[jasper-rae]

It's been years since I've been on here. 10 years since we saw or spoke to each other. And you're STILL in my dreams. Even now. I don't know what I'm supposed to do with this. Do I reach out? Do I continue on with my life trying to forget about you? It seems that no matter what happens in life, you return in my dreams. We speak, we connect, we joke, I speak my truth. It seems we can only come together in the astral realm. i don't fkn know hey. this is ridiculous. I've got nothing left to burn to release you. I've released it all. What does this mean?!

I miss you. And I'm also glad we never ended up together all those years ago. I don't think it would've gone well. But...now....I feel like I've finally become the person that you always saw in me.

anyway. whatever. it doesn't matter now. I actually like who I am now. We would've never been able to save each other.

I wonder if you still think of me..do you dream of me like I dream of you?

[kellmichele]

the universe has a crazy way of working out and right now i need to just trust that

[anancientheart]

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

[anancientheart]

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Paradoxically, the ability to be alone is the condition for the ability to love.”

— Erich Fromm

[jasper-rae]

I need to learn this being alone thing.

[jasper-rae]

I choose

I choose to love you from afar, with zero attachment to whether we end up together

I choose to love myself, fully and whole heartedly

I choose to follow the path that has always been laid at my feet

I choose to nurture that which feeds my soul

I choose to be unapologetically myself

I choose to not dwell on the past. past hurts and grievances

I choose to focus my energy only on that which serves me

I choose to not let anyone who doesn’t at least match my vibration bring me down to their level

I choose a life, lived to its absolute fullest

[jasper-rae]

A thing I wrote once. I'd just just like to reaffirm that this is how I strive to live my life. I ask for the strength and confidence to follow the path I'm being guided down <3

[jasper-rae]

It has been a long time since I've thought of you to this extent. Just when I start to forget, a reminder comes in. I feel crazy.

Haven't seen you in...like...4 years now I think? Haven't heard from you in 3.5. I've had many dreams of you over the years but this one was different. This one was a coming together.

Frankly, I absolutely refuse to try and contact you again. That is a firm boundary. But if we were to cross paths somewhere, or you were to reach out...well, I love you unconditionally. It would be so fine. You have nothing to be fearful of where I'm concerned.

I love you with all my heart. And I'm learning that I'd rather be alone than with anyone who's not you.

[bcnaupari-deactivated20200131]

Having a stellium in the 8th house kinda seems to mean that you’ll be dependent of others in regards to money.

[purplebuddhaproject]

“I’m stronger because I had to be. I’m smarter because of my mistakes. I’m happier because I’ve overcome the sadness I have known and I’m wiser because I’ve learned from my life.”

— (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[purplebuddhaproject]

“Dear past, thank you for the lessons. Dear future, I am ready.”

— (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[thebuddhistmind]

“If you’re going to hold someone down you’re going to have to hold on by the other end of the chain. You are confined by your own repression.”

— Toni Morrison

[purplebuddhaproject]

“Don’t think about what can happen in a month. Don’t think about what can happen in a year. Just focus on the 24 hours in front of you and do what you can to get closer to where you want to be.”

— (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[deleteme-adub-deactivated201811]

[jasper-rae]

bring it on universe. my soul has never been more ready

[jasper-rae]

Wow i reblogged this nearly a year ago and can now safely say that this absolutely happened

[amargedom]

“If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him.”

— Paulo Coelho (via goodreadss)

[purplebuddhaproject]

“We all have bullets beneath our skin we pray our lovers won’t flinch at when they find.”

—

Andrea Gibson

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

[purplebuddhaproject]

“The main thing is, pay attention. Pay close attention to everything, everything you see. Notice what no one else notices, and you’ll know what no one else knows. What you get is what you get. What you do with what you get, that’s more the point.”

—

Jeanne Duprau

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

[rasaayana]

[amargedom]

““If you ever find yourself in the wrong story, leave.””

— Mo Willems (via goodreadss)