Cnut

Eddie he/him

[silverhawk]

everything i say??? cringe.

everything i think??? cringe.

everything i post????? cringe.

every time i breathe????? cringe.

[silverhawk]

everytime we touch??????

i get this feeling and everytime we kiss i swear i could fly cant u hear my heart beat fast i want this to last

[keatonpatti]

[sizvideos]

People recreate photos of their immigrant ancestors

[caliphorniaqueen]

this is beautiful

[queenofnots]

my heart….

[lainathiel]

WONDERFUL

[pinkcheesegreenghost-deactivate]

i live for this

[boyswanna-be-her]

This picture i took of hector while i was drunk last night looks like a damn renaissance painting

[youremybrandnewday]

Hector

[boyswanna-be-her]

Hector

[deerthing]

georges de la tour, la madeleine a la hector, 1640

[mithraxx]

funny how when a “straight” person finds themselves surrounded by a bunch of gay and lesbian and bisexual friends they often end up realizing they aren’t straight it’s almost like heteronormativity and being surrounded by heteronormativity keeps people in the closet and being in an environment where gay love is more normalized allows people to connect with parts of themselves they otherwise probably wouldn’t be able to

[piss-bong]

[miniar]

Here’s my situation. (aka, Miniar’s always broke)

First up, who/what am I?

I am a 35 year old from Iceland.  I’m disabled, both physically (fibromyalgia and hypermobility) and mentally ill (chronic depression, anxiety, and ADD). All of my conditions are currently going untreated as I can not afford treatment. I’m queer; Transgender, pansexual, as well as polyamorous and kinky.  I’m also a parent to a teenage daughter. (Her wellbeing and happiness being my first priority in all things.)

Iceland has disability payments which I qualify for but it isn’t enough to cover the basic cost of living.  Iceland has single payer insurance, but that doesn’t mean that my access to healthcare is free or easy to reach. 

Iceland is one of the most expensive countries in the world to live in.  I try my best to make good choices and if I am careful, lucky and don’t spend a single coin on anything else, my disability can barely cover rent and enough food so that my daughter is fed. 

But this isn’t the only things that need paying for.  All the little things that make the difference between “barely surviving” and “living” aren’t free. 

I do have the help of some loved ones, but it’s not always enough, and the constant strain contributes heavily to the worsening of my various symptoms. 

Hence this post, which I will update/redo as my situation evolves. 

Things I can’t afford but need to tend to: 

- My daughter starts school tomorrow (friday august 18th 2017) She needs schoolbooks and other school supplies. sorted, more or less

- My daughter needs new glasses. 

- My daughter could use more sweaters and other clothing.

- One of the dogs probably needs to have his anal glands removed.  (This requires a trip to Rvk with a dog that hates car rides and where I don’t have a place to crash that allows dogs… )

- I need to either repair my Bosch Athlet vacuum handle or replace it. Repairs primarily require a very specific screwdriver that I haven’t been able to find and a little bit of luck once I get inside the handle. Perfectly doable I think. 

- We need new winter tires.

- I need new glasses. 

- I need to replace my dryer. This is getting worse! And before someone suggests I just line-dry, this isn’t an option.  I have one of these little indoor drying stand where I placed one shirt that wasn’t dryer safe, in the sun, and it took well over a day for it to dry.  With winter coming, balcony drying is not gonna happen at all. Frozen pants are not an option!

- New Addition! A new malfunction light came on in the car…. Fuck. 

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These are the things I “know” right now that I need to tend to, and this is subject to change.  All my bills, including rent, are due the first of the month, and the next payday/paydate, september first, I’m not sure I can cover all my bills.  I don’t have any money at all right now. 

I try to be smart and not spend anything on anything unnecessary, but I do have poor impulse control and sometimes I slip up, mainly by deciding to, in the cheapest way possible, participate in something that costs money and is fun.  Mainly by deciding to live a little.  Usually, when I do this, something goes wrong.  Like right now, with the dryer. I went to pride, I spent a little bit of money on something happy, I came home, I did laundry, and the dryer isn’t drying things as well as it used to.  It was a cheap, used, piece of equipment and will likely be replaced with another cheap, used, piece of equipment, and I have made repairs on it myself once before, but now it’s not worth repairing again.  ___

Ok, enough bitching and moaning.  TLDR: Miniar is a struggling cripple with expenses that he can’t afford because fuck him that’s why!

I do however know my situation is nowhere near as dire as it is for a lot of people and I am already getting some help, and so I struggle to ask for more help, but honestly, I kinda need it. 

So, if you wanna help out, here’s how you can. 

I have a ko-fi. A couple dollars there always counts. 

I have an Etsy for my crochet, which is awesome btw, and any sharing of any thing from there is awesome. 

I have a side blog @theblindneedle for my crochet too, following that and reblogging/boosting the stuff I make and put there also helps. 

And, maybe, pass this on?

Thank you. 

[miniar]

I am actually getting concerned about the whole dryer situation… 

[cyborgsmanifesto]

dealing with the worst case scenario

your condom breaks

you feel a lump on your breast

your friends are ignoring you

you’re stranded on an island 

you got rejected by a crush

you get into a car accident

you got stung by a bee/wasp

you got fired from your job

you’re in an earthquake

your tattoo gets infected

your house is on fire

you’re lost in the woods

you get arrested abroad

you get robbed

your partner cheated on you

you’re on a ship that’s sinking

you fall into ice

you’re stuck in an elevator

you hit a deer with your car

you have food poisoning

your pet passed away

you fall off of a horse

you or your friend has alcohol poisoning

you have toxic shock syndrome

your house has a gas leak

[4velitta4]

I feel like this could be useful in my future

[astrologypixies-deactivated2016]

REBLOG THIS. I CANNOT STRESS HOW IMPORTANT THIS GUIDES ARE, BOOST THIS SHIT

[slimetony]

I forgot my tumblr password

[slimetony]

David Karp please get in touch with me my blog is on the line

[dreamgrl1998-deactivated2022072]

u guys ever wonder if someone’s using ur pictures to catfish

[square2017]

no some of us are ugly

[yungflowergirl]

I truly go into housewife mode when im someones girlfriend like I will make u pancakes and bacon every morning and suck u up whenever u want

[bootykage-deactivated20150331]

this a lie

[bootykage-deactivated20150331]

im literally dating this girl this a lie

[bootykage-deactivated20150331]

she dont even know how to cook a pancake what is this

[nevaehtyler]

What’s next? Take away women’s right to vote? 🤷🏾‍♀️

[lazyscience]

Uh, actually…

Voter ID laws have a disproportionately negative effect on women. According to the Brennan Center for Justice, one third of all women have citizenship documents that do not identically match their current names primarily because of name changes at marriage.  Roughly 90 percent of women who marry adopt their husband’s last name.  That means that roughly 90 percent of married female voters have a different name on their ID than the one on their birth certificate.  An estimated 34 percent of women could be turned away from the polls unless they have precisely the right documents.

so, yes.

[level5goblin]

I need a girl👸🏼 who's a: Lady in the streets 👠 Freak in the sheets 😈 Cory in the house 👦🏾

[constantcogdis-deactivated20180]

Ever since I left the city,

[makestheworldtastegood]

[imabrickshithouse]

I just wanna say good morning to whomever made.

[booty-del-ray]

A masterpiece

[surreal--memes]

[starlightandtears]

Depression

[starlightandtears]

Anxiety

[starlightandtears]

Dissociation

[slavetomyheadcanon]

I̵̡̢ͣ̔ͪ͌̑ͦ͢͏̥͉̳̱̭͇̝̙̣N̶͎̞̘̮͇̱̪͓̖̗͇̖͓̄͌̍ͬ̽̆͊ͥ̑ͭ̃̾͘̕͟T̵̴̛̼̜̭͓̑̈̍̎ͧͨ̎́̿͌͑͡R̋ͭ̋̉̏ͥͩ͌́͋͏͇̳̥͚͔̣̲̤̜͚̥͞ͅŪ̶̸̢̧̟̹̼͖̜̭̜̟̗͉̱̣̫̣̥͕͎ͣͤ̂̋͐̋̀̽ͫͥ̿ͨͤͧ̈́͛͞ͅS̹̬̳̟̫̳̦͖̝̮̲̙̮̭̺͋̆͊̌ͣ̉͘ͅĮ̹̣̝̻̹̘̱͉̙ͪ́ͩͬ̌͆̎ͥ̅̎͒̕V̧̠̣̳̝̣͇͎̙̫̩̳̳̟̞̪̹͉ͭ̋̔͐̿ͥ̂ͥ͊́̚͞Ȩ̶̷͖͓͉̣͚̜͔̤̖̭̫̥̥̻̮͔̰̦̪ͥ̂̽͒̈́̑ͥͨ͂͑̀͢ ̷̢̦͇͔̣̳̳͍͓̗ͨ̏́́̽̐̈̎͂ͫͫͨ̔̋̈́ͪͮ̚͟͢Ṯ̷̸͓̖̫̦̘̘͉͍̘͖̪͗̿̅̅̿̀͐̃ͧ͌̒̈̆͘͡ͅH̷̡͙̣̳̦̑͊̽ͮ̓̇́͢͠Ö̵̢͕͍̻͇̺̞̠͎͔́͂ͥ̍̂̇ͫ̾́ͥ́ͅƯ̧͉̙̫̺̮̘͖͇̜̜̂͑̌̄̽ͫ̆̌͆ͪͬ̕͠͡Ģ̡̢̞̖͚͙̙͍̼̞̹͇̬̬̥̦̈͂̄ͤ́ͅH̵̠̹̻͍ͮ̏͐́ͩ̽̐ͮ͛̍̐̿͛͌ͥ̾ͥ̔͜Ṯ̴̯̬̘͎̰̟ͩͯ̒ͭ͒ͫͬͨ̍̾̉̋̊ͪ̓̄Ş̴̨̨͇̼̪͈͈͈͖̞̤̹̰̗͍̬͙̹ͩ̃ͥ͛͊ͦ͊ͭ̋ͯ͞

[holyhomos-remade-deactivated201]

the four nations lived together in harmony but everything changed when the unhealthy coping mechanisms attacked