someone stayed here the better. Safer, too.Â
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Dirty A-Z headcanon game
Send a letter for more information on my museâs likes and dislikes! Inspired by kinks discussed around the internet. The (explanations) are mere guidelines, feel free to elaborate as much as youâd like!
A - Alone time (how do they get off when theyâre all by themselves? do they watch porn, is it all in their imagination, do they jerk off, do they use toys?)Â
B - Bondage (do they like it? do they not? do they prefer to be the one being tied or the one doing the tying?)Â
C - Crying (is it a turn on? a turn off? do they cry during sex? have they cried during sex? what was the reason?)Â
D - Dominance (do they prefer to dominate, or be dominated? do they have experience as a Dom? Do they have a Dom that they trust already? What kind of things do they enjoy as/with their Dominant partner?)Â
E - Extra info (any other fetishes? feet? leather? role playing? blood? fantasies that they might want to experience not on this list?)
F - Food play (do they like using food in the bedroom? are there any foods they prefer to use during sex or foreplay? any theyâd like to try?)
G - Group sex (would they have a threeway? four? an orgy? do they put on a show for spectators? or do they like to keep it just between them and their partner?)Â
H - Humiliation (does degradation and insults get them hot? do they get off on humiliating someone else? what kind of humiliation is good for them?)Â
I - Impact play (hereâs where talking about things like spanking, paddles, canes, floggers and the like.)Â
J - Jelly (what kind of lube are they using? is it flavored? have they tasted it? do they prefer to use something other than real lube during sex?)Â
K - Kissing (what parts of their body do they like having kissed? what parts of their partner do they enjoy kissing? do they like leaving marks / having marks left on them?)Â
L - Lighting (are the lights on? off? do they have some kind of mood lighting set up?)Â
M - Masochism (do they like pain? scratching? biting? being bossed around? spoken down to? choked?)Â
N - Not yet (orgasm delay? orgasm denial? do they tell their partner not to touch themselves for a certain amount of time or under certain circumstances? do they delay or deny other things like bathroom usage or food? do they need to beg first? do they like being denied / delayed?)Â
O - Outdoor sex (have they ever done it in public? would they? where?)
P - Photography (are cameras allowed in the bedroom? do they send nudes? do they ask for nudes? would they ever record themselves having sex / being caught up in a sexual act?)Â
Q - Quiet please (whatâs the volume like in the bedroom? are they quiet? do they scream? do they like a loud partner? do they prefer if their partner is more soft spoken?)
R - Routine (do they have a routine when it comes to picking up one night stands? do they have scheduled sex with their partner? are things spontaneous or planned ahead of time?)Â
S - Sleepy sex (do they give oral to wake their partner up? do they like receiving oral to wake up? do they like fucking their partner awake? being fucked awake? how about being fucked to sleep at night? do they have lazy morning sex?)Â
T - Top or bottom (self explanatoryâŚ)Â
U - Underwear (what kind of underwear do they put on in the morning, if any at all⌠do they own any sexy underwear or lingerie?)Â
V - Voyeurism (do they like to watch, or are they more hands on? are they more of an exhibitionist?)Â
W - Water (pool sex? bath / shower sex? are they into watersports at all?)
X - X-dressing (do they crossdress as a part of teasing / foreplay? does crossdressing turn them on? turn their partner on? do they prefer to do it or watch their partner crossdress instead? do they use other costumes? cat ears, tails, etc?)Â
Y - Yes, Master (what kinds of names are used during sex? do they like being called master / mistress, daddy, etcâŚ? what names do they call their partner?)Â
Z - Zones (what are their erogenous zones? what spots on their body should be touched, bitten, kissed, when someone wants to get them in the mood?)Â
NSFW Ship Specific Questions for your muse and their ship(s)
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1. Do they like to top or bottom their s/o? 2. What is their favorite part of their s/oâs body? 3. Are they a couple that likes to cuddle? 4. Are they adventurous in bed? 5. Do their sex drives match? 6. What is their favorite intimately sexual thing to do to their partner? 7. What is their favorite intimately non-sexual thing to do with their partner? 8. What is the one thing their partner can do that will automatically turn them on? 9. Do they keep it in the bedroom or just do wherever they happen to be? 10. What is their favorite position with their s/o? 11. Are they into dirty talk? 12. Clothes on or off? 13. Are they into bondage at all? 14. Are they comfortable talking to each other about their fantasies and desires? 15. Have they ever been caught having sex? 16. About how many times a week do they have sex? 17. Do they sext/send naughty pictures/write each other steamy loves notes? 18. Any bedroom specific nicknames for each other? 19. Are they loud or quiet? 20. Do they like to play games or tease each other before sex or even foreplay?
Merle had found new evidence that his brother Daryl was alive and he wanted to go looking for him. Normally he would just take off without worrying about the consequences but now he had someone else to think about. He goes up to Jaime's apartment and knocked on the door. "Jaime, ya there?" He barked roughly.
Heâd had a long shift on the wall the night before; uneventful but exhausting so heâd tried to get a few hours of sleep to recharge which is interrupted by banging on the door and Merleâs loud voice. Groaning and rubbing his face, he drags himself from the bed clad only in boxers before crossing to the door and pulling it open. âThere a fire or somethinâ?â he asks groggily. It takes him a moment to recall that this is the least amount of clothing the other has actually seen him in since theyâd met in Woodbury and he goes still a moment. Itâs like being doused with cold water as he couldnât remember if they ever actually discussed what his gender actually was and he swallows. âUmm...so...what can I do for you?âÂ
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⤠- a memory of death/loss
Past experiences help shape who we are currently, how we see the world. Send in a symbol and Iâll write a drabble of one of my museâs memories.
He still saw it in his nightmares on days his stress was at itâs peak. It was one of those things he was sure might fade with time or better memories but those were few and far between. The infected were just getting started and his father and hustled him, and his brothers Gregory and Vincent to a familiar cabin owned by a man theyâd grown up knowing as Uncle Stan (he wasnât related but one of his fatherâs closest friends) to wait things out. Of course things go from bad to worse and Uncle Stan gets sick which involves and the man meets his end outside in a shed courtesy of Jaimeâs father. Heâd immediately headed for a bottle of whiskey and disappeared from view. Of course Jaime would be sent on a run by Vincent and needing out and away as he tried to wrap his mind around this wasnât about to argue. He was careful, maybe too careful and it takes a few hours before he decides to return a little concerned at no contact though he had at first thought it was just from the tense situation. Heâd come back to the house being dark and quiet and something had told him it wasnât good. But he still goes to check. His quiet, âDad?â at the door of the room the man had occupied in the last couple of weeks comes with no answer. He knocks and repeats the inquiry. Nothing. Slowly, carefully, he opens the door unsure of what he would find and definitely not ready for what he did. Heâd stumble backwards into the hallway as his mind struggles with comprehending the enormity of the choice made. True there was no love-loss between him and his father and heâd long since believed heâd ever be accepted as he was that was still the man who had sired him. A man who had clearly decided this wasnât a world he wanted to live in. Jaime had immediately gone to his oldest brother, Vincentâs room and doesnât even bother knocking and just pulls the door open. A soft, sharp sound escapes him and he shoves the door shut before gazing at the partially opened door Gregory would be beyond. Slowly, shaking and struggling to breathe, he reaches and pushes the door open. And the parts of him that had one day hoped things might be better, might get mended, are shattered at the sight. Breathing hitching, he pulls the door shut and leans heavily against it. So this was how it was? The world went to hell and men he knew had made a life out of being tough... He couldnât follow that thought to itâs completion and stumbles back down to the couch heâd been using pressing his face into a worn pillow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow he was getting out of here because he wasnât staying in this tomb. He couldnât. And he could not go back into those rooms. One more night. He could grieve but tomorrow he had to plan. And he would plan. Because he wasnât letting himself give up. Not yet.Â