ooh he need some milk!

RUN, RUN, lost b o y they say to me, a w a y from all of ( R E A L I T Y ) ! ! { neverland } is home to lost boys like me, and lost boys like me are F R E E.

[jcsonlam-blog]

well anyways if anybody wants my personal feel free 2 ask !

[wnq-movies]

I think he’s very lonely. Lonelier than he lets on. Maybe lonelier than he even realizes.

The Royal Tenenbaums (2001), Dir. Wes Anderson (via catholicraised)

[proetoimazohq-blog]

“n-no! and…i’d like to gently say that offering hugs to strangers isn’t the most careful thing to do. one day you’re gonna get, like, stabbed. and i have coffee, but i wouldn’t object to you buying me a brownie.” of course alex could go get it themself but where was the fun in that?

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ wow, i’ve actually never thought of that...’ jason remarked, considering it over for a second before smiling at them again. ‘ but anywho, a brownie it is !! can i ask for your name, good, non-stabby stranger? ’

[beautyisruin-blog]

❝I just—don’t know what it is about today. I just can’t decide what to listen to. And shuffle isn’t helping, I am suffering.❞ 

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ i’ll sing you a song. kidding, i can’t. i sound like a garbage disposal. but maybe we can find something based on your mood! what are you feeling right now? sad? happy? sappy? ’

[proetoimazohq-blog]

“doesn’t everyone? and i’m—i’m fine. great even! absolutely positively perfect! i’m at my bleeding best.” they paused before letting out a almost self-pitying laugh, “just kidding i’m hungover and feel a little dead inside.”

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ oh dude, i’m really sorry. do you still want a hug? or i can buy you your coffee. if you haven’t done so already. whatever tickles your peach, fam.’

[jcsonlam-blog]

when u have an idea for a second chara but ur trash at handling two charas but u still have hope but u got school coming up in 2 days and thats gonna fuck everything up (even more)

[madkeating]

“it’s not you, it’s me,” madisyn repeated with a light laugh. “so you’re a video editor? that sounds exciting.” she nodded her head. “i wish i could say i understand… but i like to take care of things immediately. i’ve never been someone who procrastinates. except for sleep, apparently,” she said, checking her watch for the time. “i probably should’ve been in bed an hour ago.” she shrugged and crossed her arms over the table. “so what’s the problem, if you don’t mind my asking. just feeling uninspired or…?” 

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ well, not just a video editor. i actually have to make the videos first,’ he let out a small laugh, taking his face out of his hands. ‘ i make youtube videos for a living. it’s fun but like, i’m trash at putting content out on time. i usually say i upload every wednesday but i haven’t uploaded in three weeks. i feel so bad, you know? and i have a video to edit but i don’t even think it’s good at all. kind of just...forced. you ever have those days where you feel like nothing on this earth is real and you feel empty inside? that’s how i felt this month. ’ jason emitted a sigh and leaned back in his seat. ‘ maybe i’m just lazy, i don’t know. i guess uninspired fits the bill too.’ he smiled a little, ‘ you should totally get some rest, madisyn. you actually have a real job and a valid reason to be tired and complaining. i’m sorry for sounding like the hugest pissbaby right now. ’

[jovissers-blog]

Coleen laughed a little at how ridiculous she had to sound complaining about her relationship with her bed. “Yeah I mean what else is there to do when I love my bed so much? Doctor Phil can kiss my ass or not, he looks really creepy to be honest. No, I need to have at least a bit of exercise and getting coffee is just the right way. I’d get really fat if I never left the bed again.”

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ hey man, what’s wrong with a little extra junk in the trunk? fat but happy, amirite? but you’re definitely right on that whole doctor phil ‘looks really creepy’ thing. i wouldn’t trust him. is he even a real doctor? ’ jason took a swig of his beverage, his eyes glancing around the cafe for a moment. ‘ this place is nice, isn’t it? definitely worth leaving the bed. maybe you can take your bed on a few coffee dates here. i think you’d struggle getting it through the door, though.’ 

[jovissers-blog]

“My bed and I have a very unhealthy relationship. Every morning I leave it for other things, but I always come back at the end of the day. It’s time to change. So I’ve decided… I’m staying in bed forever, the only exception is coffee. I can work from home anyways so why should bother,” Coleen yawned obviously tired from the previous night she spent above all the sketches and plans taking a sip from the hot drink.

[jcsonlam-blog]

he chuckled at her words, ‘ wow, yeah that sounds toxic, fam. i’m glad you’re trying to fix it though. but, hey, i’m sure doctor phil would be more than happy to help smooth things out between the two of you. or you could always hire like, a butler or something to get the coffee for you. you’d never have to leave the bed then. genius, right? ’

[madkeating]

“while there are a lot of babies being born and people coming in with broken bones, the births are usually in the paternity ward and i haven’t graduated yet, so i’m not the one setting the bones,” she said with a light chuckle. “i’m an intern, so i’m usually running errands or cleaning up after people. twice a week i work in the emergency room, though, and that can be pretty exciting. you get to see a lot of crazy things.” madisyn looked down at her smoothie - it was already half-empty. “delicious,” she said, smiling. “i love it, no worries. am i keeping you from something?” she asked. “i promise you don’t have to sit here and entertain me.” she laughed.

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ no! well....yeah. ’ jason admitted. ‘ but it’s not like, you. it’s me.  i promised myself i wouldn’t stay out for too long because i have some videos to edit. and you know,  i’ve been putting those off for some time now, but it’s not like it’s got a deadline or anything! but then again, i don’t want to disappoint everyone. it wouldn’t be fair to them. i should’ve stopped being here hours ago. ’ he groaned and buried his face in his hands. ‘ i suck, dude. ’ he mumbled. it was more to himself than anything else. truth is, he’d almost forgotten that she was there at this point. procrastination was something jason had been struggling with a while now and it made him feel extremely guilty. as if he hadn’t struggled with that feeling enough.

[jcsonlam-blog]

JASON’S BUCKETLIST:  1. become the most subscribed youtube channel. 2. talk to dad. 3. travel the world. 4. invent my own strawberry banana smoothie recipe. 5. build a fort with someone super special. 6. go ghosthunting. 7. get arrested. 8. swim with dolphins. 9. learn to play an instrument. 10. skydiving. 11. go on a helicopter ride. 12. go snowboarding. 13. learn another language. 14. ride a mechanical bull. 15. go on a carnival date & win a prize for my date, like they do in the movies.

“Dear future Jason,

Hey buddy! I’m not exactly sure when you’ll be opening this up but I’m assuming it’s when you’re wrinkly in some way. Anywhore, I know that we aren’t exactly the happiest person on the planet. It’s been really hard for us to keep on going without feeling empty inside 25/8 and really wondering why we’re here. But I’m working on it right now and I’m trying to figure everything out. I hope by the time you read this you’ll be so much better and you’ve grown as a person. If not, feel free to purchase a time machine and slap me. I’m just kinda guessing that time travel will be available then. What if you slapped me by the time I finished writing this letter? that would be so wierd weird right? Okay, back to what I was saying…

I’ve decided to compile a list of things I want to accomplish before I kick the bucket. Why? Because if I get these things done we’re probably gonna be so much more happier and way cooler! Well, cooler than I am currently. You’re probably the coolest person in your retirement home rn. I want my (our?) life to mean something.

I’m gonna do this for us! I will try my best okay? Promise! I’ve let almost everyone I’ve ever met in my life down but I’m NOT gonna let myself down. No way.

Take care of yourself alright? I hope you have a lot of friends and stories to tell. Most importantly, I hope that people genuinely love you and you’re not trying so hard to make people your friend. Because you know what? People don’t go to funerals to laugh. Yeah, it’s nice to have people who think you’re funny but make real friends, make family. Don’t make just others happy, make yourself happy too.  And If Dad ever comes back around….I hope we make him proud. Maybe we can even make him smile. That would be cool wouldn’t it?

I love you.

- Jason, 2016.”

[mattpeterssings]

“I’m just very happy that I share at least one thing with Matt Bomer.” Matt had to laugh with that. At least he looked on Glee. “Thank you for that, I’ll keep that one in my mind. Do you miss it a lot?” 

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ honestly, not really. i miss my friends, but that’s about it. it’s kinda refreshing to be somewhere new. super exciting stuff, ya know? what about you? do you miss the netherlands? ’

[jcsonlam-blog]

okay im gonna finish my other half or replies but FJS HAYLEY KIYOKO DID THAT JFHJDFHDKDHF GO WATCH THE GRAVEL TO TEMPO MUSIC VIDEO  !!!!!!! STAN TALENT STAN HAYLEY KIYOKO !!!!!!!!

also the headphones girl was so hot im sweating

[beautyisruin-blog]

❝ Do you ever just get so distraught over not knowing what song to listen to? ❞ 

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ you know, not really. i usually just whip out spotify and listen to whatever comes up. and then end up skipping like, eighty percent of the songs anyway. it’s weird, dude. ’

[madkeating]

madisyn nodded. “ it’s a lot of responsibility. requires a lot of sacrifice. i don’t know if i want one kid, let alone four of them. that’s… ” she shuddered a little, only partly joking. “ makes me tired just thinking about it. i have no idea how they’re going to find time to sleep. ” she chuckled. “ i wasn’t actually there for the delivery. i was working in the emergency room when they brought her in, though. she wasn’t due for another week, so they had to rush her into the delivery room. ” 

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ oh man, well that’s good. see, i don’t know how hospitals work,’ he laughed. ‘ i literally just assume everyone who works there is either popping out babies or fixing a broken arm every minute.’ jason glanced down at his phone to check the time. he promised himself he wouldn’t be out long yet here is. he waved off the feeling of responsibility and instead smiled and raised a brow. ‘ so, how are you liking that smoothie? you like it right? please tell me you like it or i’ll probably start breaking down. that drink is my actual baby.’

[jcsonlam-blog]

hey sorry for bein’ a ghost lol school’s coming up for my fresh outta the womb self and i’ve been stressing and anxious and needed some time to try to chill tf out. plus back to school shopping and all that stuff.

i’m gonna get to replies now! :) missed you guys.

[mattpeterssings]

“I’ve always wanted to go to Los Angeles but I like to save my money for other things.” Matt thought about his mother for a split second and shook off the thought. “Hi jason not Derulo. Oh well Derulo isn’t a bad person. There are worse celebs to be compared to.”

[jcsonlam-blog]

‘ you’re right. i could’ve been named taylor or something. and that would’ve been a mess.’ he laughed. ‘ but yeah, los angeles is super cool! if you ever do get the chance to go, i could be your guide.’