Just Another Regular Person In This Extraordinary

World. It didn't fit... Sorry xD

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Loneliness

It doesn't necessarily have to be a bad thing, but it still feels bad

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Posting

So yeah, lately I've been dry, I have used my brain in a different way lately, I can't think of an interesting topic to talk about in here, and that isn't a good thing for my future youtube channel...

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I'm back! (Sorta...)

I haven't been at my best lately, my life is okay, but I just really broke up with my gf and I just felt bad for a few days, I'm still a bit down, but not suffering, it's part of life, you just gotta enjoy the pain and live through it, everything is okay eventually :3 So... yeah, that, I'll try to get back the time I lost (And remember to sign xD) ~Chuz

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SnP

so recently I’ven’t given myself the time to write (I have a strage love for triple contractions) but I have tried (and failed) to give myself a SnP tattoo, because of my fear of needles (I know.... it sounds stupid) I tried, and some of my skin is a bit red, and looks like a bump, but it’s okay, it’ll heal, and I’ll try again xD

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Questions around my head

Does a butter beer and a movie help move on...? What does it take to do so if not that? For the sake of both of us...

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Single or in a relationship...?

How many of the people seeing this haven't asked this to someone? Or maybe just to yourselves when you're feeling insecure about something, I know I have, lately... Too much tbh... I mean, I love this girl I was dating, but... I just feel we're both in a point in our lives that we have to fix our separate issues and THEN see if this actually works out. We've broken up way too many times, more than I wish to accept, and I don't wanna keep doing that, I wanna be sure of my choice, and for that I have to be comfortable and well myself, and so does she, a relationship is a two-person deal, both have to want this, both have to work it every single day, make each other happy, I'm happy being single right now, I admit I do get jealous of many things she's doing, but I think it's normal, I feel stupid, but I do. In conclusion... You gotta flavor your present, it's unique, and it's never coming back, just enjoy it

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Fantastic beasts and where to find them

So! Fantastic beasts and where to find them... The next installment on the Harry Potter universe... And all I can say without spoiling anything is.... It's darn great, it's one of the best movies of this year, twists and turns, unexpected every one of them And now... To the spoiler part you were warned... .... So the reveal at the end was AMAZING, I would have never seen that coming, it seemed to be finished, I mean... Damn... Johnny Depp is great, he's one of my favorite actors abd seeing him as Gellert Grindewald was simply.... DAMN... I JUST CAN'T describe him... Wow... I yelled, and I love going to the midnight screening, everyone is as fan as you, and you can hear it and just feel the atmosphere of excitement from everyone, everyone yelling "WHAT?!" it's just the best, and the creatures, man, they are just fantastic, then Ezra Miller as Credence, he did a damn good job here, that was another twist I didn't saw coming, him being the obscurious, "WHAT?!" screamed the audience, Pickett was just so darn cute!!! Newt was simply great, the casting was just on point, I forgot the name of the actor, but he was great, and acfually everyone, Collin Farrell , Ezra, Johnny, this is a great start for a new installment on the Harry Potter universe, I simply loved it

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Busy business

So, this week has been hell... Ish I've been so freaking bussy with school, editing videos for it, which, I may say, is quite helpful for my start in youtube. Also, I am doing the 7-day vegan challenge baby solves all yo' problems, and it's been not as hard as I initially thought, and I didn't eat vegetables nor fruits before, now being all I can eat (not exactly, but basically that's the idea), and that'll help me to balance my diet after this. Also the song "wooh I want some more moore, wooh what are you waiting for!" and I can't seem to remember it's name... It has been a bussy week... But I don't feel overwhelmed by it... And right now I'm about to watch fantastic beasts and where to find them, and I'm so exited!

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Signature

I wasn’t sure if signing the posts was a good idea, and actually, I didn’t even thought of doing so, but since last post I think I may start, and maybe start making variable content. ~Chuz

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13/11/2016

"one day... One day someone is going to come into my life and freaking change it forever, when that special someone comes, I'll tell her "I loved you before I met you" because I am sure I'll know this special someone, I just... I'll feel it in my everything... And if you're that special someone reading this in the future... Hey... I really really really fucking love you" ~Chuz

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Religion

This may be a controversial topic, but I like talking about stuff like this, it makes me feel heard. I've got nothing against religion, what I do have something against is church, and it's "rules". It even contradicts itself, God loves us all equally and without judgment, so why are gays, goths, and other kind of diversities banned or seen as wrong, or even called something such as something "God didn't intended". Pfft horsecrap! God would love us all equally without judgment, the church wouldn't. Something else, I do believe religion has cost humanity centuries of technological advances. That's just my opinion, I do not intend to start fighting or anything, I just express myself, some might agree, some might not

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Love(?)

You know when people say they've met the love of their life? Yeah, I know you have, Anyway, don't you think it might be a little far off to say that? I mean... They've just met her/him, they can't know for sure that is the love of their life! In words ant-man movie fans can understand, he reffers to his ex wife as the first love of his life. In my personal opinion, that is about accurate as it gets... I mean, I can totally agree on having a first love of my life, I can't know what will happen in the future, so I'm open to it. Another related thing is "love at first sight" really...? (tbh I do believe in this but I still bash it sometimes) you can see someone at the other side of a room and instantly fall in love, seemingly, I've actually want this to happen to me, I seriously hate the loneliness feeling, it's just a shitty thing to feel.

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Dilema

Have you ever been in a situation where whereyou gotta choose between your best friend you love a ton, and a friend who is nearly your brother, literally , and it's at the other side of the city from the party you are at? I'm with Pond, my best friend, and Falcon is on the other side of the city, I make about 30-40 minutes from one place to another which begs the question Who would you choose?

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That sorta day

You know when a say starts so shitty, you feel like it's gonna be like that for the rest of the day, but as your expectations were SOOOOO low, you happen to have a regular ish good ish day :D That's just great!

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Happy birthday Nico

As I know you don't wanna hear much from me, I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday, you've helped me through a lot, but also teached me that even when I need someone, they won't always be there, lately, that's been you, I've needed you too much lately, but I don't want you to feel obligated to talk to me, you don't understand fully the situation, but it's okay, I get your point, don't worry about it, I can handle it. Sorry, I just felt like you needed to read that, you've been one of my closest friends, that has been further apart, I brove you, and I dedicated this post to you, because you deserve it, more than anyone who I know, you deserve it... Thanks for everything

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Today...

So, today... Wasn't the best day, I've had worse, but had better... Well I just didn't wanted not to post anything before the next post... So, yeah

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No fun

So, basically, there are no fun stories from yesterday, I spent a really normal day, I got home, played some Marvel Heroes, did my homework, and went to sleep. But today... Well today's a different story, I had to present in psychology class but when it was my turn to say something, my mind went blac, I even read something of what I had written, and still nothing, so when I flashbacked something out of nowhere, I just interrupted and said it, I didn't wanted to fail... Ironically my presentation WAS about memory! That's basically my day up untill now... I mean it's only 9 in the morning, so, something should happen