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[jayoungjun]

fanfic commissions!

hihi~ I've decided to open commissions! 💜

all works will be posted as gifts on ao3 under my pseud, hellofroggy! crossposting to this tumblr is available for oneshots!

dm if you're interested~ 💌

(revision = an edit to the story, spelling and grammar corrections are ofc free)

[granularbrain]

[dearhyeongjunn]

they're having floor time

[jayoungjun]

walking to the moon - chapter 19

my bunny 🖤

I felt like that about guitar

like

“I'll die if I can't play”

but that's silly, right? I didn't really have anything else I loved though

and it's really painful to live like that

it's not really ‘living’ is it? just surviving, I guess

but now I have lots of things I love!! and people I love and care about

so I understand, seumi

it's okay to be sad about it too

and it's okay to never stop being sad about what you lost

read more here!

[jayoungjun]

🪦🐇 in living memory 🐇🪦

hunting. haunting. loving.

in the end, as long as we're loved, we never truly die.

In 2005, a fifteen-year-old child was brutally murdered by his own parents. In the two decades since, neighbours, urban explorers and local people have reported strange happenings at the Han’s old residence. Jiseok and his team hope the answer the pressing question once and for all: is Han Hyeongjun still there?

read here or read on for a snippet of chapter 1!

Jiseok takes one look at the crumbling house before him and gulps.

It's not their first time investigating an abandoned building. Ever since that first ghost hunting video - a Halloween joke, mostly - blew up on his channel, the five of them have ended up in some obscure and terrifying places. Old prisons, abandoned hospitals, creepy old bridges and plenty of murder houses. But this one in particular is making his skin crawl.

Maybe it's because of how modern the house is, he thinks, as he makes sure to capture some good b-roll for the voice over segments. As always, the courtyard and exterior walls are covered in graffiti and the windows are boarded up, shattered glass still crunching beneath their feet in the wilting weeds that sprout up through the gravel. The gate to the courtyard is broken and lopsided from years of kids climbing over, daring each other to go into the haunted house. It must've given under the weight, and now a pathetic bundle of chains keeps the gates closed. But you can just duck under it anyway.

Jiseok doesn't like to do that. His channel, their ghost hunting, is different. It's ethical, he hopes. They always try to be respectful of the entities they're searching for. Jiseok tries to be nice and kind, no matter how scary it gets, because nothing is scarier than dying, right? They must've been scared too. And it mustn't be nice for some strangers to walk around your home like they own the place.

They're not the first ghost hunting team to have permission to investigate and film here, the owners finally relenting after years of reports about the paranormal activity. The people who own this lot actually live next door, and when they met to talk about the reports - all on camera for the show, of course - they recalled the night of the murder in terrible detail.

The couple, then around their sixties, had never had their own children, but they were close with the boy next door, babysitting him as he grew up, taking care of him as his parents worked, or watching him play in the garden. He was a little simple, they said, but a lovely, bright boy. Oh, he'd never dream of hurting anyone. It's just horrific, what they did to him.

Jiseok takes a step back from where he cranes his neck up at the house and bumps into Jungsu, who is getting a shot of the whole place from a low angle, making the already creepy building look even more imposing.

“Watch it,” Jungsu mumbles, a little annoyed at having to repeat the shot. “Don't want any scares before we even get in, right?” He rolls his eyes fondly and Jiseok sighs.

No matter how long they've been doing this, Jungsu still resolutely believes nothing they've encountered is paranormal. He has an explanation for all of it, even if his logic has to get more far-fetched than just admitting ghosts are real. Whilst it's good banter and fun for the viewers to watch their different reactions, sometimes it kind of hurts Jiseok's feelings that he doesn't believe them.

Gunil is filming close-ups of some graffiti scratched into the bricks. “I hate this,” he says, lowering his camcorder. He has a pensive look on his face as he so often does when they come to these places with traceable tragic history. “A child was killed here, and idiots are carving their names instead. Do they have no respect?”

"Maybe some do,” Seungmin speaks up from where he lurks in a corner of the yard. There seems to be a small memorial for the boy, one that hasn't been added to in some time, the elderly couple unable to keep up with maintenance. A carved stone with a bronze plaque commemorates him, and a myriad of objects surround it. There's quite a few dirty, rotting bunny plushies and a board with a few Go pieces scattered on the ground around it, as well as maybe some old books. It's hard to tell.

“We should leave something too,” Seungmin says quietly. “Clean this up for him.” He brushes some dead leaves and cobwebs off the plaque and Jiseok leans over to read it.

in loving memory of Han Hyeongjun

1989.08.18 - 2005.03.27

[jayoungjun]

a kiss to all the world

chapter fourteen - keunil

read on for a snippet!

It's the first time in his career as mentor that Keunil has been dragged up to interviews on opening night. Usually, it's reserved for the most popular Victors or the mentors of who made the biggest splash. But this year, those happen to converge. Jooyeon is the most popular Victor right now, and Hyeongjun is the tribute who made a splash. The only reason Keunil is here is because Ode made waves of his own, and now all three tributes are tangled in a doomed alliance.

Keunil feels sick, but he smiles placidly at the live audience, lifting a hand in a little wave to some swooning woman who has bright orange skin - one of his diehard sponsors. He's bad at names.

Most of the crowd is here for Jooyeon's words, not his, Keunil knows. Surveying the stage reveals Augustus Flickerman beaming in his red and gold suit and Jooyeon sitting at the other end of the couch, his legs crossed and lounging back casually. Compared to Gunil who is far too stiff for his own liking, those two were made for stage.

“Welcome, welcome!” Augustus grins with perfect teeth. Keunil sits up a little straighter and keeps that tiny, placid smile on his lips. There's a screen to the side of the stage playing the live footage of the Games, although nothing much is happening. The anthem has already played, and their trio of tributes are eating fish by the fire they built as night sets in. “The mentors of our bloodbath stars! How are you feeling?”

[jayoungjun]

walking to the moon - chapter 18

“You really like them?” Hyeongjun asks doubtfully.

“Of course I do, bunny, I love them,” Seungmin reassures, shuffling to face Hyeongjun better and tugging him a little closer. “I'm going to wear them everyday. They're so pretty and well-made, not to mention you made them. I love everything you make, because…be-because, well, I love you.”

read more here!

[granularbrain]

JUN HAN (MOMM Solo Encore Ver.) – 260201 XDINARY HEROES at First Music Station Festival by cloooooverH

[jayoungjun]

walking to the moon - chapter 17

“How did your parents meet, Hyeongjun-ah?” Appa asks, and Seungmin holds back his wince.

Hyeongjun blinks, taking a long moment to answer. “Well, they were born and raised in the same village, so they always knew each other,” he says. “Everyone knows each other…” He trails off and Seungmin purses his lips, recalling everything Hyeongjun told him last night and even in the elevator. Does that mean everyone there knows how terrible Hyeongjun’s father is? How couldn’t they? And if they knew, why didn’t they help him?

read more here!

[jayoungjun]

butch femme villains~

[jayoungjun]

i went out with this Junie from my bag and she fell off somewhere in the city :((( luckily I had a spare of the pc but the pretty holder is gone now 😭😭

[jayoungjun]

ham-il and jiduck themed lunches 🥰

[jayoungjun]

a kiss to all the world

chapter thirteen: ode

read on for a snippet!

“It was far,” Hyeongjun murmurs, his voice incredibly deep and husky with sleep. It's incredibly attractive, and Ode has the brief image of waking up to that morning voice saying his name softly - his Hanguk name. He flushes deeply, and he's glad the fire light isn't enough to make it obvious. “If I hadta guess, the Careers are huntin’,” he mumbles groggily. “Or else, there's some beasts in this forest.”

“I don't doubt there's beasts,” Ode agrees. He's talking about animals, about Mutts, about the Careers too, and Hyeongjun knows it from the wry grin he gives him, his eyes glowing orange with the flames.

[jayoungjun]

walking to the moon - chapter 16

“Isn't it a little romantic? Don't you think? When you can look at the moon together from two different places, and it's the same moon. The same sky.”

Hyeongjun blushes. “R-romantic?”

“Uh,” Seungmin stutters. “Poetic, then, if you don't like that. Sorry.”

Hyeongjun looks out at the skyline of the city. He can't see far before buildings block his view, but he doesn't mind. When he tilts his head up, there's the dark night sky above him for miles. It's impossible to feel trapped. “I don't mind,” he says, listening to Seungmin key in a doorcode and enter an elevator. “I've never thought about it, really. It's romantic.”

read more here!

[jayoungjun]

butch femme villains~

[jayoungjun]

happy jooyeon day!!!

[hyolks]

mr stranger

[jayoungjun]

is he cool?

the coolest 😎

.......cutie

Voting ended onSep 9, 2025

[jayoungjun]

hamil is happy he's cool~ he got a bit hot and took the jacket off, but he's even cooler now, right? 😎 I told him I'd get him some sunglasses to really embrace his inner cool guy