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[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[thescientificviolist]

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

[void-of-erebos]

@everyone

[dean-winchester-is-a-warrior]

So incredibly important! I noticed there are no Canadian numbers, so here is for my fellow Canadians:

Always Keep Fighting. And please, never hesitate to message me or send me an ask anonymously or not, if you’re ever struggling. I’m not a professional, but I can point you in the right direction and I’m ALWAYS happy to listen. ❤️

[basically-deactivated55-deactiv]

I looked through the notes and reblogs to find a couple more numbers for anyone who might not have their country listed, knowing some of these might get buried in the notes.

I may not know you, but if you are suffering my heart goes out to you. Know you are loved ❤️

[jayzmultifand0m]

Sorry I’ve been inactive as hell yall I just have kinda an art block and even still I just don’t feel as motivated to post lately bc of personal issues and issues with traction 🫶

[jayzmultifand0m]

FINALLY POSTING THE GOOBERS (but fancy!) WOOOOO

I like to think since sonar wears suits like all the time normally, he wears dresses for fancy occasions & Mal on the other hand will wear either dresses and suits depending on how she feels plus she can borrow suits specifically from sonar :3

[bucketsofsomethingorother]

"Coupé is more evil" Yeah she was a child soldier raised to kill people for the mob. If Sonar had worse crimes than her I would be shocked. However, the Phoenix Program is made for villains like her who have very few options in life. Sonar could go legit even with the financial schemes he's done: he's well educated and clearly can engage with the world in a different way than criminal behavior if he wanted to.

I also rail against the idea that she doesn't grow as a character throughout the game if you keep her on the team. The ability to have people to rely on and get close to is something she needs in a way that Sonar doesn't. He needs friends of course, but he can more easily get them on his own.

But I don't know, I just think that her desperation to keep the job comes from a place other than pride (like Sonar) and that if she was a white man much of her crimes/behaviors would be excused.

[falling-star-cygnus]

hate seeing people write Coupé as like- this unfeeling, one mode only, stab stab stab assassin

she feels things SO DEEPLY, y’all, and she’s funny and she calls Blazer ‘mom’ during the Shroud scene before immediately glancing at him for approval

Coupé is also genuinely very hurt by Robert cutting her. Her anger is raw, and cut with grief, and she’s so confused too because- well! Robert said he believed in all of them!

Why not her?

“It was personal for me,” she cared so much, she did want to improve, and it hurt when it felt like Robert- essentially- gave up on her

+ plus that little laugh she does before explaining what Sonar meant by “Coop seduced me”

“I only did that because I thought she was getting cut.” <- that wasn’t an attempt to save her own skin, the celebration. Coupé wanted Visi to feel honored before having to leave, which is clearly a big deal for her! [honor- i mean]

not to mention she keeps track of things she finds important, like how many times she gets dispatched with Punch-Up

not to mention she offers to kill someone for Robert, should he require it

Coupé cares so much

[jayzmultifand0m]

I’m so awful at drawing sonar man I’m never gonna get these drawings out💔

[jayzmultifand0m]

Bro idk why btw I thought sweetalker, Pom Pom, and all the other tutorial people were made up for the test I’m so glad they’re actually real people & made an appearance in the last episode they’re all so cute man 😭😭😭

[jayzmultifand0m]

Guys please hear me out—- /hj

[strangewicks]

I did not do coupe justice but maybe one day i will…

Will come back to drawing Wednesday Addams.. i’m experiencing huge art block rn and this was for a friend teehee XP

[fairer-tales]

some z-team tweet silliness

[watchamatt3r]

i love these freaks

[queenorigami]

I keep seeing this guy on youtube making vids about how you shouldnt cut sonar from the team bc hes not "meant" to be a villain, unlike coupe. And like idk man the z team is all villains. They are all villains who are given the chance to reform. And when someone gets that chance taken from them, when they lose their friend group and are rejected by their mentors, they return to villany. I dont buy that coupe is "more" of a villan than sonar.

I feel like some of the confusion is based on the vibe that coupe seems to fit better into the red ring crew then sonar. And of course she does, shes a professional assassin. She doesnt get hit by Shroud when she talks out of turn to Blonde Blazer bc Shroud knows *she* knows how to act in this situation. All he needs to do is glare at her to silence her bc she knows what will happen if she keeps talking.

Sonar on the other hand is a stupid cryptobro hustle grinder "im a winner" type of villain. He doesnt have coupes experience working in organized crime, the only shit he organized was a spreadsheet of all the nfts he stole or whatever. Shroud hits him after mouthing off to Blazer as if to say "in this world, this is what happens when you talk out of turn." So like yea, Sonar seems like a worse fit for the Red Ring bc thats not the world he operated in pre SDN, but that doesnt mean hes not a villain. He pretty gleefully beats the shit out of Robert and helps destroy LA bc even without coupes assassin experience revenge can drive mfer to that same level of violence.

Both Sonar and Coupe morph their feelings of rejection into vengeance. Coupe frames it like being cut was a professional insult, insisting she has more skill than Sonar. Sonar frames it as a personal insult and overcompensates by insisting that hes an alpha, that hes on the "me-team now," just leaning into this wretched ego. I think the way Sonar responds to being cut lines up with how hustle grind, "greed is good" crypto bros treat people who they feel slighted by, with petty revenge. Both characters are trying to show everyone how powerful and cool they are to make everyone regret cutting them, to make everyone feel as bad as they did when they were rejected. Idk if that makes any sense or if im saying the same thing over and over. I think for some players its really easy to say "oh Coupe makes more sense as a villain" when they got to watch sonar be a part of the z team.

[beneathcandycoatedclouds]

Dispatch ALSO said "the prison industrial complex has failed us. it has always been one on one mentoring and rehabilitation programs that allow people to get back on their feet and make better choices and is the true way to reduce crime" but I don't think y'all are ready for that conversation

[jayzmultifand0m]

This is knuckles and knives to me

[archer-crow42]

"Coupé starts murdering people again after we cut her she is so evil" Sonar literally ATE PEOPLE after getting cut from the Z team what are you on about

They are both fucked up in their own ways, but Coupé is the only one you have a problem with???

[jayzmultifand0m]

THANK YOU OMG like girl they're doing the exact same actions but they're not getting the same treatment at all bc "he's doing it out of anger and feeling hurt 🥺” as if she's not feeling the same it gets me so upset people mischaracterize her (and sonar to an extent) so bad & it hurts my soul every time people rarely give my girl the benefit of the doubt but those same people always seem to with sonar & I say this as someone who loves him a lot & I'm not complaining people are sympathetic towards him I'm just complaining about the fact people aren’t trying to see coupe in the same light like it’s one thing to not like her but it’s another thing to be one sided about it

I can go on and on about it but l'm gonna stop myself before I make a whole essay but yea—-

[archer-crow42]

YOU GET ME DUDE!!

They are both bitter, they are both hurting and feel betrayed. But with Coupé it’s not only that — she felt humiliated by Robert’s decision to cut her and I can’t blame my girl for that.

There’s also a slight difference between Coop and Sonar that I don’t think people understand. Both of them are coming across as nonchalant and/or non caring at first, but it shows that that’s not true and they actually care a lot (and you can see it in episode 3 during cut day).

With Sonar it’s only visually obvious, he talks shit a lot of the time, but he can’t really control his facial expressions even when he says he doesn’t care. He either goes quiet due to this emotions or trying to act cool to deflect them.

He is dishonest with his words, but his face betrays him constantly. Coop is different.

Coop holds her face well, but she doesn’t lie. I would argue she is the most honest member of the Z team, someone who says what she truly thinks in the moment (combined with her secretive nature as an assassin it’s a really interesting mix).

Coupé: I thought I had friends, but you made me realize I never actually did.

This is her telling you straight up that she cares, that she is hurting and why she is hurting. I don’t understand how can you read this one in a different way.

[jayzmultifand0m]

I really can't put it any differently than this WOW,,, you described their feelings and masking techniques perfect dude & I think because of that I think that's what makes it especially hard for people to fully understand them because of their contradicting words and actions (Coupe more so unfortunately though I’ve seen a *few* people misunderstand sonar too here and there )

& thats why I love my messed up complex bbgs so much 🫶

[jayzmultifand0m]

Bro I have so many dispatch sketches & I’m nowhere near finishing any of them cause I keep coming up with new ones all the time 💔

[archer-crow42]

"Coupé starts murdering people again after we cut her she is so evil" Sonar literally ATE PEOPLE after getting cut from the Z team what are you on about

They are both fucked up in their own ways, but Coupé is the only one you have a problem with???

[jayzmultifand0m]

THANK YOU OMG like girl they're doing the exact same actions but they're not getting the same treatment at all bc "he's doing it out of anger and feeling hurt 🥺” as if she's not feeling the same it gets me so upset people mischaracterize her (and sonar to an extent) so bad & it hurts my soul every time people rarely give my girl the benefit of the doubt but those same people always seem to with sonar & I say this as someone who loves him a lot & I'm not complaining people are sympathetic towards him I'm just complaining about the fact people aren’t trying to see coupe in the same light like it’s one thing to not like her but it’s another thing to be one sided about it

I can go on and on about it but l'm gonna stop myself before I make a whole essay but yea—-