Knotting Fear of Love itself..
~Fearing love is natural.. Fearing the unknown of what will happen when you open up, What will happen if they leave you or stop loving you.. My personal fear is waking up next to the love of my life in 50 years and they utter the words ‘who are you and why are you in my bed’.. I cherish everyday with the man I share my life with, You never know when you become strangers again in this twisted world.. It all seems like such a big disaster that slaps you in the face.. I accept that one day age will suppress our memory but I made a promise to love you with every inch of my body even when you forget how much you love me, even when I look into your eyes and not seeing your love for me or even knowledge of me.. As hard as Life will be without my rock able to keep me level, The love we shared for all those years will be worth it. Though I fear what the future lies I know it’s years away but days fly and so do weeks.. My promise to you.. I will never take a day we have forgranted. I will always love you even when you forget you love me. I will take your place as the rock if necessary. Above all you will remain the reason I drag myself through the day even if you forget all we’ve been through..♡
